posted April 23, 2016 03:02 PM            

So sorry I didn't post this earlier, but I wanted to make sure I can give it 100%, didn't want to be dismissive about it.

So you asked about love and soulmates and here goes what I got

5 of pents crossed by the Page of Pents
crowned by the Wheel of Fortune
Justice at the root
The Star on the left
Queen of Wands on the right
The Tower - 10 swords - the Hermit - 4 pents

advice cards:
Knight of Wands - 4 swords - the Universe

The main spread gave me a funny feeling, like something was weighing me down.

You feel like you want to set out on your way, like it's time to get yourself the kind of relationship you want, but also it feels like you have been denied it, and love exists somewhere, but not in your life, you might be feeling excluded from where all the action is. At the same time did someone experience a betrayal/break-up that affected you as well, making you question the possibility of a fulfilling relationship built upon trust and tenderness? Or is there just a lot of pain and suffering around you? Almost like your teenage/idealistic dreams were crumbling in a way?

Unfortunately it seems like the way your love life has been working out so far is... what has to be happening to you and seems exactly right at this moment. You have literally been getting what you have been giving/offering. Don't mean to sound harsh or rude, but this is what Justice represents. It's not that you have deserved this, but rather that this is necessary at this stage. You are scared of solitude and of having to face the true and imaginary reasons for it.

My spread shows that you could land a committed relationship within several months, but it wouldn't be a relationship between soulmates, rather something one ends up in just to have a regular sex life or check the box that says "boyfriend". Also it seems like you will be spending time discovering more about yourself and your personality, contemplating who you are and going after the things you want to have.

The advice cards are rather positive: Basically they suggest you change the scenery, branch out, explore the world, perhaps travel if that's an option. I don't think you should be driving yourself too hard, just do whatever feels good. Don't be scared of a standstill in your love life, 4 swords is known as "rest from strife" in the Golden Dawn tradition, so this is a quiet/contemplative phase of your life during which you would be contemplating the world, getting to know its beauty and contemplating it as a whole.

Let me also add it is possible that a happy accident might take place or a sudden change occur, but I can't help feeling that, if any, it will have something to do with things you would be doing exploring the world and yourself. A note from myself: these have to be what you want to do, not what you think will increase your chances of meeting someone/the one.

This is a profile for the next several months or so, so let me just wish you all the best, I feel like you're all wrapped up in concerns and constraints, but you have the power to disentangle yourself (Queen of Wands)

Wishing you well

posted April 23, 2016 03:27 PM            

The main spread gave me a funny feeling, like something was weighing me down.

You feel like you want to set out on your way, like it's time to get yourself the kind of relationship you want, but also it feels like you have been denied it, and love exists somewhere, but not in your life, you might be feeling excluded from where all the action is. At the same time did someone experience a betrayal/break-up that affected you as well, making you question the possibility of a fulfilling relationship built upon trust and tenderness? Or is there just a lot of pain and suffering around you? Almost like your teenage/idealistic dreams were crumbling in a way?

---> I had really high hope up the last guy I had a thing with, and him and his ex broke up yet got back together so thats what really made me feel like i need to step out to discover myself and heal from the pain. so thats accurate!

Unfortunately it seems like the way your love life has been working out so far is... what has to be happening to you and seems exactly right at this moment. You have literally been getting what you have been giving/offering. Don't mean to sound harsh or rude, but this is what Justice represents. It's not that you have deserved this, but rather that this is necessary at this stage. You are scared of solitude and of having to face the true and imaginary reasons for it.

---> I find peace in my solitude and I do enjoy it, I haven't had a serious relationship in 3 years, so I just missed having someone by my side and I've been feeling i'm ready for something real, it could be past life karma for the way guys have treated me badly in my past, but never have I treated them that way nor cheated.. to get it back in return.

My spread shows that you could land a committed relationship within several months, but it wouldn't be a relationship between soulmates, rather something one ends up in just to have a regular sex life or check the box that says "boyfriend". Also it seems like you will be spending time discovering more about yourself and your personality, contemplating who you are and going after the things you want to have.

---> goes hand in hand with what a psychic has told me! that i'll feel secure with this next guy, but I won't love him as much as I loved the last guy, could be possible!!

The advice cards are rather positive: Basically they suggest you change the scenery, branch out, explore the world, perhaps travel if that's an option. I don't think you should be driving yourself too hard, just do whatever feels good. Don't be scared of a standstill in your love life, 4 swords is known as "rest from strife" in the Golden Dawn tradition, so this is a quiet/contemplative phase of your life during which you would be contemplating the world, getting to know its beauty and contemplating it as a whole.

-->> seems accurate!! i'll be done with school, therefore entering the real world and trying to find my place in life, I will be doing a lot of traveling and discovering, so it seems like a great way to find who I really am

Let me also add it is possible that a happy accident might take place or a sudden change occur, but I can't help feeling that, if any, it will have something to do with things you would be doing exploring the world and yourself. A note from myself: these have to be what you want to do, not what you think will increase your chances of meeting someone/the one.

This is a profile for the next several months or so, so let me just wish you all the best, I feel like you're all wrapped up in concerns and constraints, but you have the power to disentangle yourself (Queen of Wands)

Wishing you well

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posted April 24, 2016 03:31 PM            

Thanks so much for providing such elaborate feedback! Never seen the Hermit in position 9 in a situation like yours, but it's super cool I guess and perhaps makes sense in that I didn't get a desperate vibe from it. Wishing you well,