posted August 17, 2016 12:26 PM            

Thank you I start my trip early my time AM.

Id like to ask so post urs also.

posted August 17, 2016 12:36 PM            

My question is basically the same:
Has P been thinking of me and our encounter last friday (not necessarily nonstop, and not necessarily today, just maybe in passing) and if so, how was he thinking about that, the way we interacted mostly?

posted August 17, 2016 01:52 PM            

That girl "L" she changed her profile pic a few days ago and her mom commented on it "its been enough,come back home, i miss you"

I just noticed A liked this comment, it made it seem like he liked her mom telling her she stayed long enough?

Why did he like the comment her mom made?

posted August 17, 2016 02:00 PM            

For what I got:

Page of Pentacles - Chariot - Strength
clarifier: 8 of pentacles

I think he was thinking rather positively about you, even admiring something about you, maybe your groundedness. There is however also the tendency to reign in impulses or balance them out, either in you or in him thinking of you, but both chariot and Strength speak of quiet determination, so maybe he has been thinking on steadily workin on improving the connection to you (8 of pentacles would point into that direction as well).

posted August 17, 2016 02:02 PM            

But I am glad that he did think of that encounter and that it uplifts his spirits a little, it definitely did uplift mine. And puzzle me of course.

BRB with your other question

posted August 17, 2016 02:13 PM            

King of Wands - Page of Cups - 5 of cups
clarifier: 10 of swords

Hmm, you know the line Judas is singing in "Heaven on their minds"?

"It was beautiful, but now it's sour
Yes it's all gone sour"

or what Jesus sings during the arrest?

"Don't you know that it's all over
It was nice but now it's gone"

This is actually what instantly came to my mind.
Well I did actually not ask why he liked the Mom`s comment, but how he likes that girl staying with him still.

To me it seems like it was nice in the beginning and he enjoyed it, also the physical aspect of it, but now, well her departure is overdue.

The 5 of cups shows cups tumbled down to earth, and well I had once in my life a tarot reading (in 2014, when seeing P in "Excalibur" actually, and I was in a very bad emotional shape, very very bad, I just wanted it all to be over, the questions, the doubts, the heartbreak - yes there WAS heartbreak once upon a time, though most of the suffering was selfinduced on my behalf, as I realized just 6 weeks later, or started to slowly realize, but THEN? that may? Dark dark gloomy numbing comatose night of the soul. Brrrrr never again. lol)

Anyway I went to that tarot reader and actually all the cards I pulled were good ones, she was surprised, telling me that everything is actually very very good and that I would soon reach a point of stability and actually I should be there already, and I was having all I could wish for. It was all being there.

So in short the cards did not seem to fit (of course they did fit, I was just too blind to see how they fit. Anyway)

So she asked me to pull a card for where the deeper issue and trouble lies and I pulled the 5 of cups.

And she explained to me - which is why I retell this tale. lol sorry for boring you with it - that this card above all means that "feelings are stagnant", something sort of has gotten stuck, and feelings should always be flowing, not getting stuck and stale.

And I think that is how he feels about her staying anylonger. It feels stale and stagnant. And the 10 of swords CLEARLY points to the end of a cycle. He wants her gone, like - YESTERDAY.

posted August 17, 2016 02:14 PM            

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Originally posted by intuitivefish:
But other issues cloud his thoughts now.

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posted August 17, 2016 02:21 PM            

1st reading - yep resonates,I feel his energy and its making me nervous as I do feel that something is soon happening.

2nd - haha thats how it felt to me.
Funny thing is, those arguments you saw before + this = not good.
Also, AV told me he feels annoyed she stayed this long.
She said the girl kept making excuses why she isnt leaving.
And I can imagine this,he works allll day then had to come home to her needing attention and what not.. becomes exhausting.

Today, he posted a pic which he posts when he feels off. It just says "fvuck life" on which she commented "fvck"
So yea something seems offff

Thank you!!

posted August 17, 2016 02:26 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Do you get something about what issues that could be? Or is that too nosy on my part?

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posted August 17, 2016 02:53 PM            

haha, people should REALLY know when to leave. Can`t be long now, right?

As for the reading on him.
Yes, it makes sense. He is overworking again. I mean he had been having those 3 solo concerts, last being on saturday (and on friday together with the fanmeeting, which started at 4:30 p.m. and the concert ended only - cause he kinda did not want to leave stage. lol- at 11:30 p.m. or so.) and on sunday evening he had to be in this other village being on stage and has another row of very exhausting performances until next sunday I think, with only monday off, though after that there will be a bit of a break. Well not really, he will have to rehearse for "Tarzan" (He plays the father-monkey. lol) but at least he will be home steadily which might be positive for the family situation.

As for his wife, I don`t know of course if I in some way contribute to that tension, but I get the feeling she really does not like me, actually rather dislikes and even loathes me, nonverbally of course. Well I may be simply oversensitive, but I got the impression on several occasions.
And yet I never did anything to warrant her suspicion, I never even really tried to flirt with him, or hit on him or anything of that sort, in fact I am always rather quiet and withholding even around him, I donīt follow him around, I don`t pester him for pictures or autographs, I don`t do the fan-stuff. Whenever we talk it is usually because he sort of popped up in my proximity and my aquaintances started the chat, it is more like a coincidence.

Anyway on friday, his wife was passing the group of my aquaintances and me on the way to her car. My aquaintance greeted her and without thinking I greeted her as well, and she greeted me back. But it was by accident!
Well she hurried over to her car and banged the doors so loud that I thought she might have broken something and then hurried back again, without a word, well she was throwing me a glance when going back in, which I felt was not so friendly (understatement here!).

She is usually very polite and friendly towards all his fans, except for me. Actually my aquaintance wondered at a concert last february, why his wife was so different all at once, usually she would greet and make even smalltalk and then she seemed almost defensive.
Well I could have told her that most probably my presence was the reason (it was the first time that I showed up there together with this aquaintance).

And well actually after the concert ended on friday, and there was NOTHING, no exchange of words, no extended eyecontacts between P and me (yes it has happened in the past. lol), though he did repeatedly glance over to me, but hey he glanced at other spots in the audience, too, I think.

Anyway nothing to feel bad about, but when the lights went on, I had the crawling feeling I get if someone watches me and when I turned my head I saw his wife staring at me, once again. With a pretty empty gaze though, not sure she even really saw me. But it was a little, I don`t know, uncomfortable?

Well maybe she was also less than amused when last month when I asked him on facebook if that engagement he has right now is still work or already holiday (he posted a picture of himself, relaxing in a cafe with sunglasses) - I never expected a response. But I got one. though until today I have no clue how my question was leading to THAT response, as he wrote back:
"Love is work, work, work."

I suppose his wife must have seen that as well, and maybe she wasn`t too charmed by what he said there?

But basically i have no clue really.

Sorry for the rant.

posted August 17, 2016 03:21 PM            

On the other hand I knew that he was having a girlfriend some months before, but never knew who it was. Then one day I stumbled across his friends-list on facebook and back then there were a lot of friends there, including female ones, but from the moment I saw her picture, I knew it was her.

Strangely enough I have seen a picture of her when she was around 8 years old, and back at that age, despite now being very very different, but back at that age we looked so alike. We were even wearing the same necklace. lol
It really shocked me when someone showed me that picture of her, as at first I thought they were showing me a picture of myself that age!
That was.... creepy.

posted August 17, 2016 03:26 PM            

Im gonna go hit bed early.