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BNY10
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posted January 12, 2016 11:53 PM
  
Hi, would someone please like to help me?I'm just so sad. I have so many problems, but yet I can't seem to do anything about them. I just want to make my parents happy. It hurts that I can't. It physically hurts. When will life get better? Does it get better? Why are there so many obstacles? Why is my life being delayed? Most importantly, why am I the way I am? I used to think I was a strong person when it really came down to it, but I have come to the realization that I might be strong in my morals and my beliefs, and stubbornly stick to them, but I am NOT strong emotionally, mentally, and intellectually. I know I asked a lot of questions, but if anyone can answer if my life will get better, it would greatly help. Thank you for your help. IP: Logged |
ILovePoems
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posted January 13, 2016 08:59 AM
I want to help you but I'm confused with your questions. Mind just trying to put the questions down again but explain it a bit? You might also try getting your chart read too.  IP: Logged |
BNY10
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posted January 13, 2016 10:24 AM
I'm just sad that life in every aspect never works out for me. In my career, schooling, love, and as a daughter, there has been nothing but trip ups and failures...some because of me some because of others.I feel like I wasted a lot of my life thinking of the past, and being an angry and sad person. I feel like I don't have much to look forward to. I don't know what to do.
Why is my life such a struggle and when will it get better?
A lot of the struggle is internal.
Is there a tutorial on this website that explains how to post a chart? Thanks
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BNY10
Knowflake Posts: 315
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posted January 13, 2016 01:28 PM
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ILovePoems
Knowflake Posts: 2828
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posted January 13, 2016 01:45 PM
I done a reading instead since I can't read charts.What I get is that someone is maybe alone. They don't want to be alone but it seems that its the only way for them to think about their life. They want answers to questions that they don't even know the answers to. They might even want some help, but will they even get it? The next thing I get is the acceptance. It seems that this may have been going on for a while so you're just starting to accept what ever that has been happening in your life. It seems that you may accept it as that it suppose to happen and that it is out of your control? I could say that maybe you're trying to find new ways to get out of a bad situation or things that are bad happening to you but it still ends up failing or not good enough. The last card I have talks about moving on to something better in the future. I think things will be better. This card shows you are going to heal from pain that was in the past. Woah I just read your story cause I was trying to hurry up with the reading and it almost sounds like my reading a bit.. IP: Logged |
BNY10
Knowflake Posts: 315
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posted January 13, 2016 01:57 PM
Thanks for your reading, all of it makes sense. I have so many questions regarding the things that have happened in my life, and how the past is going to affect the future, but I am coming to terms that I will never get them. I have accepted certain things, like that I might never go to grad school or make my family proud. Thanks again for your help. IP: Logged |
ILovePoems
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posted January 13, 2016 02:04 PM
Sorry I couldn't been much help. :/ you ever thought about traveling? The last card could talk about that too. It seems that you are still depressed.Have any more questions feel free to give me them. IP: Logged |
BNY10
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posted January 13, 2016 02:15 PM
I have! I thought about traveling just to clear my head, but traveling is expensive. If I could just focus on other things for like 2 weeks, then I can come back refreshed, but I get tired from even planning. And yes, I am depressed. Depression can be very draining. I just don't know how to get out of this funk. I feel like my family and I will be Ok if I can just change how I think. Because then I can make external changes, and somehow change the situation I am in. But every problem (small and big) seem overwhelming right now. And you are right, I feel like I just want to be alone...just to think, figure out why I am the way I am.IP: Logged |
GeminiKarat
Moderator Posts: 2007
From: Austria
Registered: Jun 2014
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posted January 13, 2016 02:57 PM
Hi BNY10!May I ask: What would you write on your wish list to bring happiness into your life? IP: Logged |
BNY10
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posted January 13, 2016 03:36 PM
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Originally posted by GeminiKarat:
Hi BNY10!May I ask: What would you write on your wish list to bring happiness into your life?
Wow, that's such a hard question to answer. Couple of years ago, I would have known exactly what to write down, but now I am not so sure. But here it is: My parents being happy; my sister being happy/settling down.
Traveling
Moving to a new place
Paying off my debts
Finding a solution to my physical problems This seems like a immediate wish list; I don't know what to wish for long term.
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GeminiKarat
Moderator Posts: 2007
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posted January 13, 2016 03:44 PM
That is a beautiful wish list!You have a T-square of Pluto-Venus-Moon. That relates to emotions and love that is in you. Does the following Sabian symbol resonate with you? CANCER 14
A dried up streambed covered with smooth rocks.
Unless tragedy strikes, a new Earth cannot be accessed. Only as all the old, familiar places dry up is there a path to walk revealed beneath, pristine and beckoning. It is no use looking back. The way lies right here, strewn with experience, memory, loss, and redemption by walking onward. It is a difficult, painstaking journey from here. You have to go so deep inside burrowing into the cave of navigational realization, that you are held, cherished, known, given all you need; yet as well required, commanded, to become entirely purposeful and to be the path and to cease all complaining and extraneous consciousness. This, in order to do what is here to do, with your entire being in ring- ing conviction and fidelity to the highest.
Source: http://aquaorfire.net/astrology/inside_degrees/inside_degrees.html#cancer14 IP: Logged |
BNY10
Knowflake Posts: 315
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posted January 13, 2016 04:14 PM
So I was looking at my chart, and apparently I might have 3 T squares. What does that mean? It seems like all kinds of struggles? Cancer 14 does make sense. But it implies moving on, and a there might be a light at the end of the tunnel. I don't know what to make of it. IP: Logged |
GeminiKarat
Moderator Posts: 2007
From: Austria
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posted January 13, 2016 04:28 PM
It is the sabian symbol of your moon. Whenever I am very emotional I do make a list like you did, take the sabian symbol of the moon as a challenge. After that I will take only one thing and try to realize them.I have been in a similar place a you. IP: Logged |
GeminiKarat
Moderator Posts: 2007
From: Austria
Registered: Jun 2014
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posted January 13, 2016 04:33 PM
On my wish list is a trip to the spa and it will take a lot to make that come true.Thats my visualization tool.  I will go to bed now. Good luck!  IP: Logged |
BNY10
Knowflake Posts: 315
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posted January 13, 2016 04:53 PM
Thanks for your advice I will try to realize one thing on my list. It's a start.IP: Logged |
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