posted May 06, 2016 01:42 AM            

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It does, yes. Was this an empathic read, or did you use cards? You hit a couple of things in particular remarkably accurately...

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posted May 06, 2016 01:43 AM            

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It was empathic, I do use cards... but I was actually a bit nervous doing this reading because I went so far off of the cards, lol. usually they really just validate what I'm feeling to give me confidence, but this time I was just sort of using... very untraditional views of the cards, but it was what was coming to me. yours was right on point also. I will add that week 2 of dating him, my ex got me and him both arrested and put in federal prison, so poison seems accurate

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Very impressive. We should keep in touch!

posted May 06, 2016 01:44 AM            

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He's ashamed of a lot of it, but he'll never show it. He's too prideful and has a bit of a self-destructive streak.

You may not have peace right now (I can feel your 'flux), but you will. You're remarkably strong.

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posted May 06, 2016 01:46 AM            

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Very impressive. We should keep in touch!

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posted May 06, 2016 01:47 AM            

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Wow, thank you love. It feels really good to hear that. You keep hitting points that I just came to in my meditations. Last night I was realizing that the universe gave me the challenge of being a single mother because I am strong enough to manage it.

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Indeed you are. She's going to inspire you to great things.

posted May 06, 2016 01:48 AM            

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Indeed you are. She's going to inspire you to great things.

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posted May 06, 2016 01:51 AM            

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Any other questions, I hope you'll ask

Thank you!

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posted May 06, 2016 01:59 AM            

2) Your relationship with your daughter reminds me very much of mine with my own daughter - she'll be your hero one day, just as you're hers now. She has a...breathtaking soul. There's really no other or better way to put it.

3) I feel like there are 'old wound'-type conflicts with your mother(?!). She means well and loves you deeply, even if she doesn't know how to communicate it in the way that you need.

posted May 06, 2016 02:01 AM            

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1) You're much, much, much stronger that you realize. It feels like you're on the cusp of a tremendous growth process, spiritually and emotionally. Allow that to happen. Don't allow energies in which may block it. Don't be afraid to let go of people who bring negativity to your doorstep.

2) Your relationship with your daughter reminds me very much of mine with my own daughter - she'll be your hero one day, just as you're hers now. She has a...breathtaking soul. There's really no other or better way to put it.

3) I feel like there are 'old wound'-type conflicts with your mother(?!). She means well and loves you deeply, even if she doesn't know how to communicate it in the way that you need.

That's all I'm getting right now, but it felt important to tell you all of it.

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posted May 06, 2016 02:05 AM            

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It does. Thank you.

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posted May 06, 2016 02:09 AM            

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Right back to you

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Would it be ok if I asked you one last question? I understand if you are tired, so no worries either way. I would be happy to answer one for you also.

posted May 06, 2016 02:17 AM            

That part of him that alienates you does it intentionally, because that part of him knows this as well.

posted May 06, 2016 02:23 AM            

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He loved - loves - you in as real a way as he knows how to love. But he is very damaged. Very. I see things from his childhood that changed him on a fundamental level, required him to dissociate a lot. I don't know that he'll ever get that back.

That part of him that alienates you does it intentionally, because that part of him knows this as well.

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posted May 06, 2016 02:24 AM            

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To him, you are someone who represents how to live above the mundane, above the 3d material world that everyone else seems to be stuck in. I don't know that he even knows that is what draws him to you, but there is a part of him that knows you have your eyes open to things he had disconnected from. You will help to introduce him back to that part of himself. He really, really needs that... Like, for him, getting to energetically meld with you is going to be a really life-altering event for him. to you, he will teach strength and perseverance and somehow pull your interest back into this world that you may be the slightest bit disenchanted with at times. He's funny, because in his own, weird, way..he does have a bit of a magical way of viewing the mundane, but to him, he doesn't see it like that. To him, it's just coping skills that he has developed. You guys both have missing pieces that each other needs to connect the dots and make sense of a lot of different things, it is an important connection, that is for sure.

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Uncanny. This started as a romantic relationship and still has its ebb and flow in that respect. But (maybe strangely?) we've developed this very deep bond. I don't know if it's friendship or love or...what. I wonder sometimes. I only know that neither of us wants to be without the other entirely. Strangest thing I've ever encountered.

posted May 06, 2016 02:25 AM            

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thank you sweetie. I wish i could have done more to help him heal those wounds

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Please be careful with this. I know this desire very, very well - it can be your downfall. I say that with the greatest spiritual love and respect or I wouldn't say it at all.

posted May 06, 2016 02:26 AM            

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Uncanny. This started as a romantic relationship and still has its ebb and flow in that respect. But (maybe strangely?) we've developed this very deep bond. I don't if it's friendship or love or...what. I wonder sometimes. I only know that neither of us wants to be without the other entirely. Strangest thing I've ever encountered.

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