posted April 18, 2015 01:48 AM            

I can do a reading for you, if you give me few hours time. Just need to come back home.

posted April 18, 2015 01:54 AM            

I bet there are a lot of people who love and care about you, even if it does not feel like so.

I don't even need to ask the cards if you are hated, I already know the answer. Get back in touch with your inner child and remember all of the good times you had with your family and friends. Even though things seem rough now, you are cared about more than you realize.

posted April 21, 2015 05:03 PM            

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Originally posted by LostSoulRebecca:
blindpainter, so sorry to hear this. I have been strugeling with a huge amount of this kind of feelings myself, so I know, how painful it feels.

I can do a reading for you, if you give me few hours time. Just need to come back home.

Also, can you post your natal chart with transits?

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posted April 22, 2015 04:25 PM            

There are two things (two probably most important planets that are messing with you) that you need to know; 1) transit Pluto is in your 8th House , in a House of deeper connections with others and is touching some your important natal planets and 2) transit Saturn is in your 7th House, in a House of relationships.

1) The 8th house is also about rebirth, regeneration and the transformation of energy. And now imagine; you have transit Pluto – the planet that comes, destroys and builds new, better foundations – there! But not only that! Transit Pluto is coming closer to your birth Saturn and having those two together has never been easy! Also transit Pluto has already passed your natal Uranus and Neptune, which also wasn't pleasant for you for sure.

With Pluto coming closer to your natal Saturn, you need to be aware of the affect that this conjunction can have on your life. Strong forces may bring a slow but profound change. There often is an intense pressure that can cause you to realign your priorities not always according to your own wishes. Typically this period compels you to strip away all that is unnecessary so that you are left with only the essentials. Whatever is not working well, it may stop now, and you often have no choice but to discard previously supportive influences that no longer are useful. Because efficiency is an aim of this cycle, you can experience anxiety when you hold on tightly to what no longer serves a constructive purpose. Sometimes situations may coerce you to confront your fears of letting go of dependencies, even when they run counter to your best interests. Being attached only because something is familiar may cause you problems now if it lacks real substance.

This process is all about fundamentals and forcing you to reduce certain areas of your life to a minimum. If you are accustomed to a wide range of options, this tends to narrow them considerably. While losses can occur now, they usually help you to recover what really matters. You can become much more grounded through meaningful pursuits or inquiries, ultimately providing a lasting security. This cycle assists in strengthening you despite events that can expose your shortcomings. Taking charge of your life is available to you. Although you may have trouble with authorities, they can prompt you to assume greater command wherever you are able. Your own leadership may be severely questioned so that you can redefine your role in order to be significantly more effective and powerful.

2) You have transit Saturn in your 7th House, in a House of relationships. Having Saturn there isn’t something that would make your life easy for sure!

Saturn motivates you to do "spring cleaning" in the areas of life he touches, and one-to-one relationships will need to be considered and understood during this transit. Initially, as is usually the case with Saturn transits, you might feel frustrated and you might seem withdrawn. This is a time when you need to define, understand, and crystallize your significant relationships with others. A feeling of loneliness is very much possible!

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I already had those conjunctions; transit Pluto conjunct my natal Uranus, Neptune, Saturn and Venus! And all this happened in about two years’ time! It was painful, I felt unworthy, unloved, abandoned and I could go on with this, trust me. But once Pluto has left ‘the building’ I have learned my lesson.

Trust me; you are going through change that will make you so much stronger and better in area of your relationships! BUT do keep in mind that transit Jupiter, great benefactor, is transiting your 4th House; House of family, domestic comfort.

posted April 22, 2015 04:26 PM            

I got The Chariot Rx – The Queen of Wands – Six of Swords.

Your mind is a mess. The Chariot Rx shows that you have a lack of control and direction and that you can’t handle the pressure around you right now.

The Chariot Rx also suggests that you are collapsing under pressure and losing your self-control. Your aggression is being channeled in the wrong direction, wildly at other people, at fate, at external circumstances. This is a complete waste of your energy and resources!

The Chariot reversed may also suggest that you need to be more comfortable with not always being in control. There are going to be moments in the future where you feel as though aspects of your life are out of your hands. Be open to spontaneity and new experiences, even if it is not aligned to your original plan!

I don’t see that all what is going on around you and in you would have negative affect on your body. The Queen of Wands asks you to be bold and courageous in your undertakings and actions. Don’t regret anything.

Six of Swords (as your spirit) is indicating that change is definitely in the air, and new, more hopeful circumstances lie ahead. It indicates most likely that you can move on from an emotional scar!

Accept that you are going through change now!

You are on a physical and emotional journey but you will recognize that although the situation is not ideal, you are moving toward a more positive place!

posted April 24, 2015 12:38 PM            

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Originally posted by LostSoulRebecca:
When I saw your natal chart, everything that you wrote, made sense! I saw aspects that I had few years ago and trust me, it also wasn’t nice, but it gets better. So much better!

There are two things (two probably most important planets that are messing with you) that you need to know; 1) [b]transit Pluto is in your 8th House , in a House of deeper connections with others and is touching some your important natal planets and 2) transit Saturn is in your 7th House, in a House of relationships.

1) The 8th house is also about rebirth, regeneration and the transformation of energy. And now imagine; you have transit Pluto – the planet that comes, destroys and builds new, better foundations – there! But not only that! Transit Pluto is coming closer to your birth Saturn and having those two together has never been easy! Also transit Pluto has already passed your natal Uranus and Neptune, which also wasn't pleasant for you for sure.

With Pluto coming closer to your natal Saturn, you need to be aware of the affect that this conjunction can have on your life. Strong forces may bring a slow but profound change. There often is an intense pressure that can cause you to realign your priorities not always according to your own wishes. Typically this period compels you to strip away all that is unnecessary so that you are left with only the essentials. Whatever is not working well, it may stop now, and you often have no choice but to discard previously supportive influences that no longer are useful. Because efficiency is an aim of this cycle, you can experience anxiety when you hold on tightly to what no longer serves a constructive purpose. Sometimes situations may coerce you to confront your fears of letting go of dependencies, even when they run counter to your best interests. Being attached only because something is familiar may cause you problems now if it lacks real substance.

This process is all about fundamentals and forcing you to reduce certain areas of your life to a minimum. If you are accustomed to a wide range of options, this tends to narrow them considerably. While losses can occur now, they usually help you to recover what really matters. You can become much more grounded through meaningful pursuits or inquiries, ultimately providing a lasting security. This cycle assists in strengthening you despite events that can expose your shortcomings. Taking charge of your life is available to you. Although you may have trouble with authorities, they can prompt you to assume greater command wherever you are able. Your own leadership may be severely questioned so that you can redefine your role in order to be significantly more effective and powerful.

2) You have transit Saturn in your 7th House, in a House of relationships. Having Saturn there isn’t something that would make your life easy for sure!

Saturn motivates you to do "spring cleaning" in the areas of life he touches, and one-to-one relationships will need to be considered and understood during this transit. Initially, as is usually the case with Saturn transits, you might feel frustrated and you might seem withdrawn. This is a time when you need to define, understand, and crystallize your significant relationships with others. A feeling of loneliness is very much possible!

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

I already had those conjunctions; transit Pluto conjunct my natal Uranus, Neptune, Saturn and Venus! And all this happened in about two years’ time! It was painful, I felt unworthy, unloved, abandoned and I could go on with this, trust me. But once Pluto has left ‘the building’ I have learned my lesson.

Trust me; you are going through change that will make you so much stronger and better in area of your relationships! BUT do keep in mind that transit Jupiter, great benefactor, is transiting your 4th House; House of family, domestic comfort.

No matter how hard it is right now, just don’t allow to end! You need to go through this, because you need to be ready for better future. Once Pluto will move him away from your natal Saturn, he will leave you transformed and will leave you for good! [/B]

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posted April 24, 2015 12:45 PM            

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Originally posted by LostSoulRebecca:
I also pulled some cards for you.

I got The Chariot Rx – The Queen of Wands – Six of Swords.

Your mind is a mess. The Chariot Rx shows that you have a lack of control and direction and that you can’t handle the pressure around you right now.

The Chariot Rx also suggests that you are collapsing under pressure and losing your self-control. Your aggression is being channeled in the wrong direction, wildly at other people, at fate, at external circumstances. This is a complete waste of your energy and resources!

The Chariot reversed may also suggest that you need to be more comfortable with not always being in control. There are going to be moments in the future where you feel as though aspects of your life are out of your hands. Be open to spontaneity and new experiences, even if it is not aligned to your original plan!

I don’t see that all what is going on around you and in you would have negative affect on your body. The Queen of Wands asks you to be bold and courageous in your undertakings and actions. Don’t regret anything.

Six of Swords (as your spirit) is indicating that change is definitely in the air, and new, more hopeful circumstances lie ahead. It indicates most likely that you can move on from an emotional scar!

Accept that you are going through change now!

You are on a physical and emotional journey but you will recognize that although the situation is not ideal, you are moving toward a more positive place!

I send you lots of love, because love and hope is all that you need right now. Do keep in mind – it will only last some time, after that you will be another, far better person!

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posted April 26, 2015 03:27 AM            

Again, I am sorry that you have to go through such a painful experiences in that time of your life, but then again – these experiences will give so much more meaning to your life once they will pass you!