posted September 30, 2016 04:55 PM            

The first one resonated for me because after a lot of momentum and positivity this year, I hit a wall, and things started to slow down drastically. I kept getting the Tower and death for myself, so with everything going on recently with school and me moving literally and on with my life, I figured that that was what you were pertaining to. I do firmly believe that you are on to something once I accept whatever transformation is going on with me; maybe a cosmic reward.

I think you were correct about the Juniper tree too and honestly because I literally had to access a situation to make sure it was truly right for me, and that I wasn't trying to force it. More like lying to yourself, or tricking yourself into thinking something is okay when it isn't.

The second thread I think really spoke to how C was feeling about me...like he couldn't trust me, or maybe I was being too inappropriate to his liking. He thought I was too flirty and that I was being dishonest with him about cheating. Heck, I was feeling the same way...but it was totally lack of communication and honestly, mind games because we both wanted the upper hand(Always remind them not to get too comfortable because you can be replaced mind games) Childish, I know.