posted January 08, 2017 05:20 PM            

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Originally posted by AwakenSky16:
Okki, I try for you with cards
It's late here, but if I do not finish my reading today for you, you'll soon have it
I'll use the Faerytale oracle.

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posted January 08, 2017 06:42 PM            

Thank you so much!

posted January 09, 2017 04:00 AM            

Please take this with a pinche of salt because The cards give just an invitation to think. I hope it will help you a little...

Water and salt (truth) / Green Prato (wounds) / Fairies (words) / The 12 Dancing Princesses (Enchantment)

The first card means saying a truth, the truth and that may not please everyone. Something would have been said of truth but that would have left traces of pain, but it had to be done even if the price to pay is expensive, in the long run it will be better. It is said here the importance of being honest.
The second card means that someone can blame you because he wanted something for you that you did not agree with. Because of this you have kept your feelings and made your way in silence in the sense that you wanted, but suddenly you assume the consequences in some way. The card shows that it was probably better for you, at that time, to follow your path than to give in to the desires of someone else who wanted to control something in your life. You may have made a courageous choice ...
The third card means you want a lot from someone or the world in general and you can have ugly thoughts that do not help you and can drain you (it sounds like what you say?). It is suggested that you free yourself from the toxins of bad thoughts (poison), of what you are chewing and that there is a deep work of liberation of thought to be done and in time. It is possible that another is what you desire (perhaps metaphorically) and that you should think of creating it for yourself too, but that it does not come by itself and that you must be active in this creation.
The fourth card means that you may feel like you have to give up certain freedoms and that it costs you something (morally). If that's the case, we have to think about it. Maybe you wanted to please someone or you "sacrificed" for something against what was good for you. It is much like the child who wants to please his parents but "it is not the duty of the child to realize the dreams and wishes of the parent", he must act for his own future and stand up for Itself without guilt.
Conclusion: There may have been a conflict between what was expected of you and what you did for yourself because you felt it was the best. Did you want it for that or is it you who have difficulty coping with your choice now because things have not yet become what you expected? Do you feel resentful, feel guilty or anger, do you feel that as you made a different choice for yourself from the one you were expecting you can not ask for the support you would have Need and get it?
The Faery card invites you to speak without aggressiveness or resentment, to communicate "because words have the power to change lives".

Can this make sense to you?

posted January 09, 2017 04:02 AM            

Ok I make your reading now ...

posted January 09, 2017 04:57 AM            

6 of cups/Whell of fortune/6 of pentacles

In recent times, both of you or one of you has been able to turn back on the beginning of your relationship with nostalgia, think it was good and have doubts about the possibility of being able to continue this relationship.
Perhaps it'ss a question of finding a certain balance, fairness in the relationship to move forward? Maybe find out if you will be able to find that balance point together to give and receive equitably to each other in your romantic relationship.
Conclusion: If your couple's situation is currently difficult, it may be about to change to become better, more balanced because there is mutual understanding, love and a sense of security.
If your current situation is serene, there might be a movement to shake things up because your upcoming relationship may suffer from a lack of balance in the engagement of either of you. One could invest more than the other which is not easy to build a long-term relationship together. It may therefore be possible for you to rework this for the sake of your relationship.
Tell me if this makes sense because reading is a bit difficult for me here because of the 6 of pentacle. Would you have had the same reading?

posted January 09, 2017 08:46 AM            

the empress/4 of swords/king of wands/the star

It would seem that this year is for you a year of new achievements, with new projects, which you may have already thought about for some time or which were already in progress last year. These projects, ideas ... will challenge you but in a way that will be stimulating and enjoyable ...
This could be in this a year of well deserved recovery after last year which may have been difficult, causing stress and tension. If you had to put in place some complicated things, you can put this a little rest for a while before going back with all your energy regained. This year should allow you phases of your breath recovery before you finish the work start. It says that you have to see things in the long run and get to the end of what you do, because it will be for something more positive and fair that you will succeed.

Does it make sense to you?

posted January 09, 2017 09:36 AM            

Currently you seem to be aware of some defects and opportunities in your life, possibly following a setback, loss or pain. It is indicated that your difficulties may soon end with a sense of relief because you will be able to move forward to something else and it will be new to you. There is like a recommencement, a rebirth after difficulties because you can learn from experience and not stay in a "victim" position. You will have opportunities that will allow you to grow in the future. There may now be more to you than what you see on the surface and if you stay open you may soon see your horizon widen, go beyond the current boundaries and have a longer-term vision ... Do you envisage a kind of journey?

Does it make sense to you? I had a little trouble putting the meaning of the cards in an order that seemed to want to be like past / present / future ... Tell me.

posted January 09, 2017 10:39 AM            

I think it makes sense but I'm having a big trouble to identify clearly this experience! I need to read this more and more and meditate through it but I promise that I will give you feedback if I find the answer ok?.

I had some bad experiences in my childhood but I don't think that is what cards are talking about.I think it was something between my 12 years old/17 years old.Something really changed within me back then!

posted January 09, 2017 12:12 PM            

No there is no much negativity here on my thread because of you Just a lot of pain and I send you my best thinking to give you a little courage.

Please don't stay to much on my reading because I can make some mistake, I'm not a great, wonderful, professionnal reader Just like make some reading here and help to think about situation and let see

Sometimes the bad experiences of childhood / adolescence can undermine self-esteem, self-confidence and self-esteem. This can produce spirals of failures in life, even when we have everything to succeed. Sometimes it is good to see a therapist (when we feel the need) to understand where we are drawn back and in the feeling of pain and failure.
I wish you a better year and to start to find your resources