posted July 21, 2016 09:12 PM            

I don't know how my life got to the point where the only person who I've ever really loved hates me and has become my mortal enemy.

I can only assume I have failed horribly. My perception blinds me from seeing what on earth the right thing is.

posted July 21, 2016 11:15 PM            

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Originally posted by Orange:
Jesus supposedly was in a similar situation and was having the same thoughts. Yet he managed to not loose his faith.
Stay strong and believe. This shall pass too.

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posted July 22, 2016 02:14 AM            

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Originally posted by intuitivefish:
I get it bring rough verbally and I get complaint, I get there being delay because of a judge. Something isnt going to go smooth no. There will be a hearing and talk with lawyers again.
I do get it being crazy at times and very draining.

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yeah I'm sure it will be rough, I just don't understand how it could be delayed as it has already been delayed and it can only be delayed once!

posted July 22, 2016 02:36 AM            

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Originally posted by intuitivefish:
Sorry you asked this is what came ... noone said its 100% right.
So its only a reading.
Who says someone might not pretend to be sick to get it delayed.

So anything can happen

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posted July 22, 2016 02:45 AM            

How readings can be wrong was demonstrated to me very recently. Every reading I had, and there were plenty, about me meeting a guy and having a great time have turned out to be wrong. He found another gf, which no readings said. It seems things can alter instantly. So, please don't rely on readings for now. Any negative expectations you might acquire will not help matters.

I pulled an angel card for you:
Francesca
"What do you desire right now? Visualise it and it will come about. Negativity will block your progress.
You have been asking God and the angels, 'What is next for me?' Yet, we have been waiting for you to make that decision for yourself! That is why you have felt stuck lately. This impasse occurs because you are afraid of making a 'wrong' decision. We can help you to decide, but ultimately, the next chapter of your life is up to you. The is a period of your life that is unscripted.
Your desires are like a painting that you create upon the canvas of your life. Like an artist, you must decide what the theme, background, and foreground will be within your picture. Take some time out to meditatae, pray upon, and contemplate this important decision. Be creative, and maintain standards for yourself. But remember: If you don't make a decision, that's the same thing as deciding that everything shall remain the same."

posted July 22, 2016 12:52 PM            

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Originally posted by Astro keen:
Hi Blyss,
Could i please suggest that you go with what you know.

How readings can be wrong was demonstrated to me very recently. Every reading I had, and there were plenty, about me meeting a guy and having a great time have turned out to be wrong. He found another gf, which no readings said. It seems things can alter instantly. So, please don't rely on readings for now. Any negative expectations you might acquire will not help matters.

I pulled an angel card for you:
Francesca
"What do you desire right now? Visualise it and it will come about. Negativity will block your progress.
You have been asking God and the angels, 'What is next for me?' Yet, we have been waiting for you to make that decision for yourself! That is why you have felt stuck lately. This impasse occurs because you are afraid of making a 'wrong' decision. We can help you to decide, but ultimately, the next chapter of your life is up to you. The is a period of your life that is unscripted.
Your desires are like a painting that you create upon the canvas of your life. Like an artist, you must decide what the theme, background, and foreground will be within your picture. Take some time out to meditatae, pray upon, and contemplate this important decision. Be creative, and maintain standards for yourself. But remember: If you don't make a decision, that's the same thing as deciding that everything shall remain the same."

Goodness, it includes the same thought I wrote earlier. Wishing you luck and peace.

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thank you so much my dear friend. what a kind hearted soul you are for taking the time to do this for me. this is also the message I was receiving in my meditations (once i came down from my emotional breakdown)