posted June 03, 2017 06:47 AM            

Since my birthday all my life is just coming down crushing. Mostly mentally.. But it is so extreme, there has not been any other time in my life when I have felt such pressure in my mind and thinking about wanting to die so much, so often. I can take anymore those emotions.

Here is my solar return chart, what is it saying anyway?!
And why this is such a deadly hard year for me?!