posted November 25, 2015 09:08 PM            

ive been feeling down this past week more than usual.
i feel like these men in my life dont value me or just take me for granted and holidays make me ill as well. i keep waking up at like 6 or 7pm... not good.
i have alot on my plate right now and wish to find the solution to my depression.

can you fortell if i will be living in the same place after Feb? or will i be moving somewhere else?
this is what is worrying me the most, i live with some seriously disturbed couple who are violent with each other and i have been dragged into their stupid childish ways...just as i woke up the cops arrived and im just feeling really drained in everyway possible and feel alone in dealing with this madness.

as for j and m im not picking up anything significant. i keep sensing this is something more on the business side?
i see loss of money, confusion, legalities gone wrong?? is M a woman?
i also sense impatience on J's part, and emotions run amok, guarded behaviors, defensiveness, something shocking happening towards the end of months that could affect outside parties involved..

does this sound right?

posted November 25, 2015 10:00 PM            

I am so sorry you are feeling depressed Go back and read my previous reading for you. It is saying that you and A will be reconciling and moving forward in a very favorable way. So this is only temporary. As far as you moving YES the cards are favorable.

the devil, chariot, hanging man, your clarifier ace of pentacles

The evil is showing when a situation appears that is dragging you down and you feel powerless to change it. So this much we know that is happening now. The chariot is a card of triump so yes I feel you will be moving but it is going to require some effort on your part. It also shows a lot of inner conflict that needs to be controlled now. The hanging man shows that life is in a suspension right now, yup;( but offers the opportunity to look at matters from a different perspective. It can also represent self sacrifice, so maybe giving up something in the short term to gain something far more beneficial in the longer term. I'm thinking perhaps your job. Are you happy there? Your clarifier was yeah! the ace of pentacles which shows newness and I'm thinking since it is pentacles which represents money, maybe a new job if you are considering changing.

I remember someone telling me that no one can take advantage of you unless you let them. Do you feel you might be doing this?

O.K. I have to ask what horrible thing is going to happen at the end of the month (this week)!? that would affect outside parties?? You have me worried.

posted November 25, 2015 10:46 PM            

i wonder if you can tell if ill be in the same location or have to move somewhere further away?
this location is soooo convenient poochy im telling ya! and it fell in my lap so id like to keep it there if possible $$$

as for the reading i kept getting mixed signals.
the tower card came up towards the end reversed with a court card and 6 Wands so that tells me others will be affected by this.. im sensing more of a clan of people than just 2 or 3 you know? this is to happen within the timing of 3 months like you asked.

i cant remember which exactly all the cards but just getting the overall sense its business related between those 2 but lots of resentment and inner conflict because i also remember 9 Swords came up as a general theme.

ill pull on it some more ...brb.

posted November 25, 2015 11:37 PM            

I think M may have an inclining of what is going on and may begin to not trust J around you.
(5 Cups + 7 Swords + 7 Wands)

I get this feeling like J just wants to disrupt your marriage because of boredom. He has made up his mind about having an affair and seems a bit anxious -still- about pursuing you that way.
(6 Pent + 9 Swords R + Lovers + Knight Sword + 4 Cups + 2 Wands)

:/

posted November 25, 2015 11:38 PM            

I doesn't look like you will be moving too far away, I don't see any cards saying this however you will be moving. O.K. here goes...

Knight of wands, knight of cups, the emperor, three of cups

Knight of wands almost always means changing residence. It also shows that you need to act quickly but make sure you check all the details first. The knight of cups is showing offers being bought to you with a lot of excitement. So after some research or someone mentioning a place near by. The emperor is a sign of financial stability so your money worries are coming to an end but you still need to keep a level head and not get too overly influenced by your emotions. This is a really good card suggesting you will achieve your goals and it is in your future. The three of cups is showing celebrations, parties or the progress of a relationship that is emotionally fulfilling. I mentioned that in your previous reading, however I think you might want to celebrate all the good stuff that is just around the corner for you

posted November 26, 2015 01:27 AM            

it could be his attitude towards you, or something that happens between you both.
Right now im just picking up he is trouble, and again, you may have to put him in line and that could be him finally giving up his wanton desires but still want a friendship down the line once he isnt such a horndog ahaha!

he's not seeing you as just a friend right now so it will be up to you to correct it.
this is the anti-climax... all this flirting and whatnot and it leads to nothing but just a platonic thing instead of some full fledged affair. i think he will understand later on and you two could be on better terms/on the same level.

posted November 26, 2015 09:18 PM            

i just dont want to jinx myself about this ...i will make the effort to make it true.

thanks for the reading.
eating breakfast right now so ill get to your question in a bit.

posted November 26, 2015 11:01 PM            

anyway!
so i got the Ace Wands for M.

looks like he really likes your gift.
lots of excitement surrounding this gift and im assuming its not a completely practical gift but something he can have fun with?

posted November 28, 2015 07:50 AM            

i dunno poochy... i dont think you should stress it that much unless you suspect something is off/went wrong.

posted November 29, 2015 12:15 AM            

well i hope it all turns out ok like i said before.....i mean i cant comment on it until it happens you know?

trying to be positive over here to make these things go right i.e. moving/finances... but im quite depressed and dont feel good about anything lately.