posted April 24, 2015 12:12 AM
Hi LexusVirgo,Thank you for the reading. I said "wow", too. It explains some of the things I've experienced over time. I'm wondering--King Edward VIII maybe, since he had trouble speaking. When I was growing up, I had a hard time speaking to authority figures. I even joined a Toastmasters (public speaking) club later to help with making speeches or communicating. I remember a couple of ladies telling me once, "You don't belong out here." I took an entry level job there just to get my foot in the door and then worked my way up. I have two siblings that will help me, but don't seem to like me. One of them, while helping me at my home (they were paid to help with something I couldn't do myself), muttered under his breath "rich people". I have been cutting my own lawn and do other things around the house many people pay others to do. I'm wondering if they were servants in that lifetime. I've often had people gossip about me (made up stuff) and Edward had somewhat of a scandalous life back in those days, too, which probably had a few tongues wagging. I wonder if my friend B was in that lifetime as well.
Anyways, I see that you have a lot of aspects in your chart that make you want a lot of freedom in your relationships. Some make you want to be with someone and then at times not. Some of the challenging aspects from those planets to your 7th house ruler can also cause you to have some turnovers in that department--partnerships.
You have an inconjunct aspect between your natal venus and Neptune. This can make you not see someone clearly and the advice here is to get a second opinion on the ones you meet. Also, the natal venus square Pluto aspect will transform you over time through your relationships. Pluto always leaves you with something better. Through your relationships you will learn what love means to you in a partnership.
All that being said, here we go on the current transits:
Transiting Neptune is squaring (making a challenging aspect) to your natal Uranus (rules your 7th house of partnerships). It can make you not see a person as they are, but how you want them to be. Rose colored glasses. You can be deceived by them. It can also bring a highly spiritual relationship to you. Someone can also misrepresent themselves to you. When meeting someone under this transit, it is also good to get another set of eyes to look at them. If you're already in a relationship, it can create confusion or there can be some form of deceit or deception going on...or you just may feel that this is going on when there really isn't anything. Neptune is nebulous, illusions, cloudy or self-undoing. You should have been feeling this off and on starting early last year. It won't finish until the end of 2018.
The best advice is to be as clear as you can when communicating with a prospective partner or current one and tell them you would like the same in return.
On the up side, transiting Jupiter should be bringing you some sudden opportunities for partnerships. This transit will finish out in early May 2015. With Neptune happening at the same time, you will just need to do some weeding, be clear and realistic.
Hope this helps,
Spring