posted December 06, 2016 04:33 PM            

I can do it again tomorrow Im just off too sleep
Maybe as I am tired I didnt get full pic.

posted December 06, 2016 04:37 PM            

8 of Pentacles | The Hierophant (Rx) | Justice
Clarifier: 2 of Swords

I think he is dwelling on it. He's being very analytical about it, considering the pros and cons. Is there any way he may be under the impression of something that is false? It seems he is mistaken about something and taking it as "solid knowledge". I feel he's pending more to reach out to you but this might be something that will take him a while to do. He's a bit hesitant on it but I don't feel he's over about you, no.

posted December 12, 2016 12:52 PM            

Just some feedback on the party.
It was absolutely lovely, I had a super great time. I reconnected with old friends and even brought a new one to the group who was very warmly welcomed. There were some guys around but I was feeling a bit hard to get that night. But yes, there were some stares and a few interested. In particular, there was in the group a guy who used to be madly in love with me and it looked like I still had some effect on him, even others told me so.

The night was super fun and dynamic. I was pleasantly surprised that it went so well. However, at the end of the night, I got injured... I fell on an already previously injured knee, which is unreal to me. This situation happened to me on New Year's, now it's repeating. My knee is still a bit swollen and in pain, so I'm still not sure if the pain is from the swelling/bruises or something else. Hopefully nothing serious will come out of it! It took some time to heal the first time, but eventually I got fine.

Also someone mentioned a lot of drinking, yes. lol

posted December 12, 2016 12:56 PM            

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Originally posted by intuitivefish:
Do you still want me to look again into that question?

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Yes, please IF...

Some events have happened and I'd really like to know what I mean to him. Just simple as that...

posted December 12, 2016 12:59 PM            

I have feedback that me and A chatted yesterday.

Wanted to ask what this may lead to between us?

posted December 12, 2016 01:17 PM            

I hope I get it right this time. Otherwise my connection isnt as good any more.

posted December 12, 2016 01:34 PM            

I asked what this chat will lead into.

Ace of Cups | King of Swords (Rx) | The Moon (Rx)
Clarifier: The Magician (Rx)

You have a wonderful card here and a beautiful one to get in your situation, if my memory doesn't fail me, I believe I got the Ace of Cups in the last reading I did for you aswell. Just this tells me that whatever happens next, that chat that you had yesterday was a catalyst for a new beginning in your connection, a new dynamic in your connection and the start of a period that will make you both much happier in your connection. However, this will not be so simple. I get him turning a bit cold again, you may feel some sort of detachement... What I feel mostly is him having an attitude that you won't quite understand. This is because he is still very much on the fence about coming forward with you, even though this is what he wants in his heart. But he does get his thoughts in the way and may have an attitude that won't be understandable for those who don't know what is going on in his mind - in this instance, you. So I feel that for this chat maybe you had big hopes but they won't totally be met... Not now. This will be a slow progress. But this sure was an important move to build some ground in a new path and trust that it is the right one to take.

posted December 12, 2016 01:44 PM            

Yes, there was a misunderstanding and emotions got high... I feel he may be got a bit scared that I would put an end to this, even. It mainly had to do with trust issues on my part... I'm afraid I may be judging him based on old circumstances, you know? I do try to be fair but I didn't dignify myself so many times in the past, I won't allow it to happen now... So I find myself a bit on the fence as to am I being naive for believing him or am I being unnecessarily harsh for not doing it so easily.

I feel the same way about us being on the same level finally... That was the precise feeling that I was getting before this happened. Funny you mention me being a secret to him, not many people know about us. That has always been something relevant in our connection. I feel us slowly being more open to others knowing about us, though.