posted June 29, 2017 03:26 PM            

So theres quite alot. To be frankly honest I had trouble in filtering out all the noise and refining the message. You guys have been going through it. You really have.

You guys need compassion right now. You need a break.

The thing is with scorpio is that you guys personify the line 'The road to hell is paved with good intentions'

Alot of scorpios will go and learn the intellectual stuff and strategic stuff but the emotional stuff kinda bypasses them. There is usually a childhood of feeling empty and lack and so when you get older you guys can be extra and find ways to compensate. I see that wanting to run away and get out because you're facing something that you don't know how to handle and it's not your fault.

So some **** went down, and if it's good you've been celebrating, maybe to excess. If now then it's been really manic and you're trying to comb in your unconscious. There's this 'black magic woman' by Santana/ 'Hotel California' vibe; ripping yourself to pieces over what happened and why things are the way they are. You're isolating yourself because you're thinking you're not good enough.

You realised you hurt people and **** but at the same time the grief and the pain is from the fact that you didn't know that that behaviour and words were hurtful. This is actually ignorance. Say you never learnt boundaries, how would you know how to respect other peoples? Say you've never seen a healthy relationship, how are you to do that when you're older. You sometimes simply don't know.

People give you so much **** for hurting them but at the same time no one asks you 'did you mean it?'

I'm sorry Scorpios. I hope you get the compassion you deserve.

the truth is - it is maybe 1 out of a 100 times when you'll try to hurt someone on purpose for no reason, or even when there is a reason. You think it's a waste of energy to retaliate, your energy could go somewhere else more strategically advantageous.

This month it's time to learn those things that wasn't taught to you as a child. Go get the book 'Boundaries,' get those books on assertiveness, on how healthy relationships should be conducted, on attachments, self esteem, self worth anything psychology to help fill in these gaps in your knowledge. it's so important.

When you learn then you can step up and take responsibility with a clear mind. The books will help clear your mind and cut the fog. The pain of realising how much you missed out on will hurt but the freedom and space you will have to be able to confidently say 'this is wrong, this is right ' 'okay i ****** up this way and i apologise for it i didn't mean it, but you weren't innocent because you did ____, if i have to be accountable so do you.'

Learn so you can stand up for yourself and draw boundaries and so you can discern whos right for you and who isn't. You guys want to help people and love people, doing this studying bit will help you.

take care of yourselves please.

posted June 29, 2017 03:59 PM            

It's always cool when the cards mirrors astrology. Alot of big players are asleep at the moment giving you a bit of a break especially saturn which is the opposite planet to neptune your ruler. The only outer planet that is still direct is uranus travelling through aries your second house and your current ruler is retrograde. chiron is direct in your first house with your ruler.

Okay so what are we looking at? Materially, things are chill. You're putting in your hours coming into July and working as hard as you need to be, if theres someone in your life romantically you're a bit apprehensive and taking things slow but in all theres a bit of dissatisfaction resulting in escapism and just you being very piscean.. possibly to a detriment.

Where are you deluding yourself? Where are you imagining things? Where are you self deceiving? Do you want what you actually want? Is only love enough?

Are you asking for too little? is the big question.

July brings that big love that you said you always wanted but now you're wondering ... wait a minute. Do I even want love right now? I asked for something, I called it love, but now that I have this thing I named love, I don't think I named it correctly...

What if you've been chasing something you couldn't name and let society and culture and media make you think it's romantic love. This prince/princess charming. That great relationship. So you get that person and now what?

Do you see how many questions? Yes, there'll be a lot of questions.

This month asks you to look internally, and calm yourself externally because this inner friction will get your blood up and you may take it out on others.

Look internally and see where you've been hurt and trying to plug the wound with what society and culture says you should use to staunch the bleeding. Take a look at your definition of love. Take a look at how you act when you're in love. Pisces opposite is Virgo and so the common idea is that they attract virgoan people but I find the other explanation more truthful which is Pisceans can act like Virgos when in a relationship or partnership with people. Virgos are great but lets be honest they can be nit picky and critical to a point where they're like a vulture and all you're left with is bones. Do you do that? Be honest

If so then where does that come from? Pisceans - I know with your drive for love and all that, it maybe a difficult question to ask but do it anyways.

Take the blind folds off when it comes to your dark side.

When it comes to the love question - also look at your 12th house Aquarius. 12th house is that unconscious and maybe that thing that you've been seeking and trying to put your finger on is love but not the romantic fairy tale love you think you need. Maybe it's love for the collective. Maybe what staunches the bleeding isn't a relationship or partnership it's going out there and helping other people on a grand scale. Think charities and humanitarian work. Theres something bigger out there calling you.

The inner work will be good for you, the ripping off of the band aid - you can handle it I promise. This inner work will be inner. The outer is fun, it's love, and romance and abundance and waves of happy feelings. Just do the inner work so that the good and happy can penetrate to your core and be fulfilling rather than just be superficial fun.

posted June 29, 2017 04:20 PM            

I don't know what to tell you. Drained. You guys are a bit drained. You were feeling fine and able to help people but then you gave them an inch and they took a mile and then others came and they did the same and they did the same too and now you're just done.

**** you all, i'm going to save this all for myself. That's fine. Careful though. Theres alot of love coming in in July with family or special someone and this closing in and being selfish now with your energy is going to be detrimental and hurt.

Self love is fine. Do that. Please take care of yourself you need it you deserve it. Problem is when you spend so much time there and you forget to come back out to the world. When you get deep in your cave of the 4th house and just wallow in self pity and angst and frustration and just urgh that it's not even helpful at that point. staying in that place is so detrimental and it will lead to the quick death of something that could be wonderful.

Look inside yourself and try to learn the balance between helping others and helping yourself. You planned to do that in the first place before things hit the fan. Remember that. Take care of yourself and remember others as well. By the time the new moon in Leo comes around a fire will be lit under your ass to do something about it, just make sure that on the way up to that there's going to be something to work with and you don't just bulldoze over everything and wreck it.

Learn the balance.

Short reading - simple message.

posted June 29, 2017 04:46 PM            

Something is irking you. It's subtle, it's slowly building but it's there. June's been a great break, it's been chill, you've been feeling good, a fresh new start but now you feel things building, something is coming up and just.. urgh.

So what is it? Its the realisation that what you have is not enough. You want more. But you already have so much? you already do so much? you're so busy and so much fun stuff is lined up so what is this need for more?!

July is a time of some reevaluation. July calls for some true virgo discernment and deep diving into your truths.

with that gemini MC you guys take on alot! you guys seem to be busy, doing multiple things and you can spread yourselves thin.. for what?

It's like you're just throwing your energy is multiple directions but you don't actually know what you're going for. All these things that you're doing what will they culminate into? Think of a pyramid, you're at the bottom bit of the pyramid spreading your energy broad and wide but at the peak of the pyramid - what is it? what's the peak? what is the ******* point?

It's time to look at why you're doing so much and being so extra with your time and energy. Look at what really is the most fulfilling and what is most worthy of your time. Then focus on that

If you can have a end goal and long term strategy to get to that thing you can make better choices and the universe is then able to be more supportive because it will actually know what you're putting an order in for! Fulfilment will be there.

if you haven't taken a holiday this summer take a holiday

Discern and recalibrate. You don't need to be everything to be worthy. If if you feel like you do then it's time to have a look at what is making you feel inadequate.

you'll be fine, the month looks as chill as july it's more internal work.

cards includ: the high priestess, the tower, the hanged man, 6 of cups, hermit 7 of cups, moon, king of swords, magician, wheel of fortune, the world

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Thank you Sarahm.

You put a lot of work into all of them. Much appreciated. The Scorpio one does resonate for me.

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Cancer reading, I think you hit it directly on the head. I realize that I am going to have to cut somethings out my life, it really does hurt me in a lot of ways but it is not helping me. I take my own fault in things and I see where I can appreciate others. I think everything happens for a reason in life, I know I am a product of my own dumb decisions. Growing pains I guess but I know they are estential to life , the proscess of life.

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A lot of the monthly general readings on YouTube have not made sense to me but your reading here has really resonated and have managed to pick up the most important points of all. I feel like the other readers who do monthly general readings only pick up on the surface details. Yours bring up the root cause of why certain issues keep reoccurring and how to work towards healing. Awesome readings and I hope you continue to do more.

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Hi sarahhm, thanks for the energy and time you put into this. You're really good. The ones for myself and the people I know are truly spot on. You should do this as a gig, like maybe for a magazine or something.

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Sarahhm ... this horoscope is by far the most detailed and I mean crazy detailed clear just plainly relevant reading I have had in awhile and its amazing to me that it came through a sun sign only ... I wanted you to know! Thank you for this insight you have no idea how much I needed that. Capricorn Sun here

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Sarahhm {{{ }}}
These are fantastic!
THANK YOU for this Labor of Love.

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