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posted June 14, 2015 05:24 PM            

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AG,

it`s interesting you say that, cause a friend wrote me pretty much the same this morning.

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posted June 15, 2015 09:27 AM            

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Hi AG,

you said you could pull on another question of mine?
if you have the time, it would be very much appreciated.

I know that P and me had an unusually strong connection on friday, which sort of almost worries me (too strong a word).

iŽd like to know how he thinks about that connection or that moment we had, now, with a bit of cool mental distance and after the adrenaline has faded away.

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posted June 15, 2015 01:27 PM            

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Ace of Pentacles Rx
Five of Cups
Two of Wands

It feels like its something he has been thinking about... like its something new that happened that holds a lot of promise in his eyes. However this new opportunity is being held back and he cannot act on it. This is causing him some sadness. He feels regret maybe that things cannot go further. He really did enjoy that it happened and was physically enthralled by it. I think he wants to see more of you. I think he feels your connection but for some reason isn't able to go through with it.

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posted June 15, 2015 03:47 PM            

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Thank you, AG.
And I think it makes a lot of sense.
No he can`t go through with it. He is married after all.
But selfish as I am, it fills me with some rather masochistic (or was it the other one?) satisfaction to know that I have not deluded myself.
It may sound weird, but even though it is clear that this can`t be moved any further into a more romantic or relationship context, it feels right and good to know that the connection is there. Just knowing that it exists, feels good - at least for me. I know this may sound weird. lol

And to be honest I knew that I was not delusional. THIS TIME I knew, cause the emotion in his facial expression was just too clear (as was mine I guess) - in a way though completely nonverbal it was as loud and clear as if we had been shouting it from a rooftop. lol

But the question is, how to cope and deal with it afterwards.

It`s a bit of a fine line we are walking here.

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