posted October 23, 2016 10:36 AM            

I have not been on here in a while! I used to be on more than I care to admit! LOL! Jk. But I have graduated, moved, started a new job teaching, and things have been crazy busy in my life and filled with newness and transition, which has taken me away from the forum, among other things. However, I still come back from time to time and "lurk" to check in on everyone. See who is new and who is still representing. Lol.

I was wondering if anyone could PLEASE be sweet enough to give me a birthday reading. My birthday is coming up on Tuesday. I had a feeling my significant other was going to come to surprise and visit me; however, I am not sure if my spidey senses were accurate this time around. To add insult to injury, he and I had a convo that was cut short last night in which he said he "thinks" I am the one. He also said that he has been somewhat guarded because he is essentially scared I will hurt him although I have not given him reason to believe that to be true. He said, "I'm scared that you can't love me like I can love me."

What in the world!?? First off, no one will ever be able to love him love him like he will be able to love himself. Well, I should say that no one will ever be able to love anyone as well as we love ourselves, because we SHOULD have such strong self love for ourselves. But that's an entirely different post. Lol.

But anyway, we used to live in the same city, I moved after graduating for a job and he is supposed to be moving to the city where I live at the end of December and we have discussed marriage and having children in detail. So for him to use words like "think", I was clearly REALLY thrown for a loop, confused, and down right hurt.

We didn't get a chance to finish the conversation because we had to get off the phone. We will. But I was wondering if someone could look into this for me and see what you see happening between him and I moving forward?

posted October 24, 2016 04:54 PM            

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Originally posted by ILovePoems:
Hi! Happy birthday to you both! I can give both of you guys a reading.

Um but first Bless, can you give me his initials?

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Thank you! I'll be 28 tomorrow, even though one look at me you'll assume I'm a teenager lol. Thanks for the reading, Poems! I actually remember when you first joined, but it was around the time I left this site for a bit, lol. We never really interacted before, so you probably don't know/remember me, lol.

posted October 24, 2016 07:42 PM            

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Originally posted by ProxyxBlue:
Not a reader, but I have been lurking wondering if I should ask for a birthday reading myself. Funny thing is, my birthday is October 25th too, lol.

I just wanted to wish you a happy early birthday!

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posted October 24, 2016 07:43 PM            

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Originally posted by ILovePoems:
Hi! Happy birthday to you both! I can give both of you guys a reading.

Um but first Bless, can you give me his initials?

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posted October 24, 2016 08:23 PM            

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Originally posted by blessed39:
Happy birthday!!!! Any fun plans???

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posted October 24, 2016 08:31 PM            

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Originally posted by ProxyxBlue:
Thank you! And no plans for tomorrow as far as I'm aware, but today my boyfriend took me out to eat. What about you?

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posted October 25, 2016 01:38 PM            

First card is Despair. I don't know if one of you feel annoyed sometimes because of the other person or feel a bit frustrated because of someone's actions.. but I do know this card tells me that someone may feel stressed or angry at times.
The next card is Room. Now this card usually indicate visiting someone, giving someone space, or a room. lol Does any of that make sense?
The next card is Money.. either this literally talks about money that someone must have or this may mean trying to feel confident regarding their own self and the relationship between you both.
The next card is Sweetheart. This is you, as you're the querent and the important person in his life.
The next card is Thought. This means having deep thoughts about the connection that you two have, trying to decide on something regarding the situation that you're in. So I do know there is some thinking here.
The last card is Journey, this either means traveling, moving or making progress an moving forward.

posted October 25, 2016 06:04 PM            

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Originally posted by blessed39:
Happy birthday Proxy!! LOL.

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posted October 25, 2016 08:39 PM            

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Originally posted by ILovePoems:
Okay I asked about what happen between you two. I pulled 6.. even though I'm not sure if it's the right amount of cards to keep pulling like that lol.

First card is Despair. I don't know if one of you feel annoyed sometimes because of the other person or feel a bit frustrated because of someone's actions.. but I do know this card tells me that someone may feel stressed or angry at times.
The next card is Room. Now this card usually indicate visiting someone, giving someone space, or a room. lol Does any of that make sense?
The next card is Money.. either this literally talks about money that someone must have or this may mean trying to feel confident regarding their own self and the relationship between you both.
The next card is Sweetheart. This is you, as you're the querent and the important person in his life.
The next card is Thought. This means having deep thoughts about the connection that you two have, trying to decide on something regarding the situation that you're in. So I do know there is some thinking here.
The last card is Journey, this either means traveling, moving or making progress an moving forward.

wow this reading is a lot shorter than me actually typing it lol

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posted October 25, 2016 08:41 PM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
Happy Solar Return!

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