posted September 30, 2017 05:23 PM
Hi again AwakenSky16, I am sorry for the delay in feedback!This is a long-distance professional relationship, we have never met in person but communicate regularly. I think this may be why the first card to appear is related to isolation. As for dependency - we work on a few common projects together so in a way we do depend on one another. He happens to be managing some of my work so there's also that. However, on a deeper level, I have developed some attachment to him, he is constantly in my thoughts, like a broken record he just keeps playing in my head. There were a couple occasions where he was very nice and sweet with me and I think this is how he got in to my head, it does now feel a bit obsessive. You could definitely say that often when we communicate it feels for me like it's just the two of us and I sort of wish to spend some alone time with him. I have been thinking about asking him to keep in touch outside of work but I don't believe he would be interested in that.
I am not too sure what the signs may be. My very first impression of him was not very good and definitely not positive, it was a bit like 'who da f is that' as he was a bit abrupt. My first gut feeling about someone never seems to mislead me. But in the last few months we had to work together very closely and this somehow allowed for things to become more personal between us. If you're in to astrology his Mercury and Uranus conjunct my South Node and my Sun and Uranus conjunct his South node, pretty significant contacts. I got really impressed with some of the things he communicated to me and the way he communicated them. It really stirred me up deeply and brought out some positive traits and attitudes in me that I had long buried. In a way, I experienced a personal rebirth through him. I remembered who I used to be as I have been coming off from a difficult relationship, one that had only dragged me down over time, and that had turned me in to a different person who I do not wish to identify with any longer.
But the latest signs I notice are not that positive, he is not as open and nice, being a bit weird and cold as he used to be at first. I guess because we had to stop working closely together on a project which must have impacted him negatively.
For me, this relationship definitely brought me lots of joy, there is definitely a sense of familiarity that I feel and I do see him or saw him as a friend and I sometimes speak to him as if he is a close friend, although I'm not sure how well he really receives this. I definitely feel like I want to nourish him and be kind with him... help him in any way I can. I doubt he feels the same though. I think this is mostly me who feels a bit special towards him.
This is spot on - I am the young one and he is the older one, we have a significant age difference. In many ways I feel we have some similarities and common views on the bigger picture of things. With him I do feel young, and very eager, also fresh with new-found energy. And I suppose he should be mature - but he also has a youthful side to him I think, also feel he likes to come off as calm but I sense there is a lot of intensity underneath that.
He does spur up my creative side like no-one else does, so our communication is often lively and unusual. At least that's how it feels to me. I always make my messages to him very witty and he does sometimes too. I often try to add humour in our conversations and divert us from work I think I sometimes over-do it, in fact there was one time where I lead the conversation for most of the day which kind of prevented us from doing any real work, I think he hated me for it, so perhaps the card's message here may be addressed to him.
This relationship has absolutely been very transformative for myself with lots of creative potential.
I have been trying to get to know him better and we have shared lots of personal information with each other without necessarily building up 'rapport' first.
Yes, I do think we are complimentary or very similar in some relevant ways. I sense he now may be where I once used to be (in a past life maybe) and I'm being pushed to get back on this path, at least for a bit. I do seek harmony and closeness with him despite the differences or difficulties that come between us.
I do feel that ultimately there are things that we can each help the other work out, possibly issues from the past, yes. I definitely think he indirectly helped me deal with personal things that were holding me back. I feel very strongly for this person without really knowing why but the sense of familiarity is very noticeable to me. I would say it's a karmic bond but I think he is quite blind to it all.
I'll see how it all goes, I do hope it does keep developing positively.
Thank you so much for your time and energy with this reading AwakenSky16, it was very accurate and interesting!