posted November 12, 2016 10:41 AM            

I'll be your friend, notice it's exhausting trying to maintain friendship not outof malice but rather because you feel drained.

posted November 12, 2016 05:42 PM            

You are probably starting to feel the effects of two major transits:

Your Saturn return, where transiting Saturn out there will conjoin with where your Saturn was at birth.

Also, you are probably starting to commence feeling the effects of the current position of Uranus as it closes in on a trine aspect to your the position of Uranus at your birth.

The Saturn return is a big deal. It's where we might feel all manner of things that leave us feeling like something has gone wrong and we need to do something about it. A lot of divorces happen around the Saturn return or just after so you can see how it can impact us.

So you may start to feel a bit of depression (Saturn) and dissatisfied.

In astrology, Saturn and Uranus have a kind of opposing nature to one another. Saturn likes to keep order and keep things the same it doesn't like change. Uranus is all about change and innovation.

Both planets are conjunct natally in your chart and aspecting your Sun and Venus, Asc/dsc, MC/IC so you are probably familiar with this type of energy conflict within you. Particularly Uranus is in close aspect to the axis in your chart and to Venus ruling your ASC. Saturn is ruling your Midheaven and Aquarius is also in your 10th house which is ruled by both. So yes its a really sensitive time for you at the moment.

Natal Uranus is also conjunct your Natal Moon (ruled by Saturn).

Is it possible that you are sometimes too social that you leave your friends behind? You may even tune out a little to them (Moon/Neptune square Venus/Mercury natally).

In mid May the two transiting planets hit 26 degrees. From about the 15th May to the end of May you will be feeling the effects of a few things going on. Transiting Venus will be in Aries conjunct Mercury, Jupiter and the North Node. Venus and Mercury are all about friendships, communicating and eating out locally stuff like that. I would say that Venus conjunction Jupiter/North Node will be some kind of event probably noticed on the 16th May, 2017. The 19th to 23rd could be a little like mixed blessings with the Uranus/Saturn energy.

Speaking of blessings, that could be the feel of transiting Venus to Jupiter/North Node. But perhaps it will be a blessing in disguise (12th house - hidden; and also Natal Venus in tough aspect to Uranus/Saturn natally. It could be a time about clandestine romance which you might often experience with have both Venus and Sun in the 12th natally.

Do you write? For some reason the transit of Venus to Jupiter/North Node gave me the impression of "seal the book deal". So maybe this will be somehow part of that time.

Write on Christmas this year will be the main experience of your Saturn return. So to be proactive and positive I think its good to have this knowledge of how this can play out so that you can see that we are all just moving through cycles to become more of who we are. So rather than have fear (which is also a Saturn reaction), by reading up on Saturn returns (which usually happen at 29.5yrs old) we can be prepared (which is another Saturn concept as well, teehee).

So yes, you may find your 30th birthday will be really impacting you as Saturn and Uranus approach natal Uranus by aspect. Maybe you can do some things to prepare yourself but maybe add in some "planned excitement" that has room for the unpredictable (Uranus) as well as things not quite going to plan or being delayed (Saturn). The type of thing that could happen is that you decide to stay home, start to regret it then make some spontaneous plans and find that you end up where you would not have expected Uranus). Then possibly regret it (Saturn). So I'm not sure but maybe its better to plan in the Uranus elements of the event so that you honour both energies.

I also had an impression that this time in May-ish could see the advent of something to do with groups (both Uranus and Saturn rule Aqarius which is the sign of the cusp of your natal 11th house - traditionally known for groups).

So hope I don't frighten you as I would encourage you to widen your knowledge (Sagittarius is ruling your natal Uranus and Saturn) and build your awareness of how cycles can impact us, especially look to transit cycles of Jupiter, Saturn and Uranus.

I think I've got that right, I'm looking at this without my glasses and just flicking between screens to see the degrees etc.

posted November 13, 2016 08:38 AM            

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Originally posted by Julz87:
It's your 12th house.

I'll be your friend, notice it's exhausting trying to maintain friendship not outof malice but rather because you feel drained.

We can be friends
My email is in my profile.

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Thank you

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Originally posted by Chryseis:
So hope I don't frighten you as I would encourage you to widen your knowledge (Sagittarius is ruling your natal Uranus and Saturn) and build your awareness of how cycles can impact us, especially look to transit cycles of Jupiter, Saturn and Uranus.

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Thank you Chryseis!

I am actually not scared of my Saturn return. I'm curious and full of hope. I read a lot about it and I don't know what can happend but I'm aware that it's coming. This is likely to be about 8th house, career (MC in capricorn) and Saturn-Venus connection.
What I'm scared is that I want to find a job in another city and move out. My parents want to buy me an apartment in that city which is great but I'm really scared of delays and obstaacles. I'm scared of false hopes.

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Originally posted by Chryseis:

Is it possible that you are sometimes too social that you leave your friends behind? You may even tune out a little to them (Moon/Neptune square Venus/Mercury natally).

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In recent years I'm not social at all. But maybe I did that when I was younger... sounds fimiliar but I didn't realize it so thank you.

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Originally posted by Chryseis:

I also had an impression that this time in May-ish could see the advent of something to do with groups (both Uranus and Saturn rule Aqarius which is the sign of the cusp of your natal 11th house - traditionally known for groups).

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I hope that there will be some groups in my life

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Originally posted by Chryseis:

Do you write? For some reason the transit of Venus to Jupiter/North Node gave me the impression of "seal the book deal". So maybe this will be somehow part of that time.

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Like a real book? Sorry, English is not my first language. So I'm writing but only my very personal thoughts, it is helping a lot. It would be great to be a writer. I'm a graphic and an aspiring painter.

posted November 13, 2016 05:33 PM            

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Originally posted by Chryseis:
Hi lazy moon, I hope all goes well with your career and creative interests. I hope your friend situation improves

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Thank you It will

posted November 13, 2016 08:18 PM            

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Originally posted by lazymoon:
You're sweet, thank you :* :)

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posted November 13, 2016 08:21 PM            

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Originally posted by lazymoon:
Thank you It will

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I'm sure it will, just keep having hope and believing whenever you feel down, okay ? See, even Julz wants to be friends with you, and I'm sure many people will too in your life, no doubt you'll be very very dear to them.