posted May 31, 2015 06:24 PM            

If so, can you see my post in this thread and tell me what you think? Do you think this is all my imagination or is he really doing this?

I would really appreciate your input.

posted May 31, 2015 06:31 PM            

As for my own question, what do you see for me on a personal level for the next couple of weeks?

posted May 31, 2015 06:37 PM            

Was this man at some point a teacher/guide/mentor to you? If not, what is his association to you and his position in your life?

posted May 31, 2015 07:13 PM            

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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
Yes. He owns a spiritual place that I found because I became extremely interested in the I AM Presence and the Ascended Masters and this is what its based off of.

He is the main messenger and when I first went to an event he was really looking at me but I didn't think anything of it. Then I went to a second event and that's when he formally introduced himself to me and I think he was watching me/doing this before we formally met in person. It's just I didn't realize it until I started to feel his energy constantly.

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Okay, apologies for the delay - I had a visitor.

I don't sense he was doing any of this prior to having physically met you - I don't believe he has that level of power. From a spiritual standpoint, he only possesses the power you allow him to possess over you, regardless of planetary influence.

From an empathic standpoint, and being able to sense both of your energies pretty clearly, I truly feel the only power he may possess over you is the power that you grant him.

You are the one to close that door. Appealing to his better nature when you feel that he's breached some inviolable territory is a fruitless pursuit and only stands to shift more power into his hands, if you feel he possesses some level of it currently.

Meditation with visualization - not on blocking him, but on clearly and definitively securing your own boundaries - seems like the primary and single most effective defense.

posted May 31, 2015 07:27 PM            

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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
Thank you for your advice.

I did ask him if he is doing it and he said no its not true at all. I guess I would just like to know if he was being honest and if im imagining this like he said?

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I feel like to put it just that simply and say that you're "imagining it" minimizes your fears, so I don't feel like it's fair to put it just that way.

I feel like he has some level of sway over you psychically, but it's not an influence he actively sought out and it's not one over which you have little or no control - on the contrary, you have all of the control. You only need to seize it.

posted May 31, 2015 07:35 PM            

And then he said I should get counseling. Which I found odd because he should know above all people that what the ascended masters teach is to heal yourself and let God heal us and not anyone who s ruled by human consciousness.

I just felt he was trying to confuse me.

I would agree that I have power over this. But I literally feel like he connected an astral cord to me in my sacral chakra and my heart chakra. It's kind of hard to have power when he took control over my feelings and makes me become aroused for him whenever he pleases. And he watches me in the shower and tell me what I can do? I literally feel him there and he knows I know he can see me clearly and he doesn't care because I cannot prove it.

posted May 31, 2015 08:08 PM            

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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
I felt the same way. Just the way he responded was so amature for a spiritual teacher in my opinion. He should have tried to help me if he is so evolved instead of getting defensive. But I know that's not a good expectation.

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It was actually wise of him to step away rather than step further into a scenario which presents itself this way. To have stepped in further would ultimately only have perpetuated and compounded your sense of his control of you and the situation.

While I completely understand why his defensiveness was and is so insulting to you, it's a natural and expected human response to any sort of accusation such as the one you made.

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And then he said I should get counseling. Which I found odd because he should know above all people that what the ascended masters teach is to heal yourself and let God heal us and not anyone who s ruled by human consciousness.

I just felt he was trying to confuse me.

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I think, again, his was a natural human response made in shock and dismay. It was not his intention to be offensive at all - I do feel he was genuinely taken completely off-guard by your assertions.

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I would agree that I have power over this. But I literally feel like he connected an astral cord to me in my sacral chakra and my heart chakra. It's kind of hard to have power when he took control over my feelings and makes me become aroused for him whenever he pleases. And he watches me in the shower and tell me what I can do? I literally feel him there and he knows I know he can see me clearly and he doesn't care because I cannot prove it.

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I'm sorry athene, I am just not seeing or sensing this in any way at all. This feels like a form of either transference or projection, both of which are often a result of repressed feeling or memory being dredged up from your subconscious. Seldom do either of these actually have anything to do with the subject which brings them forth. To that end, speaking with someone only stands to help you, not hurt you, in healing yourself.

I sincerely hope this helps athene.

posted May 31, 2015 08:11 PM            

I don't know how you cannot sense what I'm gong through. It causes me a lot of stress even makes me feel suicidal sometimes. I don't think you are tapping into the depth of the situation here.

posted May 31, 2015 08:15 PM            

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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
Lost Taurus, I guess you are saying it is my imagination and he is not doing this to me at all?

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No, that's not what I'm saying at all. I can't feel that he is "doing it to you" in any intentional way at all, but I also don't believe it's anything as simple as "your imagination" running away with you.