posted March 21, 2015 04:50 AM            

There is not the slightest bit weird or extraordinary or special about that musical visit this afternoon. it is "just" a theatre experience, so I was surprised that my psyche seems to respond to that in advance that strongly.

Maybe you could pull a few cards as to what is going on either with me or what is going to go on in the theatre itself?

posted March 21, 2015 04:57 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Well, I am going to go and see a musical this afternoon, and the strangest thing is, that I was waking up with that weird feeling in the pit of my stomach, a mix of fluttering and like something was "tugging" at my heart or soul strings. I have not had that feeling for the LONGEST time, and not sure why now?

There is not the slightest bit weird or extraordinary or special about that musical visit this afternoon. it is "just" a theatre experience, so I was surprised that my psyche seems to respond to that in advance that strongly.

Maybe you could pull a few cards as to what is going on either with me or what is going to go on in the theatre itself?

Thank you

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posted March 21, 2015 05:20 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Well yes, the solar ecclipse yesterday on 29 Pisces, the aries ingress this morning. the Uranus-Pluto-square easing off (and that internal fluttering does feel like that, a slight tremor that you can feel if things get moving again, back to the flow, but still I was surprised).

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Thanks ceridwen. That makes sense..
Drew up some cards.

What's going on with Ceri?

King of wands/Justice/Death
I feel this is pointing out, that there is some creative force within you that is looking to be expressed. This creative venture will help you in transforming a major part of your life, which you feel could be stagnant.

What's going on with the theatre?
7 pentacles/3pentacle

I don't feel there is anything to be concerned about. There could have been some new renovations made to it recently or it has gone through some upgrade. There is also the fact that it is looking to add more attractions to keep it in business.

posted March 21, 2015 04:13 PM            

Well the second one probably related to the fact that we were more than an hour early there and had to wait for the beginning (7 of pentacles maybe?)

The first one, well beside your interpretation, which fits well, during the first act it suddenly came back into my mind, and I nearly blurted out laughing.

The main masculine role on stage was the role of "DEATH" and the actor playing Death (despite being totally yummy btw ) is actually an Aries, which to me sort of fits the King of Wands (the one playing his antagonist actually has a stellium in Leo LOL)

Well Justice at first I did not realized, but in fact the play starts with another character being questioned by a judge (!) after death about him murdering the empress of Austria.

posted March 22, 2015 02:01 AM            

Do you feel a calling there, with the performing arts? That could also be highlighting a possible affinity and creative outlet for you?

Thanks for the feedback

posted March 22, 2015 06:48 AM            

Not quite sure WHAT the purpose of that involvement with the performing arts is. How I fit in, but I can`t ignore that not only am I emotionally drawn there, but I am increasingly pushed into positions where I "have to" deal with theatre-crews, performers etc, usually in the context of school; not sure how I ended up being the one with the responsibility to maintain the cooperation with a certain local theatre nearby (and it is a logistic nightmare, especially for someone with so little organisation`s skills like me ), but somehow I seem to always end up there.

Well it is of course a different level than the musical performance I saw yesterday, but theatre has always been a major part of my (internal) life, but recently it seems it is more and more seeping into my daily life as well.

I find that... interesting.

In terms of my personal life story, I wonder what the purpose of this story-thread is. Is it a main significant aspect of my story, or just one of the subplots?

Whatever it is it, seems to be a recurrent theme, maybe even a leitmotif?

Who really knows?