posted March 19, 2016 12:25 PM            

I can't do a more extensive reading about his motives and feelings now, because if it doesn't happen as I say, it means I still can't connect with you as it happened in the past. But let me know if what I saw does happen this weekend, and then we can look into his motives deeper Thank you for your feedback

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I seem to have loved you in numberless forms...

posted March 23, 2016 08:29 AM            

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I seem to have loved you in numberless forms...

posted March 25, 2016 12:32 PM            

I don't think it's ok for you to feel he wants to break up with you if he answers slower than usually, in the sense that it is very bad for your psychological balance, but I understand maybe you have an insecurity about this coming from unhealed wounds of the past and I think you should discuss this with him, when the moment is right, that you need gentle reassurance. I also think that during those moments when you feel that anxiety it would be great if you tried meditation/centering/breathing, being by yourself and doing something you enjoy very much, thus putting it aside, you will see this has a powerful effect both on you and the other, and the whole relationship. Trust that if there is love, you feel it and it will come to you, and will continue, from a place of centering, and if love is to end, it will, and this is something we cannot control, and when it does, it is still painful and nothing can prepare us in a way that makes it not-painful. And especially, no psychic readings during those moments, especially paid, I am saying this because I believe psychic readings work the worst when we are anxious, for many reasons: one would be psychics, the real ones, are empaths too, most times, and if you do or request a reading during strong anxiety/distress, they are more or less contaminated. The other main reason is that requesting readings while anxious scared in fear etc. creates a rapid loop of addiction, because they act like a soothing "dose" so to speak, for the moment. But psychic readings are NOT for reassuring purposes, nor for venting etc. other kinds of counseling are suitable for that, and even those, they are supposed to teach you how to control and tackle those moments by yourself and not to become dependent on a counselor of any kind, psychologist, psychic or otherwise. Psychic readings are for accessing the truth, and we usually can access and process it in a calm, neutral state.

I am saying these things as recommendations, based on my experience, not from a judging position, but because I have been confronted myself with many such situations lately and trying to make a suggestion about what I believe is the best path with this matter

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I seem to have loved you in numberless forms...

posted March 25, 2016 01:03 PM            

I understand where you are coming from with what you said. I've been very anxious and have been in a bit of a spiral as far as readings go. I am working to control it and trying to cope better. And you are right, if it's meant to end it will end. It will be painful but really all I can do is continue to go on. I do have many fears and hang ups that he isn't aware of from past relationships. I would tell him but I don't want to weird him out right now. I've begun to do some meditating again to refocus myself and to try to take away the negative thoughts and energy I feel I have.