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Topic: Morning Meditation
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missblyss
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From: neverneverland
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posted April 28, 2016 09:12 AM
  
I wanted to share with you all my interesting findings of this morning's meditation...It was very, very powerful for me and I thought maybe it could help someone here. I have had a sort of heaviness, stagnation in the right side of my chest as long as I can remember. Physically it manifests with a rib being out of place (basically for no reason and despite being put back into place- makes it hard for me to get my lung to fully expand)
anyways, I am very much a believer of the energetic/emotional hurts tapering into the physical body... So I assumed this was a pain that I was holding onto related to men (right side of the body). I felt that once I healed the pain, it would likely be symbolic of my troubles with men/ male figures ending....
Well, today, I felt very clearly what the pain was in my meditations. It wasn't a "wound" like I thought, but it was love that I was afraid to give out. It was almost like a stagnant, fermented love... Love that was sitting there, waiting to be expressed, but because I was afraid I held onto it instead of letting it flow freely.
How interesting that I found this quote 2 days ago and just posted it on Facebook..
“Whatever you think the world is withholding from you, you are withholding from the world.” IP: Logged |
Leonisces
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posted April 28, 2016 09:21 AM
Hi miss,very interesting post, and I felt and kind of still do feel pain at the right side, exactly where you described. I feel that as unexpressed emotions. Meditation is great, I agree with what you said, your post is very helpful. Thank you! <3 IP: Logged |
missblyss
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From: neverneverland
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posted April 28, 2016 09:25 AM
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Originally posted by Leonisces:
Hi miss,very interesting post, and I felt and kind of still do feel pain at the right side, exactly where you described. I feel that as unexpressed emotions. Meditation is great, I agree with what you said, your post is very helpful. Thank you! <3
you mean you feel it in yourself or you feel it in me, love? It is really such a powerful realization for me... For so long, I have been thinking that I have been wounded, I am the victim... but, really, I have been the one withholding love.. My own withholding of love upset the energetic balance of things and caused my own pain. It is really eye-opening for me. I am a very loving person, but it can be so hard for me to actually show love, now I am understanding why. IP: Logged |
mar1982delta
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posted April 28, 2016 09:43 AM
Wow, I can't believe the synchronicities I experience with your thoughts missblyss! Pretty much all of what you said, but this "For so long, I have been thinking that I have been wounded, I am the victim... but, really, I have been the one withholding love" gave me the chills! Although you are expressing them much better than I would, since you are meditating and dealing with energy, yoga and healing in your everyday life, whereas I lack experience and knowledge in these stuff!
But I had similar thoughts only a few days ago (no real pain in my right side, just the thoughts) and it's the second time I admire and totally agree with what you are saying here! Is is tr. Neptune on your Sun and opposite my Moon perhaps? 
I would also like to say that I read for your experiences in your other thread and I am really sorry for you, but after some thought, there isn't so much to be sorry about (figure of speech obviously), because these painful experiences have turned you into the person you are today, so that you can share these wise thoughts with us here! Thank you so much for this,you are such a strong and kind-hearted person!  IP: Logged |
MinceyMouse
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posted April 28, 2016 09:46 AM
It's mercury rx in Taurus. Makes you look inwards. IP: Logged |
mar1982delta
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posted April 28, 2016 09:53 AM
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Originally posted by MinceyMouse:
It's mercury rx in Taurus. Makes you look inwards.
Ok, yes, it plays a role, too, since it conjuncts my IC, but Mercury turned retro just today, whereas I guess I am in a phase of my life for some time now that I suspect it has to do more with tr. Neptune exactly opposite my Moon (and tr. Jupiter approaching to a tight conjunction <2d) and now it's also Merc retro into play, too..I can't speak for Missblyss of course, but I think I am under a kinda "double (triple?) hit" of my natal lol, thanks for highlighting this to me, Mincey!  IP: Logged |
Leonisces
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From: Croatia
Registered: Sep 2015
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posted April 28, 2016 09:55 AM
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Originally posted by missblyss:
you mean you feel it in yourself or you feel it in me, love?It is really such a powerful realization for me... For so long, I have been thinking that I have been wounded, I am the victim... but, really, I have been the one withholding love.. My own withholding of love upset the energetic balance of things and caused my own pain. It is really eye-opening for me. I am a very loving person, but it can be so hard for me to actually show love, now I am understanding why.
I felt it in myself so I can really connect with what you are saying, I am also this way. I myself came to this conclusion recently also trough meditation. Your observations are just affirmation . I'm really glad you realized that. Off topic, what is your moon sign? IP: Logged |
MinceyMouse
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posted April 28, 2016 10:10 AM
Whoa, intense! I totally get what you're saying. IP: Logged |
missblyss
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From: neverneverland
Registered: Oct 2015
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posted April 28, 2016 10:37 AM
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Originally posted by mar1982delta:
Wow, I can't believe the synchronicities I experience with your thoughts missblyss! Pretty much all of what you said, but this "For so long, I have been thinking that I have been wounded, I am the victim... but, really, I have been the one withholding love" gave me the chills! Although you are expressing them much better than I would, since you are meditating and dealing with energy, yoga and healing in your everyday life, whereas I lack experience and knowledge in these stuff!
But I had similar thoughts only a few days ago (no real pain in my right side, just the thoughts) and it's the second time I admire and totally agree with what you are saying here! Is is tr. Neptune on your Sun and opposite my Moon perhaps?
I would also like to say that I read for your experiences in your other thread and I am really sorry for you, but after some thought, there isn't so much to be sorry about (figure of speech obviously), because these painful experiences have turned you into the person you are today, so that you can share these wise thoughts with us here! Thank you so much for this,you are such a strong and kind-hearted person!
Oh sweetheart, I love that we are connecting on so many things! Even if you are not meditating, it doesn't matter much. Your kindness, your genuineness, and your sweet heart shine through everything that you write I am happy we are all able to relate and connect over this realization because it was so powerful for me!! It is exciting to see us all growing together IP: Logged |
missblyss
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From: neverneverland
Registered: Oct 2015
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posted April 28, 2016 10:44 AM
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Originally posted by Leonisces:
I felt it in myself so I can really connect with what you are saying, I am also this way. I myself came to this conclusion recently also trough meditation. Your observations are just affirmation . I'm really glad you realized that.Off topic, what is your moon sign?
This is super cool, what synchronicity my moon is in the later degrees of Virgo IP: Logged |
Leonisces
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posted April 28, 2016 10:50 AM
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Originally posted by missblyss:
This is super cool, what synchronicity my moon is in the later degrees of Virgo
Cool, I love Virgo moon as I am Capricorn moon  IP: Logged |
missblyss
Knowflake Posts: 1204
From: neverneverland
Registered: Oct 2015
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posted April 28, 2016 02:20 PM
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Originally posted by Leonisces:
Cool, I love Virgo moon as I am Capricorn moon
oddly enough, I don't think I know one cappy moon! But I am sure glad to know you! IP: Logged |
mar1982delta
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posted April 28, 2016 03:22 PM
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Originally posted by missblyss:
Oh sweetheart, I love that we are connecting on so many things! Even if you are not meditating, it doesn't matter much. Your kindness, your genuineness, and your sweet heart shine through everything that you write I am happy we are all able to relate and connect over this realization because it was so powerful for me!! It is exciting to see us all growing together
Thanks so much for your touching words missblyss, actually all these compliments are an honor since they are coming from you!!! I really admire your strength and wisdom that is obvious from all these posts of yours! As for meditation, I am actually thinking for some time to start practising yoga, but havent really started anything yet (I am a bit lazy and keep postponing things for later lol), so maybe I ll need your advice if I actually decide to take that step in the future!
Again congratulations for your work and please keep sharing your wise thoughts with us here!
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