posted October 22, 2016 11:22 PM            

Last year was Turanus squaring my mars exactly in october and I cried a lot when was exact.I felt like I just couldn't be here anymore.I was depressed at that time though .(Tpluto was right on my sun too)

Now is coming back to make me fill another bucket of tears.Why the winter has to be so sad?
My life is off the rails.Today I realized how stuck I am.Is all numb.
I just can't find someting that I trully love or care about! I don't think I ever will.I thought I was better and things were progressing but I'm not.All the dirty still under the rug. :/

How can I deal with this transit?any idea,please?I have no clue anymore.

posted October 22, 2016 11:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Orange:
Dont deal with it and dont fight it, Pluto is more powerful than you. Just let it blow and hold on still. Also, whatever changes Pluto brings, it's for your best. You will find out about it once it is over.

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Thank you Orange.You are always here for me!! You may not remember but when I was going through the phase of Turanus on my natal sun last year you were the one who helped me!I was freaking out!!

posted October 23, 2016 01:50 AM            

You've been going through some transits that can indicate emotional awakening of sorts. Uranus has been sextile your natal Moon for a while. Mars [24 south] recently transited contra-parallel your Moon [23 north] too, and is just about to again.

Then with Pluto in transit conjunct your Sun-Uranus-Neptune (and opposite Mars), you are going through a time of personal transformation and greater awareness of power that will undoubtedly test the posture you take towards others and the world generally.

And yes, Pluto [21S27] joined by Saturn [21S04] is now quite close to your Neptune [21S29] in declination. This sets up the process as one of spiritual transformation, or one of opening up the mind to imagine more. It may also be an awakening of sensitivity, compassion.

Once you get all these Pluto transits behind you you'll be much stronger -- if you allow the process to work. I know its not easy, but it does pay off. There are even more transits, but there's no point in detailing them. I think you will never again in your life have as many difficult transits as what you are going through now. It will gradally get better.

posted October 23, 2016 09:18 AM            

I recently watched a video about "awakening" and I think I have some of their signs.So what you said makes perfect sense.Thanks a lot Kannon!! 💙

posted October 23, 2016 03:29 PM            

I have just noticed that your progressions show that prog Uranus has come within <0°04'> of exact conjunction with prog Neptune. That emphasizes the potential of this transformative period as an awakening. You will not be able to define it beforehand. Just let it work its magic and bring out what lies latent inside you. It is normally a slow progression, but moving quicker in your chart. It will last until 2024 for you.