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Topic: Synastry & Gifts from Venus retrograde
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nyangeloxo
Newflake Posts: 15
From: ny
Registered: Jun 2011
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posted April 28, 2017 01:02 PM
  
a beautiful thing happened.
during venus retrograde i spent a lot of time thinking about past relationships and my inability to open up. i thought far back to when i was my most innocent and pure and remembered a guy who i met when i was 14. we were both in this rotary youth exchange program where if we were chosen, we would have the ability to go abroad for a year. We both got chosen and had to do a weekend intensive training. it was there that he asked me to go for a walk by the lake. He told me how he much he cared for me and that he wanted us to be together. Ill never forget the feeling of comfort and safety I felt with him. I told him i felt the same way but that we would both be far away from each other for a long time and i didnt know if i could handle it. We stayed in touch while abroad but then we lost touch and he went into the marines and I had a lot of family issues, ended up having a child and becoming a single mom. Fast forward to this retrograde that made me think of him, I immediately got excited and went to search for him online but couldnt find him at all. I remember i sat there with a smile on my face just thinking about that feeling he brought to me and our innocence and i wished him well wherever he was and sent him lots of pure love. I began to do mediation and things to open my heart at home every night.
About two days later I get a friend request from him. I nearly fainted. We made plans to meet up and we did. He told me he loved me and that we were soulmates and i was taken right back to that feeling at 14 again. we had an amazing night but naturally i got scared of being hurt and pushed him away a bit. We are still talking every day and ive been opening up to him more and more but I havent seen him in a few weeks. I know that i want to try and make things work with him because i love him and should not be scared of that. But he just brought up to me that he was offered a job overseas that he didnt know if he would take.
The reason for this post is because i need help analyzing our synastry as it is obvious that the two squares are going to be a bit of an issue. there has to be a way to transcend some of this stuff and evolve it into something mutually beneficial instead of having it constantly be a reoccuring issue and dooming the entire relationship....
the synastry im attaching is not utilizing birth times (as i dont have his)
his aries sun squares my venus and uranus in cap.
he natally has sun square uranus and venus
and i natally have sun semisquare venus and uranus
as well as saturn opp jupiter & saturn opp neptune natally
11/07/1989 09:41 Julian day 2447837.90
Timezone -0.00 ST 12.47 Lat 0.00 Long 0.00 03/20/1989 Aspect 11/07/1989 Orb/Value
Sun Square Venus 2.09 -205
Sun Square Uranus 2.52 -93
Mercury Trine Sun 1.05 196
Mercury Trine Pluto 0.56 62
Saturn Sextile Sun 1.57 62
Saturn Sextile Mercury 0.07 93
Saturn Opposition Jupiter 2.18 -53
Saturn Conjunction Saturn 3.11 78
Saturn Conjunction Neptune 2.48 72
Uranus Conjunction Venus 3.09 91
Uranus Conjunction Saturn 4.41 57
Uranus Conjunction Uranus 2.26 76
Neptune Sextile Mercury 0.41 66
Neptune Opposition Jupiter 1.30 -52
Neptune Conjunction Saturn 2.23 76
Neptune Conjunction Neptune 2.01 71
Pluto Conjunction Sun 0.04 145
Pluto Conjunction Mercury 1.59 99
Pluto Conjunction Pluto 0.14 78
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Randall
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From: From a galaxy, far, far away...
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 29, 2017 07:41 PM
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