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posted May 25, 2016 11:47 PM            

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I can't ever figure out if I'm coming or going. Here I am in paradise, with one child and my other two are up north, and I don't have my chit together. My solar return has stayed the same whether I was here or there. And, I thought things would be better here, but I'm running out of money and time.

I'm looking for guidance, maybe a reading. My older children acted like it didn't bother them that I was leaving. My daughter cried tonight on the phone because she missed her grandfather, not me. Maybe, as a mother I'm overreacting. Maybe, all the negative talk they've heard from their father has really sunken in. I've been lost since 2012, and I just want to succeed in life. I don't know if this is where I'm suppose to be, of if I should've given my youngest up (different father) but I hate failing, and I hate feeling so low. Any help is appreciated.

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From: Saturn next to Charmaine
Registered: Apr 2009

posted May 26, 2016 03:07 PM            

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Bump!

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From: chicago, il
Registered: Mar 2012

posted May 26, 2016 03:37 PM            

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I get that ur kids ur love u very much.

They know "there". They know ur always going to be with them every day...even if not physically....but for grandpa it's like she treats him as a friend, so when u leave a friend, it's sadder than leaving mom

So don't worry 😊

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