posted January 27, 2018 02:11 PM
Hi Fixed-Star.Thank you sooooo much for your feedback.
YES, your chart indicates that you would BE a very sensitive person.
As far as you automatically being a harmer-killer "just because" someone else had similar chart??? LOL
There are LOADS of people with 'similar' charts to ours.
It's "the Decisions" you make, day by day, through your life. Some of those souls made bad decisions. Remember, that it is 'energy'. YOU decide what you want to do with it, using your own Willpower.
People make mistakes.. AND when some do they pay penalties (depending).
Get on the wrong side of the Law? and build a Record you would be known for? ... Even then, YOU can turn your own life around.
Sometimes that means 'getting help' you need...
Some incarcerated people HAVE had turn-arounds, and completed their Educations and found good jobs with Blessed community contacts.
So--
Do you "feel" like you're a 'killer'? (You indicated no.)
Do you already suffer from an extensive criminal-record?
(Then, {speaking generally here}--- WORK with Law Enforcement, Go to them, ASK how you can Better your life-- get mentor, get a buddy, go ask a good judge, get some accountability. Work your Life-- for the Better.)
back to your chart--
Your Chiron is up in the believing-systems of your chart.
What are you 'taking-in' and Believing and deciding about your self~~~ when people say negative things? (rhetorical question)
Do you doom yourself to 'their' beliefs, or decide to make your own?
For info---
The ninth house CAN have to do with morality, and making Good Moral decisions-- shine regards to needing/having a Higher Moral Compass?
The second house also is a Values and Self-esteem, (and Talents) house... is also a house that concerns 'morals' too.
Now, I don't really know you.
Sometimes I have trouble remembering people's stories-- but I Appreciate being able to dig into your story a little more now.
I can see you are finally towards the end of those teen years, still in the midst of sorting out 'what's true or NOT-true' about you, your friends, your parents/authority figures. This can be all done in an internal-way. The people in your life might not even be aware of these conflicts... Sometimes you might 'push' hard, or push away... and that's okay. You need to sort out WHO you are, who you want to be. (My caveat is just.. if you can, don't burn bridges TOO hard-- especially if you might need to return to those some time in the future. ..)
At this time of life, you are STILL building up your emotional banks. Deciding the Values that will define you. You'll go through various testings and adjustings of that in your next decade (20s), on your way to first Saturn Return.
(Life comes with loads of challenging, of course-- I don't think we came onto this planet with a vacation-kind of life? It can really really hurt sometimes, but you CAN Do This. ... We came to Grow. To learn to Share, and for Others to Learn to be tolerant and to Share with US, too, to wait on US too... And sometimes, like the adage says, no pain, no gain? ... But DO Self-Care along that way.. *hug* I pray you find Good Friendships, and Loyal People in the frays.)
Financial--------
What I see regarding your chart would be "money management" issues.
Aries on H2... Impulsiveness regarding spending your wealth. Jupiter Taurus in your second is very generous person with their money. Can always have that 'sense of richness' whether you sit on piles of money, or have it completely wiped out from time to time.
Take care about having too big of a heart and fall for risks lending money to (or FROM) unscrupulous people.
You might have really 'elegant' tastes too, and tend to spend MUCH on Quality goods, without regarding your budget? .. guard against that tendency?
Mercury in your 6th could be the 'restlessness' you'd feel with satisfactions with jobs, studies, etc.. Yet, can be a strength regarding versatility and ability to adjust. That can be a benefit.
Your Mars in the Libra 8th... shows someone who is supportive of others... has Courage and is good at supporting people in a crisis situation. Libra 8th has great inner-instincts about things. Intuitive.
You have that Mercury trine Pluto -- cool
Deep profound thinker.
Loves to delve deeply into Mysteries.
You say you're studying psychology...
And you're nervous, panicky?
Could that be a side-effect of delving into your OWN psyche while studying. Could this be stirring up debris from your own unconscious?
(Pluto transit across your Sun too)
I know that people who study medical-type things (psych-things, astrological-things) sometimes "mistake" that THEY are having those 'abnormal' symptoms they are studying about.
You have LOADS of sensitivity in your chart-- Beautiful Cancer Sun, with Intuiting-Naturally psychic and empathic Pisces Moon?? ...
You're studying, and feeling nervous??? -- hmmmm. How much are you probably 'picking up' on everyone, and everything around you (energetically, emotionally)??!
Do use stones, clearing techniques, calm-breathing meditations, even prayer.
Learn about chakras? ...
So.
Pluto transit Capricorn has been opp/challenging your Sun Cancer.
That is designed to challenge and help you see your sense of developing self..
(Pluto could also be involved with that sense of un-ease you've been having? .. You've BEEN going through this, and growing through it for a year or more now? (It's subtle, and ungoing.)
Can also bring unexpected successes.... *fingers-crossed*
Chiron in Pisces
is still crossing your Moon.
Let me ask---
How has 'music' been in your life?
I noticed too that tNeptune Pisces trines your Sun Cancer now.
Can you explore and access healing-states using music right now?
Be careful of music that has negative messages that can interfere with self-talk?
Use music to LIFT and Inspire...
Whatever you use could affect you with more sensitive responses now.
USE it to your Benefit...
More Curiosity Questions ------
- What do you think about Music Therapy?
- Have you looked into Pet Therapy?
- Are you thinking about working with Children?
- Sag on your MC ... publishing, journalism
So again.
Jupiter Taurus 2nd and Venus Leo in 6th.
You must have great tastes, especially in clothing?
{Hope you don't mind my questions.}
Depending on your responses, feedback, and questions, I can gear some of the research I'm doing towards those.
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*try not to WHOLE quote?*
.. as I may need to adjust mistakes?
AND... it's okay if you have to.
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NOTE---
As long as someone responded to my postings, I leave them there. I leave my work (for their chart delineations). Won't remove material. Only ADJUST it for Clarity.
My time and efforts are Valuable.
There have been charts I've spent time working on for people here, where it was never acknowledged nor responded to.
Those are the ones (~depending) where I have cleared away some of my work (by the time it goes to back-pages in the forum, no longer visible).
I always leave my posts up IF the person even just-responds with a simple smile, or heart.
I know that sometimes a person needs TIME to 'think' or mull-over what was said....
That's totally fine. Just leave a smile! LOL
Even if months pass... I'll leave my work there.
People with a pattern of automatically WHOLE QUOTING "everything" people write... I normally stay away from.
If I interact, it might be only fluffy-superficial.
I tend not to engage in anything substantive.
THANK YOU for your considerations.