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posted August 09, 2016 05:52 PM            

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I have those virtue card unicorns and they seemed to be good then I got depressed and asked should I kill myself? It said "very soon" then I asked ok so my spirit guides think I should die? And it said definitely yes. I'm scared and also very sad bc I needed help from my guides and really bad place now. Are these evil cards?

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posted August 09, 2016 06:43 PM            

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Throw them out. Only u can take that act of k. Itself. So don't be scared what u thought u heard/read. Seek help though. Something is not well.

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posted August 09, 2016 07:11 PM            

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? Cherful can u please tell me what u mean? I will try and exercise and go school and hopefully this will get better for me. I was in very positive direction hope I still have hope. I hope to meet friends and think this will help me because it is my family that has made me so helpless feeing like this. No mas.

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posted August 09, 2016 07:17 PM            

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posted August 09, 2016 10:59 PM            

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my dear, the energies are difficult right now for many of us. See those cards as a delivery system brining your wounds and fears to your face...

The only thing that will stop these emotions is when you release them of their hold over you, you are in control of your mind NOT vice versa.

FORCE yourself to do things that you know will help you feel better. Seek out professional counseling and if that is not an option find someone who will at least hear and validate your words. Journal.

I find it really helpful to sit with the pain and stop running from it, stop distracting myself from it...

I just allow it to move through me, I invite it in and feel it. There is always a deep wound that is begging for you to see it, begging for healing, underneath these painful triggers. Trust me, i have been there myself dear

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posted August 13, 2016 10:58 PM            

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Thank you missblyss- I am just now coming to terms with certain realities and it is hard and I am in a very dark place but I must overcome to prove to myself and those around me that there is a purpose for me on this earth and that I am worth living for . I hope to get more involved with people through school and maybe join a club and get a job if I can where I can shine my heart and mind. Thanks again.

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