posted September 24, 2015 04:59 PM            

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Originally posted by ILovePoems:
I didnt skip anyone, I was going to do y'all's a little bit later because my energy is very low an I cant seem to pull anything right now.

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Hum. I was just asking because I saw you were going to start Poochy's first, so I was wondering.

posted September 25, 2015 02:22 PM            

4 of wands - The tower - The sun - 10 of wands - 2 of cups - Page of wands - King of wands

Okay the 4 of wands.. I'm not sure if you two are going celebrate something together.. Or it could mean a new beginning between you an JG. For the Tower can mean unexpected changes or some type of a change that you don't even know about until it happens. For the sun, it could mean you and him will have fun together.. I'm thinking about the change with the tower, it could mean that the sun indicates it as in being a positive thing. For the 10 of wands, not sure what I could say.. maybe he will do too much work or he will be stressed out. Or maybe he will struggle with just being friends with you. Would that make sense? For the 2 of cups, it could mean you two will grow closer together, form a bond or you two might become attracted to eachother... (Even though you have someone already). But I think friendship will fit better here. For the page of wands, it could mean that you two want to learn more from eachother.. maybe discover something that you haven't known yet about one another. For the king of wands mean that you need to think positively, because the direction you are going to is the right direction. You have the mind to accomplish on what you need.

posted September 25, 2015 02:43 PM            

I'm going to do a general reading for you.. I think that's what you're asking for lol.

Page of wands -10 of wands - 9 of swords - 4 of swords - 10 of swords - 9 of cups - King of coins

For the page of wands, I think it says that you need to explore more. It could mean to travel or maybe find some friends to talk to. It's alot to discover in this world, so try to open your eyes an see for yourself. The 10 of wands says that you have too much going on for yourself or you could be just tired from something. Try to relax or try to take your time with things. 9 of swords talks about fear.. are you worried about something, or you could be depressed? You need to pay attention to yourself an understand that you should not be worrying or be depressed because it won't help much. Try to enjoy life. For the 4 of swords, it indicates relaxing or just taking a break until you regain yourself. For the 10 of swords, it indicates a loss, or someone had betrayed you in some way. I'm not sure, who it can be.. but becareful who you put your trust into. For the 9 of cups, it talks about happiness so I'm thinking it could mean you will be happy or it could mean your wish will be fulfilled. For the king of coins, I think you will meet an older man. He will help you regarding to money matters. You will be glad that you have met him.

posted September 25, 2015 08:57 PM            

The hanged man - 3 of wands - 2 of wands - The tower - the moon - 7 of wands - 6 of swords

For the hanged man, I think it can either mean two things since you are asking about them. It could mean they are thinking about saying yes or no an they just want to hold off on it until they make their decision, or it could mean that you need to be relax, an let go of something. The 3 of wands in this tells me that you are preparing yourself for whatever is going to happen. Or that you are trying to see what will happen ahead. The 2 of wands says that you could be planning something once you figure out what they will say? Or that if they say yes then it could mean its going as planned for you. The tower always tells me that something is about a change... So it could mean something will change in your life unexpectedly. Or it could mean that you have something/someone in your life that you don't want so you want to change. The moon could indicate fear, do you fear that you wont get the interview? For the 7 of wands, are you trying to fight for this interview or are you going up against others to get the interview? I think this could mean a challenge. The 6 of wands tells me that you could end up traveling.. Are you going to travel in the future? Or it could mean that you will have a better future or maybe even some more challenges.

posted September 25, 2015 09:08 PM            

It's for a job in the UK- a place I left with the thought I would never go back. Now that I'm in the US, and a couple of things have happened, it seems almost likely that I will be able to go back subject to me getting the job at that firm. Going for the interview will involve traveling 3-5 hours to get to the location. I have mixed feelings about this.

posted September 26, 2015 02:20 PM            

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Originally posted by MinceyMouse:
ILP- please, please stop doubting what you get! You are on point.

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@Mincey - if you get the interview go for it, you have nothing to lose, even if you get the job you can later decide not to take it.

pls dont quote might edit later

posted September 27, 2015 01:22 PM            

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Originally posted by ILovePoems:
MineAgain

I'm going to do a general reading for you.. I think that's what you're asking for lol.

Page of wands -10 of wands - 9 of swords - 4 of swords - 10 of swords - 9 of cups - King of coins

For the page of wands, I think it says that you need to explore more. It could mean to travel or maybe find some friends to talk to. It's alot to discover in this world, so try to open your eyes an see for yourself. The 10 of wands says that you have too much going on for yourself or you could be just tired from something. Try to relax or try to take your time with things. 9 of swords talks about fear.. are you worried about something, or you could be depressed? You need to pay attention to yourself an understand that you should not be worrying or be depressed because it won't help much. Try to enjoy life. For the 4 of swords, it indicates relaxing or just taking a break until you regain yourself. For the 10 of swords, it indicates a loss, or someone had betrayed you in some way. I'm not sure, who it can be.. but becareful who you put your trust into. For the 9 of cups, it talks about happiness so I'm thinking it could mean you will be happy or it could mean your wish will be fulfilled. For the king of coins, I think you will meet an older man. He will help you regarding to money matters. You will be glad that you have met him.

I hope this helps some.

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Thank you very much ILP!

I would not say I am depressed per se but I am very anxious about the future and my career. I see all of my friends finding jobs rather easily, getting engaged, getting into relationships and traveling while I'm still stuck at my parents doing nothing despite my supposed "great degree" and experience. It's taking a toll on my mental health and physical well being as I can barely eat.

I've wanted to travel for a while and meet new people. I have met a lot of people in the last couple of weeks but these were ephemeral meetings, not actual friendships formed.

I was betrayed by my mother who was very nice to my face but talked really badly behind my back. I haven't spoken to her in two weeks and I try my best to avoid her. She hurt me so much, I can no longer deal with her two faced attitude and constant abuse.

I hope that my wish to find a job/internship in my preferred area will be fulfilled because to this day, I haven't found anything at all. I need to move out as soon as possible and this block is frustrating me really badly. I think I need to take a deep breath and relax but it's hard since my anxiety kicks in, especially as social media does not help me at all. I'm just plain jealous of my peers!