posted August 15, 2016 11:48 AM            

I think lovers were there too a couple times

posted August 15, 2016 01:10 PM            

(talking about the incident when I was leaving the restroom to the room before, and he was just standing there, looking and smiling at me, with a quick raise of his eyebrow. It seemed sort of rather, I don`t know, you tell me, or your cards will do. Curiously it seemed like, well he had actually stopped and waited for me a little, so I saw that he was looking at me. It was a pretty much "Hu?"-moment for me. A good Hu, still. lol

posted August 15, 2016 01:37 PM            

But yes, this actually is congruent with how I felt.
First of all yes he definitely was checking me out, I think, and letting me know.
Secondly my impression was he acknowledged our preceding conversations, too, this way.

Well it was the only time we were alone, and it was like a mask coming off for a split second, not that he was in disguise before, but just, this moment felt strangely personal, almost intimate.
But of course completely innocent (though I might delude myself ).

Another thing that I noticed is a very strange thing occurring, and I think I might maybe simply be nuts. But when he is near or around, I somehow look ... prettier?
That is something so ultra weird, to even say it out loud. lol

Well I guess his bodylanguage (or ours, probably) was speaking volumes even before, when he joined us (5 women) at the table for the short chat, though he did not quite join "us", he sort of was just close to me, instead of simply pulling his chair into the round, and I guess I only noticed that cause this felt unusual, is that not only did we mirror each other`s bodylanguage like twins, same posture, same outstretched legs (just into the opposite direction) (and I noticed a bit of that before, when I met him in may), but he managed to keep his body angled towards mine, even when talking to other people, and well we were sitting so close that it was difficult to look at his face (without it being obvious - but maybe that was intentional to a part?), still even though talking to my aquaintance, he managed to flash me a glance (though lately those glances tend to feel a tad too long and too, I donīt know, direct? Deep? I can`t really define, I just know that it felt different), and despite responding to something she said, by looking at me like that, it was like he was really giving the answer to me. lol

He was making me a tad nervous to be honest, to the point that I actually offered him a bag of drops, I had taken out of the hands of my neighbour. lol Hey she had been gesturing with it, and I wasn`t quite capable of thinking clearly or rationally and this gave me an excuse to look into the other direction for a bit, and luckily she did not mind, and I also offered the bag of drops to the other ladies at the table not just him.
Still it was quite an uncharacteristic impulsive action for me.

Did I mention he tends to push me right to the edge of my comfort zone?

Well I guess it seems clear that there is a certain affinity/ liking for each other. Can`t quite pretend otherwise anylonger I guess.

Itīs nothing THAT huge of course, sympathies or whatever that is, do tend to happen in this world. lol
I guess I am just not used to it (though that is not true either, of course I know people, including men, who like me, but somehow that feels different. Dunno. Its just weird)

EDIT
I apologize for the novel. I just try to make a sense and rhyme of it all.

posted August 15, 2016 06:28 PM            

it really looks like u two are really into each other

posted August 15, 2016 08:47 PM            

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Originally posted by mooninaries94:
What's your dads initial ?

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posted August 15, 2016 09:17 PM            

■ 8 pentacles - 6 wands - 5 pentacles
I might be wrong as I never tried such question and I'm not used with timing, but I'd say he'll leave on friday (6th day of the week) . Let me know what you think.

posted August 15, 2016 09:23 PM            

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Originally posted by lilypad18:
1. He may have made some moves towards you, maybe flirted a lil bit with you, and is now waiting to see how u respond to that, what's ur next step. As for feelings, I see him thinking more than feeling, thinking how he feels about you but not all the time, as most of the times he tries not to think about his feelings for you. What there is definitely here is sexual attraction, physical attraction and flirting

2. don't see really good intentions here..
I got 9 of swords - 9 of pentacles clarified by King of swords - devil
a possibility could be to take away some of ur money, to ask for money and don't return it and those financial things.
Another possibility that I see more clear is ******* up with ur mind, making u feel insecure about ur accomplishments, and about how smart or intelligent u are. careful here with the devil!I clarified the devil with 5 of swords, so he wants to put u down, don't see anything good here

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1. Indeed. However he is very subtle and respectful in his flirtations.

2. Hmm Not sure about the money thing. I'd see this devil like his sexual approach to me, and he usually puts me up with his words, like a great woman.

Thanks, dear

posted August 15, 2016 09:26 PM            

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Originally posted by lilypad18:
thanks moon, I really do hope u are wrong on the first one.. will keep u updated though
however, I dont think he feels bad towards me cause we had no fight or discussion nor Ill feel bad cause he wont contact me

but thanks a lot!

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posted August 15, 2016 09:35 PM            

I want to know about after my Saturn Return... what is stored for me???

posted August 15, 2016 09:38 PM            

brb with urs!!

posted August 15, 2016 09:39 PM            

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Originally posted by mooninaries94:
sorry, it doesn't seem like I am good today.
keep me update anyway, so I can improve.

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posted August 15, 2016 09:45 PM            

5 of swords clarif by judgement - star clarif by wheel of fortune - fool clarif by 9 of cups - Justice

posted August 15, 2016 09:57 PM            

For your second question (I'm on love today!) I got:

Star - Page of Pentacles

Things will go fine, but don't expect things to go quick for you two. I sense that this guy will want to take things slow, I mean, sometimes we want to jump into things too quick, like a marriage or something stronger. I see that you already have some seed of love planted inside your hearts, and that thing that says: love is like a plant, you need to water it everyday is the call for you here.

For your second:

Fool - Knight of Cups

Hum... In self readings, usually Hierophant is like a teacher for us. The spread is telling you to start love yourself. The journey you need to take for the real love you want. So the lesson to be learned is: love yourself, then the Knight will appear. As fool appeared, I sense here you already is on the road to love (I got the Lady Gaga song, Highway Unicorn). I don't know if you got the Hierophant alone or with another card, but if alone, the another part of the message it this!!!

posted August 15, 2016 10:03 PM            

2. okay this does makes sense... and with the road, u mean Im already on the road of loving myself? if so accurate too!

posted August 16, 2016 06:31 AM            

I just booked a hotel for my upcoming trip to London next april

1) Is everything going alright with this trip? The organisation-side of it I mean?
(the booking of the hotel as well as the trainride, I still have to do the booking for?)

2)And the trip itself, meeting with my friend, how will it be?

3)And of course also, seeing Jude Law again, how will THAT be?

I know I know 3 questions.....

But hey, see the bright side! Not one centering around P.

and yes, lily, I do think we might be quite a bit into each other, mutually so, and that is how far it can go, so just enjoying the awareness that apparently I affect him too in a positive way.

It can`t go any further than that anyway, and interestingly, if I am very very honest, the reason for that is not ONLY his marital status, but there are reasons on my side as well. Or excuses? oh well, not wanting to think too much about it.