posted February 14, 2017 10:58 AM
Dear Lovelyricha1,Thank you for accepting a reading from me.
Just a note I write as I read. I do not read linearly, and I pull additional cards throughout the reading. Just to explain the lack of structure.
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This is a period of waiting, and wondering if the ship will come in. In the near past there appears to have been some foolhardiness in decision-making made in good faith but with without considering the consequences, of which appear to be manifesting now as lack of resources. It would be useful to examine decisions made in the past that have an influence on the present circumstances to make better decisions for the future. One of the main challenges appears to be an over-indulgent person this could be a male. This person is not bad, but they love pleasure and this can lead to bad decisions. In the near future, the start of a new project is shown. This will have a favourable outcome and it manifestation will be quick. There may be news or a message soon to be received related to this. This project appears to be a creative one, conferring an opportunity to hold ones head high once again and be honoured for ones contribution. A talent as yet unexplored, we could say.
The environment is supportive of coming together. Often adversity can strengthen the sense of unity. Look out for people around you who wish to help, it is suggested that they are there and their influence could be beneficial. Their perceptions may also encourage a new way of seeing things, leading to opportunities for change. I am shown that you may be feeling quite hurt and self-protective just now (understandably), which may be preventing you from seeing a male who wishes to help. He is linked to the creative project. The message is to try and entrust some of the responsibility to others who have the willingness and means to move things forward. The male may be of fiery temperament, and reminiscent of an Aries Sun. He may be good at getting things started. There is a sensitive and nurturing woman who is also there for you in fact, you appear to be flanked by these two people I think they seek to protect you from taking too much responsibility for recent events. Only you know if this is appropriate or not. If it is, please let them take care of you. It is suggested that you may feel afraid of asserting your will at the moment, despite your will being strong, but at the same time, you may be wishing for more control over events. Beware of focusing too much on the past some nostalgia is fine, but when change is already happening, it can be dangerous to resist psychologically. Better to find a way to work with the new reality, to be creative in thinking and action.
You must not fear death. What is happening is an overhaul, a burning up a phoenix will rise from the ashes, try not live in fear, as this will make you think you have less options than you do in reality. I am shown a warning to beware of refusing too many options, and becoming apathetic this is not the time for rumination.
The outcome is that of learning to balance opposing forces in your life. You may wish for one or the other, but for a while, it will be about maintaining a balance. It may feel at times like being blind, however, it is good to remember that those who are visually-impaired often gain a sharpening of all the other senses. Beware of avoiding the facts and being afraid to make decisions, otherwise the decisions may be made by someone less qualified to do so. The situation is uncertain, but there is much resilience shown here and also offers of help from the environment that it would be wise to consider. The Emperor appeared as an additional card in the outcome along with the 2 of Swords, this concerns authority and law, it will have full reign if one does not choose a course of action.
This was not a negative reading Lovelyricha1, however a transformation and reorganisation is afoot. It is encouraging you to let go of fear, to think creatively, to exploit a talent you already have and to beware of avoiding taking action. Also, to think deeply about offers of help and not allow pride to be a barrier to accepting assistance from others willing to share some of the load.
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Hope this helped a bit, and I wish you all the best. You can do this!