posted April 03, 2016 11:40 AM            

My question is does B.L think badly of me for what happened in the past? What does he think of me/ see me?

(This is a different person btw, not my SO from the other thread- thank you so much for your kind words in that <3 )

posted April 03, 2016 11:48 AM            

my Q: Hows my April gonna be?

posted April 03, 2016 12:09 PM            

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Originally posted by lilypad18:
Yes, he kinda thinks badly of you. He has let go of this situation, but he didnt like it. Did you say some nasty words to him or smthing? If so, that hurt him a lot, and left him isolated. I get the feeling that he thinks you are a conflictive person. A woman who is really impulsive and makes other people have drama in their lifes, without taking into consideration others people feelings.

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Oh :/ No I didn't say anything bad to him, he was flirting with someone else when we were getting to know each other so I felt silly and ignored him when he called out to me. I perhaps was a bit impulsive in that respect, I took it quite badly :/

Your April:
I think it will be very busy, some disagreements and extra pressure in some area of life. Nostalgia may come to you, but 6 cups RX says to be careful about making decisions based on the past. However, there will be completions and recognitions in the end- projects will be a success, especially creative endeavours. This will not be a boring month at all, just watch out for some people who might want to take credit for something and disagreements in general really. If it ever feels like too much, just remember that things will work out. Itll be stressful, but worth it in the end

May I ask: should I message B.L then? I want to make amends but I feel stupid after so long :/ plus they have a girlfriend so I don't want that to look weird.

posted April 03, 2016 12:28 PM            

I can see you are someone who doesn't like spontaneity and likes taking things slow so change and moving on is naturally difficult for you (me too!). You may suffer self-doubt which holds you back when doing new things. You like to stick to what you know. Spontaneous events panic you maybe?
2 of Pentacles- again, prefer to manage and organise things well in advance.
Do you have a lot of Earth in your chart may I ask? Does this resonate?

posted April 03, 2016 12:31 PM            

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Originally posted by FruityLlama:
Why you keep getting stuck in the past:

I can see you are someone who doesn't like spontaneity and likes taking things slow so change and moving on is naturally difficult for you (me too!). You may suffer self-doubt which holds you back when doing new things. You like to stick to what you know. Spontaneous events panic you maybe?
2 of Pentacles- again, prefer to manage and organise things well in advance.
Do you have a lot of Earth in your chart may I ask? Does this resonate?

Also, can I ask (sorry) what can I do to make this situation better? I hate the thought of them thinking that of me, especially when it isn't true we have spoken a teeny tiny bit just on comments and stuff which were nice enough. Did I really hurt them ? :'(

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that doesnt resonate at all.. I have a lot of air in my chart and I am a spontaneus person myself... I actually love change and new experiences

posted April 03, 2016 12:32 PM            

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Originally posted by dustib:
still open for an exchange? Can you tell me if R is still angry and done or if he will forgive me and come back?

Thanks!

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yep, still open

posted April 03, 2016 12:35 PM            

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Originally posted by FruityLlama:
Why you keep getting stuck in the past:

I can see you are someone who doesn't like spontaneity and likes taking things slow so change and moving on is naturally difficult for you (me too!). You may suffer self-doubt which holds you back when doing new things. You like to stick to what you know. Spontaneous events panic you maybe?
2 of Pentacles- again, prefer to manage and organise things well in advance.
Do you have a lot of Earth in your chart may I ask? Does this resonate?

Also, can I ask (sorry) what can I do to make this situation better? I hate the thought of them thinking that of me, especially when it isn't true we have spoken a teeny tiny bit just on comments and stuff which were nice enough. Did I really hurt them ? :'(

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posted April 03, 2016 12:38 PM            

2 of Wands-Page of Cups-Ace of Cups
He will come back and forgive you, because he has a lot of feeings towards you that he just cant ignore. He wants to find some kind of win/win situation between the two of you.

posted April 03, 2016 12:42 PM            

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Originally posted by lilypad18:
[b]4 of pentacles - 7 of cups - King of Wands
You dont have to do anything, just let it be. You are stuck into this kind of thinking and you are exaggerating it a little because you seem to not be able to stop thinking about it. Also, you are idealizing this boy a little too much. I think you shouldnt do anything bout it and just occupy your time with something else. [/B]

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posted April 03, 2016 12:43 PM            

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Originally posted by FruityLlama:

Okay thank you I will have another go at your question if you like a little later- I drew some cards that seemed to make sense and say the same thing so I'm not sure what happened there. Sorry about that

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posted April 03, 2016 12:44 PM            

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Originally posted by lilypad18:
yep, still open

brb with yours, my question: Whats in store for me this summer?

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posted April 03, 2016 12:45 PM            

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Originally posted by lilypad18:
@dustib

[b]2 of Wands-Page of Cups-Ace of Cups
He will come back and forgive you, because he has a lot of feeings towards you that he just cant ignore. He wants to find some kind of win/win situation between the two of you.

Positive outcome for you, in which he will come and show you his emotions and sentiments that he has for you.[/B]

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posted April 03, 2016 12:45 PM            

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Originally posted by dustib:
I got bouquet, anchor, snake, mountain, and house. First of all, I want to tell you it looks like there are going to be some problems at home. Do you live with anyone? I feel like there is going to be some issues in areas that you felt were stable but it's in terms of your home situation. It's going to cause some obstacles for you for a while this summer unfortunately. I feel it's about someone not being completely honest with you in regards to a living situation maybe? Does this make sense?

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posted April 03, 2016 12:57 PM            

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Originally posted by lilypad18:
Dont know if that really makes sense.. I live with my parents so... My dad is barely home because of work and with my mom Ive been having little to no relationship with her lately, so... Dont know how could that apply

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