posted February 22, 2016 03:38 PM
What immedietely jumped at me was chiron (wounded healer, where you feel pain) being in the eighth house--ouch. Basically your pain/struggle will come through intense interactions and highly difficult circunstances and situations you share with other people. Look at what most websites say about chiron in the 8th:Chiron in the 8th house: This shows your deepest wound residing in resource, death, and sex. There are many different ways this placement can express itself. Materially, it can manifest through dependence on others or others depending on you too much ... Emotionally, it can manifest in great sorrow regarding death. Possibly having deaths in your early childhood or having those close to you die. You may be able to console those who are feeling sorrow, but are unable to console yourself.
Perhaps you become too dependent on money from others for support, or too much of what you earn goes to support others. You might tend to accept other people's values (your family, group or society) too readily. One other thing. The myth of Chiron can actually come alive with this placement. You could have a talent for healing or rehabilitating others, but not yourself.
Individuals with Chiron in the 8th house have experienced loss and tragedy at an early age. These individuals may also have lived with very dramatic parents who turned the slightest incidence into a drama. They are used to drama and intense emotions, manipulation and power games. These people see the dynamics at play in relationships because of this they are expert in spotting manipulators.
Resources shared by both you and another individual. Watch out for those who might end up taking your entire share and leaving you in the dust. Some may coax you into taking care of things by praising you only to run off with your share in the end. By listening to your advice and instinct, you will be able to overcome such problems.
Intense events and experiences involving grief may be part of your journey towards wholeness. Although emotionally painful, ultimately these events will bring healing on the very deepest levels ... Your wounds are likely to open you to powerful processes of transformation and lead you to investigate the nature of the psyche. You might become interested in psychology and be gifted as a healer. Feeling powerless, money worries, sexual problems or intimacy issues, or problems with reproductive organs, colon, bladder, or the lower back region, can be signals that it is time to explore your own psyche ... There might be some unresolved issues from the past, perhaps from childhood that you need to explore from time to time. Undertaking psychotherapy, or some other form of emotional healing might be the very thing that sets you on a path towards helping others in the same way. Because you are sensitive, you tend to hide your vulnerability and pain behind a strong persona, but you are a survivor.
Another thing, your generation was born with chiron opposing Uranus, but uranus is the ruler of your 4th house (home, family, parents)--meaning maybe your home life is filled with power struggles, grief, and painful and intense experiences. Your generation was also born with saturn conjunct Uranus--but again, uranus is ruler of your fourth house so this further convinced me your home life experiences some kind of blockage, as if you cannot be happy or relaxed at home. Something always feels like a difficult struggle. You may experience a lot of death at home (not necessarily literal death, but maybe relationships are born then die again, or elements of your personality in regards to home and family life, etc). Your hard moon-pluto aspect indicates you experience very powerful emotions and your emotions are raw and extreme. So perhaos as a result of your home life you feel extremely hurt, angry, confused and broken. Saturn in the 2nd may indicate money troubles as well. Since 8th house is other people's resources or shared resources, and 2nd house is money, maybe you are short on money becuase you're having to support someone so much. With Uranus in the 2nd, money comes and goes almost unexpectedly and quickly. Income and family life are unstable. North node in the 5th tells me you probably are disappointed in friendships but are creative, your creativity is going to be the key to your souls happiness (well, one of the keys). Try and find a creative outlet where you can focus all your pent up anger and sadness and take it out creatively (painting, writing poetry or music, sculpting, etc).
Let me know if you have any questions!