posted August 02, 2017 07:21 AM            

It seems he thought you had everything he needed. With you he felt safe, secure and very comfortable. As this card jumped it represents the atmosphere around your question and so I think those feelings in his heart for you haven't changed yet .. Did he feel at that time as he awakened from a nightmare situation ? If so, I think he might have made the choice to go with you because you would allow him to feel confident in his actions for himself, to have more assertiveness.. Lovers says that he wanted to leave an old love story and that for him your encounter might seem destined/fated as a new love story. It seems that he really had great romantic feelings for you and really enjoyed being with you for whatever you brought to him.

I hope this makes sense to you. I don't know your situation, but it seems that there were a lot of feelings at the beginning because of things you had created in him/to him as you were bringing him so much.

Sorry for the slowness, all my reading for you had disappeared ! I had to make all over again trying to remake as well as the first time.

posted August 02, 2017 07:45 AM            

knight of swords
nine of coins
hierophant

posted August 02, 2017 08:54 AM            

So here right now I think that mostly he can feel rejected and left out. He feels like he's left out of your relationship. It seems however that he has the hope that things can evolve / change / return to something better between you two and he hopes having success after all the difficulties and downs between you both. I feel he might be someone who prefers to remain optimistic and he seems to have a strong will to be able to master things and maybe you too. He appears again as the Emperor (released 3 times in my readings for you!). He could be a person who can no longer move his ideas once he has made a decision. So whatever decisions he takes, he will go to the end. So it seems that he no longer wants this situation (wheel/magician) and can't leave the bad things how they are between you two. If he wants keep/ do something with you, he won't let go off it easily, and, for example, iIf he decides he wants you really next to him, he will keep you .. (I wonder how he tries to decide here really. Have you got an idea,see something about it ?)
In other hand :
I wonder if either of you is older than the other, if so is it him? The Emperor is still quite "paternal", solid in his opinions and protective while Magician younger, more spontaneous after his desires on the realization of things. It's also possible that these two behaviors are in him and push him to succeed in life and want to move forward his goals.

I hope this makes sense to you?

posted August 02, 2017 01:11 PM            

I tried wanted to leave the ither night he talked me into staying.....but nothing has xhanfed between us. Nothing at all....if he wanted a roomate only he should if said...I obviously expected a kitten more as it had been before....I given up job opportunities to be here might loose my unemployment, I have no family or friends here....its so hard to be with one person you counted on shuts you out.

posted August 02, 2017 04:53 PM            

I'm sorry to hear that. I understand that such lack of connection / communication can make you crazy and leave you in pain. Did you ask him what he expects from you and talk about your feelings or everything is stuck and you can not tell anything? Did you tell him that you needed to know where you can go together?
We can still exchange tomorrow if you need. I asked my question, but I edit it. I would give it to you if you still need it.
Telling you my thoughts for a little comfort and courage.