posted January 20, 2016 05:09 PM            

I want to know how did R feel about my message? Me and her had a fall out like a year ago and she had deleted me and I asked her why and she told me that I was trying to avoid her but I never did. I had pulled back from talking to alot of people and me and him barely spoke on Facebook but out of all her friends that she never really seen in person she had to delete me.. Then I got mad an told my "used to be friend" a bad word and she told R and R ended up blocking me and I tried to talk to her but she never wants to listen she then blocked me again and it hurt alot because I told her I was sorry. I sent her a message the other day but she didn't reply nor I think she don't care about me anymore. I hate I live near her and my friends are friends with her because then I might end up seeing her in person. I told her I wont make her reply but I been told her I never tried to avoid her and that I was sorry.

posted January 21, 2016 11:10 PM            

***

posted January 22, 2016 01:24 AM            

Don't carry the weight of this with you, its probably
hard if you are sensitive.

You know you didnt do anything wrong, and you did go ahead and apologize. You dont have to be awkward around her if you do bump into her. Just be normal and dont overthink things, she will come around in her own time.

posted January 22, 2016 01:19 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by tinkerbug:
Hi ILP, im sorry i cant exchange but i just want to help you get some perspective if you dont mind.

Don't carry the weight of this with you, its probably
hard if you are sensitive.

You know you didnt do anything wrong, and you did go ahead and apologize. You dont have to be awkward around her if you do bump into her. Just be normal and dont overthink things, she will come around in her own time.

Its on your friend to see that in terms of the universe, it really isnt that big a deal to be getting mad about something like this.

---

Thanks. I usually am sensitive cause it seems like she's not lol. I wish I knew how she feels about all of this.

posted January 22, 2016 01:31 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by Pink_Star:
I hope that things will be turn for the better between both of you sometime in the future nonetheless!

After having not seen PW for the longest time ever in-person, I caught a fleeting, momentary glance of her almost a week ago and that got my emotions up a little (partly because I'd always think that things happen for a reason). I'm wondering if you have any message for me regarding this occurrence.

Much thanks!

---

Thank you.

I hope this make sense.

It seems that either both of y'all struggled with eachother, maybe had got into an argument? It's like you two didn't really actually get along or something. It looks like one of you walked away because they were disappointed or just wasn't happy with the situation between you and her. Maybe this person felt hopeless and knew things wasn't going to get better. It also looks like someone was maybe sad from this.. as like maybe they miss the other person and just thinking about them. What they had missed, so I still see disappointment here. It looks like something has ended right here.

5 of wands - 8 of cups - 5 of cups - death

posted January 22, 2016 03:16 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by tinkerbug:
Hi ILP, thanks for responding,
I hope it helps you in some way.

I don't have a question for you here, you did answer my q on your other thread which is enough for me

---

posted January 22, 2016 08:03 PM            

Five of Wands
With regards to struggles and arguments I do think that it's really more of something that would've occurred within ourselves, such that we struggle to voice our true opinions and views towards each other. We've never been in a state of unhappiness or be in an argumentative state from day one of knowing each other (less only my disappointment at some times).

Eight of Cups
I do think that I'm the one who had walked away deliberately a while ago. The 'final nail in the coffin was locked in' so to speak when she started putting up photos of herself with another man (something she wouldn't do unless she felt something for him I believed).

Five of Cups
I did experience some sadness and disappointment there and then when I got sight of the photos a month ago but I do feel those feelings have dwindled down now.

Death
I did initially think that things with her have ended, but in my attempts to read about the momentary sightings about her and when trying to see how her response would be when I do give her a mini-present for her birthday (soon), I'm getting largely positive signs that points to affection and such. So I'm sometimes wondering if I'm reading my subconscious hopes and wishes instead. (which admittedly I know that I'm still open to a re-establishment of our connection some day if the opportunity shows itself) My momentary sighting of her - I have a feeling that it happened for a reason (signs were just pointing to me in that way) but I'm curiously wondering if I'm thinking too much into it haha.

It's a little long post here so thank you once again for your reading! Very accurate in describing what I thought and felt and went through.

posted January 22, 2016 08:28 PM            

If thats the case then maybe it means a new beginning will occur with her. It is kinda confusing to see 8 of cups first then death as the last card because it looked like things ended already because someone walked away so its strange to see death at the end a bit.

posted January 23, 2016 05:39 AM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by ILovePoems:
I did? I asked how did you feel today lol I don't know if that's what you are talking about lol

---

Yes thats the thread, i left feedback for you

posted January 23, 2016 07:26 AM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by Pink_Star:
I do feel that things may never be the same again - both of us have and are undergoing some pretty significant changes. Maybe it's meant to be a mystery for me to find out in time to come haha! I shan't probe further - grateful for the reading once again!

---

posted January 23, 2016 10:24 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by Pink_Star:
Sure, [b]ILovePoems! Leave your question and I'll get to it tomorrow morning. Time to turn in for now. [/B]

---

Nevermind about the reading :3 I decided that I should just take a break from it lol.