posted May 30, 2015 08:37 PM            

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Originally posted by goddessofthemoon:
S's feelings after touching base: S has been awaiting this for quite a long time. I'm getting a finally! type of feeling. They enjoy speaking to you and you make them feel good. Just being around your presence makes them happy. I'm not sure for how long you've known this person, but I feel that you two have been closer in the past and touching base with S sort of brought those memories back to life. They definitely want to take things further again and feel the day you evoked a new energy and feel that things will get resurrected. I just feel a new found positivity in them after speaking with you. I wouldn't be surprised if the conversation both left you with big smiles

Wow. I feel things will be moving pretty fast for the two of you. This isn't a bad thing at all either! I just feel the two of you picking up the pieces and making up for old times. It'll feel like you guys never had a lapse in communication. I do feel the two of you can withstand something long-term, but I feel you both will need to remain delicate. This may be a weird image, but I'm seeing an apple tree, and someone is picking the apples and examining them all one by one carefully.. I feel this is a metaphor that even though the fruits will grow fast, you both will be taking things slow as well and seeing each other's likes and dislikes.. basically, being aware of each other and getting to know one another again... I hope this makes sense.

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So funny you use the words "remain delicate". It's only been a couple of weeks since we last spoke at length, but he said some really ignorant and insensitive things when we did, and all I really needed was for him to say "take a breath, it's going to be okay". I shut down big time. He knew he'd hurt me, but did not (nor does he still) know how to undo it.

I reached out to him yesterday to pass on some information regarding an investment of his (if it were my business or investment, I'd want to know) and the brief passing along turned into a conversation.

I love him, but I'm still quite guarded.

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My q: Do you think you can see what will happen next between Alexis and I? Thank you

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Well, I see your downtime in June presenting a bit of a hiccup... I think that may turn into part of the frustration with recovery? That said, both of you be sure not to say things which can't be unsaid in frustration.

Strangely perhaps? I see you growing bored or weary of this by fall - September. Like a light will just...flip off for you and you'll be quite done.

posted May 30, 2015 08:40 PM            

Ok J... You do cross his mind a lot, he actually does think of you often and wonders how things could be. I get the could have should have would have feelings for him, he often thinks of how things could be different but he doesn't act on these things. I feel he does like you a lot, but his feelings are a bit young in a way? I don't know how to describe it well but I do feel he is an older man but when it comes to his feelings, he's still a bit new with them and while he does have a crush on you, he express them the way a teenager might. I feel he keeps them to himself and feels he needs the need to keep them away and play little games so his feelings don't get exposed. He does have feelings for you for sure but feels the need to remain cautious

You will hear from him agin but I don't feel soon. I don't see it happening right away, it's still a bit distant but I'm feeling for you not to worry about it. Don't stress or think of it too much let it happen on its own