posted June 24, 2015 08:48 AM            

First come first served, can only do one on this occasion. Feedback is the condition to get the reading, I will also need initials, eye/hair colour/location etc. to connect to the querent's energy.

posted June 24, 2015 08:50 AM            

andstuff, I really want to know why do I have love relationship difficulties? I mean, I had only 3 people who I really liked in life, and they didn't felt the same. The last one I had, that I call almost ex boyfriend... he just played with my feelings.

I'd like yo know what to do...

posted June 24, 2015 08:52 AM            

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Originally posted by DaniPepper87:
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posted June 24, 2015 03:27 PM            

Universe crossed by the Hermit
Empress above
Ace of Swords below
5 swords on the left
Queen of Cups on the right
Emperor - Princess of Pents - 10 cups - 3 cups

Somehow as I was shuffling and praying I got a hunch you have the courage not to feel bitter about love in general, like these experiences made you sad but without making you retreat from the scene altogether, at least not deep down in your heart, even though you're more than familiar with deceit and/or betrayal. Like I don't feel you'll require a long time to _really_ heal, the core of you is nowhere near eaten away by resentment/suffering.

It feels like the Universe got you to do scores, to navigate this domain of sadness and emotional dissatisfaction. Solitude seems to be another common motif, as if you had to be on your own (at least emotionally, spiritually and otherwise) to discover things about yourself and become who you are. I myself am not a massive believer in this school of solitude and suffering, but perhaps you could give this thought a chance and look back to analyse what the experience gave you.

You seem to be focusing on reasoning and strategising when it comes to love and landing a relationship, using your head to be on top of your dating/emotional life. Maybe not 100% so, but it's as if you believed there was a "proper" way of handling this area of life. Plus people around you or your environment in general seems to be relaying the message that starting from scratch is a laborious process, the road is long, has to be broken down into chunks to do slowly one by one and that hard work will eventually pay off and all that jazz.

HOWEVER: I think you will soon get in touch with your own psyche, get to really know the woman that you are and all of her aspects and sides. The Queen of Cups nourishes her sould/heart from within, so something inside you will be released so you could be generous to yourself and others. I can see the longing for flowing feelings, for love flowing freely between you and another, and this is what could happen if you just let yourself go. Eventually this is what is highly likely to happen.

3 cups corresponds to Mercury in Cancer, so communication and establishing connections with the right ones will come easily. Plus it seems that the Lover in you will be flourishing and in her prime soon so a person will most prob come along you will dig spiritually and whose need for spiritual love you will totally satisfy (don't get me wrong, the sensuality part is included in this case).

I don't know perhaps you have made some progress or other in unlocking the circulation of love through your being, just saying it's likely that soon you will just know it all in your heart and there will be no further hindrance.

To be clear, I am not sure I see a happy ending or anything lasting (I don't see anything necessarily tragic either), I see the possibility of beautiful feelings between two people, this could pan out in hundreds of ways.

posted June 25, 2015 08:19 AM            

I read the reading you made at night, but only today I got time to give you a feedback...

You're right, I'm feeling like nothing is working... a lot of issues, non-stop crying from mom and I really receive those messages of "men don't are worth" from my mother. My father isn't a guy that comes and gives you a hug when you need, because he isn't good with this. I tried to tell her this yesterday, but seems like she doesn't want to hear me in this subject.

Love for me... seems like it is non-exist. I was fooled by my last crush, and after him, things at home didn't go well. Too much for me to cope with only 27 years old.

I'll read again the text and try to release the psyche inside me.

I thank you for the reading, you're great! Anytime you want a reading from me, start a new topic. I'll gladly make them for you!!