posted June 23, 2015 10:07 AM            

I have a grand kite pattern in my chart involving Asteroid Lilith, Black Moon Lilith, my midheaven, and my Sun.

Here are the placements:
Asteroid Lilith- 28 degrees Sag, 2nd house
Black Moon Lilith- 27 degrees Aries, 5th house
Midheaven- 1 degree Virgo
Sun- 29 degrees Aquarius, conjunct IC

(I also just found out that the Galactic Center is conjunct my asteroid Lilith, & part of the grand trine. This part is an extra, I don't need an interpretation but it may prove to be useful.)

From everything I've read about Lilith, it seems mostly to represent raw feminine energy, female power, dark sexuality, chaos, etc. I also read that in a man's chart it represents the type of woman he finds to be "dangerous" or "sexually intimidating." While I understand the tone of these interpretations, I am a man that's incredibly comfortable with my femininity sometimes to the point it bothers women. If anything I usually feel like I'm competing with women & I feel like they view me as a simple male whom they can manipulate with sex or emotions or my own insecurities, etc.

The trick here is that I'm currently in a relationship with a man (I have been with women before but as I said earlier I usually feel like I'm competing with them). My boyfriend also has a grand trine in Air involving his Moon, Sun, and Lilith. I also have a friend who has Lilith conjunct his moon but he's very straight (as far as I know).