posted February 17, 2016 05:20 PM
so did a spell to basically stop myself from hoping over this one person. the synastry was all chiron and all the liliths and mars and yes there was stuff like north node conjunct ascendant and saturn in my 7th house while i'm going through my saturn in the 7th house transit, and vertex on asc, .. but due to circumstances... lets just put it at that haha fun times but no.i just want to move past and stop thinking of him because i don't want to date him! and i won't see him for at least 6 months so i want to get on with my life!
so had a green candle for me for self love and prosperity and all that and for him a black candle with 'i release you from my hopes' and of course his name
i slowly moved his candle away from mine over the course of the burning
so what happened is -
my candle is fine, it's doing it own thing, lovely flame. ill put a picture below. there was one wee tear but thats fine
his candle though - two tears on each side right at teh beginning that held on (look below at the picture), alot of knots that would form, usually 2 small ones hanging off the wick that'd be curled in my candle's direction then the knots would burn off then later there'll be a few knots again, but by the end it was knot free, the flame - it would jump about, sometimes go left towards mine (west), then right (east), then south.. up down temperamental, wavy like dancing etc. it burnt out quicker than the green one. it's been 1/2 hour and mine's still going though on the last legs.
the wax though... at first thought i thought... arrow away? wait.. penis... ghost?!
the candle didn't even burn all the way through, theres still a bit left. the left side of the candle (facing mine) melted into a pool and the right side is still a nub. wick has died facing me as well...
here are the picture..
mine:
his:
so my candle was to the left, it's like the wick is going in my direction but it's a ghost... the tears i mentioned before look like tiny hands...
or a penis.. with the wick as the vein...
or really dull arrow pointing away from my candle?
now that my candle is done... am i high/crazy or does this look like the venus and mars sign... me venus and his mars...
i don't know how to take this? is it possible that he got the subconscious feeling that i was cutting off any hope for us and wasn't for that? or is there an alternative? or .. ffs... maybe some day down the line? (actually cringing as i write that.. i hate that i'm even thinking that right now... wanna be queen of swords right now!)