posted May 24, 2015 11:06 AM            

This year I started to realize what gift I have. I thought I was suppose to give people advice.. I gave advice on other websites. Then I started reading pictures for fun but then I realized that I can read pictures for real. Then after that I started to think I was intuitive but now I don't think I am.

When I was little, I would hear a woman's voice calling my name. It sounded like my mom, but it wasn't. I told my mom about it when I was little, but she said it's nothing. Later I kept hearing it again.. so I wrote it down, but I lost the paper. Til this day, she doesn't really believe me, I still hear the voice too. Another thing that happened when I was little was that one day I started to feel butterflies all over me. The feeling would not stop. My mom freaked out, I couldn't sleep. My mom started praying an it went away after a while, I still feel it every now an then. Another thing that happened was that, my mom friend son died years back. Before he died I said to myself, he's going to get shot. An that's what happened. I felt bad though, but maybe it's my imagination? Another thing that keeps bothering me til now is that, I feel like someone is watching me. I feel like a shadow is watching me, but when I turn my head, I don't see anything. It kinda creeps me out, but if I tell my mom ANYTHING about this, she will take me to church even more.

posted May 24, 2015 11:37 AM            

i come from a family of psychics. especially my mother who was born with it and it's really strong for her - like she keeps winning money in lotteries, sees spirits walking around, can channel (though she doesn't like that), talk to spirits ... like she's really that strong. i think she might be an empath too and that she's a witch without knowing it? yeah.. thats a long story, but she's in her 60s and still doesn't know the full extent of what she has/can do so this is journey thing and we might never reach the final destination.

i'm going through the same thing as you are, wondering what the **** is happening, what am i? what do i even have?

the best advice i was given was to not force it.

think of it as a person in the fog. as the person comes closer to you you'll be able to make out what and who it is. so right now, whatever gifts we were given, they're deep in the fog from us. i went to a psychic before who said that i wouldn't 'reach full power' till i was 27 years old.

so i'm trying to just meditate and open my chakras.

my third eye was going mental for a month + on and off for the last year or so. now it's on an 'off' state.. don't know why. i just let it be. and i had to learn to let it be. it's hard.

my mother also tries to get me not to talk too much about it because she says if you talk too much about the specifics it leaves you.

i've also had ghostly experiences.. my whole life .. like horror movie type experiences where it was also down to my mother to protect me.

it seems to me you have the ability to develop into an intuitive, probably claircogniance and clairaudience. just try your best to mediate and open your chakras to make sure theres a clear flow of energy flowing through you. then look into working with that crystal with your tired eye.