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Topic: A lil breakdown
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LunarLove Knowflake Posts: 171 From: Registered: Jan 2014
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posted August 14, 2015 04:09 AM
I have had a rough time in my 20s. Pretty much no friends, dedicating my life to a minimum wage job where I got treated bad. Didn't finish school. Spent a few years helping my mom out. And now for the past three years I have had a string of jobs and if you asked me what u did with my life or what I wanted I would say the same thing I wished for since little: to be happy. But, I want to be successful, ambitious, in love and in life. My last year of my 20s is around the corner and the thing is I've never been one to care about age or cry about getting older as I look ten years younger than I am and I feel young at heart forever! But the thing I am scared about is not having achieved anything in my 2"a. I fear that I will be in my 30s still never having been in a love relationship and not having any momentum. I am just hoping someone here can help me.Should I post my chart? Is anybody intuitive? I would really appreciate it.I feel like I've been living in a shadow and there's so much in me that needs to shine. IP: Logged |
Rosalind Knowflake Posts: 3184 From: Registered: Mar 2011
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posted August 14, 2015 04:35 AM
5 of Swords Eight of Cups Judgement Eight of Wands The World The Fool Knight of Wands Two of Pentacles Queen of Pentacles Page of CupsDear one, I did a Celtic Cross for you, asking my cards to show me your future. Right now, you feel defeated, you have a lot of regrets and disappointments. 8 of Cups advices you to leave past behind and to begin looking in the future. If you don't do that, you cannot progress in anything. Judgement card indicates that a new awakening is happening to you. You suffered a lot in the past, you paid for your karmic debts and now life is smiling again at you. Your life is changing, for the better. World card shows that you have completed a cycle and with the Fool, shows that a new one has started. I see a man for you. A kind and generous man, full of life that will make your life better. Not sure if you two are gonna have a relationship but that is up to you. I see at least a friendship between you two. It's a good hearted man. Two of Pentacles shows that progress is on the way. Someone is gonna make you a proposal and I believe it has to do with a new job, a better paid one. Queen of Pentacles... I think this card is showing you. A practical, wise, mature woman ready to embrace the things life has to offer you. Page of Cups is a great card. Shows opportunities, especially romantic ones, great news of any kind and even also the birth of a child. Maybe you will have one, who knows? Overall, your future sounds good and promising. I strongly believe everything is gonna change for the better for you. Enjoy! IP: Logged |
LunarLove Knowflake Posts: 171 From: Registered: Jan 2014
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posted August 14, 2015 02:44 PM
THANK YOU so much Rosalind. This was so thorough and I appreciate it. It makes me hopeful.❤️IP: Logged |
gypsywander Knowflake Posts: 88 From: USA Registered: Jul 2015
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posted August 14, 2015 03:18 PM
Just some advice. I too had this fear, but in my teens. You have a fear of success, that is what is blocking you... afraid of being defeated, yet again... Yes, I do believe you have it in you to succeed. Someone once said to me, first comes power (personal power), then money, then love... and in a way it is true, until you "find" yourself and 'succeed' at it either their material or financial means, then you will become a strong, confident independent woman. Sounds like your work is the key to success... but why a minimum wage job? No further education? Find something that you can teach yourself and own that skill. Don't be afraid to put yourself out there and see where things go. Don't let age hold you back... there are very successful billionaires and some only came to be so later in life! You have find your personal power, and once you do you will be unstoppable! And working at a crappy job is a damn good way for someone to take away your personal power! I've been there! 30 may seem "old" but you are just ending one phase of your life and you can now start the beginning of the rest of your life! Some people "blossom" later than others... and don't ever "wait for the right time" because there may never be one! I felt compelled to write you, but you do have a lot of potential, you just have to explore yourself a little bit more and get to know where your personal power lies! IP: Logged |
LunarLove Knowflake Posts: 171 From: Registered: Jan 2014
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posted August 15, 2015 05:11 AM
Wow, gypsy thank you lots for this message. I am thankful you felt compelled to reach out to me. I will reread these messages to help me. Thank you again. IP: Logged |
gypsywander Knowflake Posts: 88 From: USA Registered: Jul 2015
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posted August 15, 2015 07:45 PM
quote: Originally posted by LunarLove: Wow, gypsy thank you lots for this message. I am thankful you felt compelled to reach out to me. I will reread these messages to help me. Thank you again.
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