posted February 03, 2018 05:01 AM            

The 6 of Cups can also stand for sex. So I'm thinking the relationship is based on this as well as you say, most likely drugs. I get the sense he's really stressed and he may have been demoted in his job or status but that most people don't know this. I do think that things will, without reading any cards, get worse at some point.

I am going to get some sleep. But I will be back tomorrow evening to discuss more and perhaps read again.

posted February 03, 2018 05:10 AM            

That makes sense, yeah. B is actually owner of his own company and does run his own business, I did say he was a high status person. But still, there are people above him that yes, he has to still answer to.

Hummmmmm, I do not know if he's been demoted or anything but like, oh man. I can't say much without revealing too many details.

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posted February 03, 2018 11:10 PM            

2. Do you see me getting through my internship with flying colors?

posted February 03, 2018 11:14 PM            

1. How deep is B into his addiction lately?

posted February 03, 2018 11:38 PM            

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Is R jealous of me or most girls in general?

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Bear / Whip / Clouds
Stork/ Child/ Fish
Tower/ Coffin/ Lady

R is someone who is older than you, and has kids, is that right? They are a mean and intimidating person and misdirect their anger to pretty much everyone. I see that they aren't well liked in general and that they this obnoxious victim complex that pushes people away when they try to help her. She is the type to hold grudges and not like most people in general, so she doesn't have true friends and a lot of people dislike talk behind her back. At most, they just tolerate her.

So I see that she doesn't like women, yes, and she has/had a lot of friendships with women that ended over stuff that doesn't make any sense. She's judgmental too, and judges people based on materialistic and superficial things, like their wealth and how dressy or not they look.

For you, they see you as a child and someone who is inexperienced and immature. They don't see your abilities because well, they're prejudiced and pretty full of themselves and deluded by things in their head that is simply not true. Their perception of you isn't rooted on reality. They might have a problem with drugs or alcohol that makes their mind like this, or they're just was always like this and suffer from severe depression / mental illness that makes them a miserable and envious person.

I can see that they talk down on you a lot, and doubt you, and make you feel bad about yourself. They do that to expose your own insecurities because they're insecure about themselves.

Is this an aunt or grandmother?

So the answer is yes and yes.

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Do you see me getting through my internship with flying colors?

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Lady/ Key / Gentleman
Ring/ Birds /Tower
Cross/ Child /Storks

Well you are signified by the Lady in this reading. The key is in between you and the Gentleman which is with the Tower, which shows that the key to your success in the hands of your supervisor and their... bosses. Ultimately. So basically, you will be limited to an extent if they decide not to show favoritism towards you.. so you have to play the game in your favor.

I see that you will be crossed by certain relations with others, if you don't play your cards right, and if you do, it will open you to many new beginnings that is beneficial to you and future careers. You will be able to climb up the social ladder and gain respect and of course, people who will vouch for you and help you as time goes on.

Certainly, it's telling you to hustle and know your options. Basically, this fate is in your hands, and is currently undetermined. However, your tendencies are showing in the card right now, and things certainly do seem to be in your favor. So whatever is looking down, will go up.

posted February 03, 2018 11:39 PM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
Cool!

1. How deep is B into his addiction lately?

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6 of Swords - 2 of Wands - 7 of Pentacles - [Lovers + King of Swords]

I am seeing that he has either had some therapy in the past, is getting it/or seeking it now. The 6 of Swords is a card about solutions. The 6 of Swords is also a very mind-driven card, and it almost always means a journey of the mind to "better shores." This person may be leaving the worse of this addiction behind and could be in the early stages of seeking help. However, in spite of B's resolve, I do see that he continues to struggle on a commitment to the recovery that's necessary to get out of this addiction. The 2 of Wands show me internal conflict between the side that wants to keep the addiction going and his more moral side. The 2 of Wands is definitely a card about wanting to expand on all levels, yet the person feels held down by "pressing priorities," which may be an excuse he makes not to follow-through and maintain the recovery process. So I see this as a road block for him. The 7 of Pentacles may say two things -- he thinks he's "okay" and not overdoing things with his drinking, a kind of self-deception. And/or two, he is not really doing anything, again, to make progress. There's no action from his side. The final two cards, Lovers and King of Swords, echoes his reluctance and inability to commit to recovery. I sense he is promising certain things but, again, these are empty promises. It may also be that he is choosing to keep his official partner out of his decisions regarding his addiction.

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2. How is O (boyfriend of C) reacting to C and B's relationship together?

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Temperance - Hanged Man - 10 of Swords - [King of Cups - 9 of Swords]

He is reacting a bit abnormally for someone who knows about their affair, and I do think he knows or has some idea that his C is cheating on him. If they have an open relationship, then there is nothing unusual about these cards. I do get that O is on the fence about C's affair. He is not sure where he stands or how he wants to react to her affair. He may be "stuck" or "paralyzed," because of the many issues that are surrounding C right now. It seems that wherever she goes, she brings the drama with her and O knows this. Although O has a predominance of water in his character, meaning he is sensitive, moody, and dreamy, easily jealous perhaps, he doesn't show it. He prefers to keep it all bottled up. Yet, he knows how much C is suffering and I do think he feels helpless about it. I would say he knows she's suffering from this affair a lot.

posted February 03, 2018 11:55 PM            

1)
Yes, he hasn't had therapy for it yet but in the past he did stop because his dad knows about it and he disapproves. It used to be really bad back in some years ago. I see he's started to get back on it.
Yeah there's struggle of course, he feels guilty about it but uses it to get him through his work and his life.

Yes his official partner knows about it but is left out of his decisions. Of course, she's left out of everything... I should ask about her next tbh.

2)
Well, O has cheated on C multiple times but C stays with him regardless. Same thing with B and his girlfriend. It's all really annoying and complacent..
O is actually physically and emotionally abusive to C, which is why I hope she leaves him. He ruins her.

posted February 04, 2018 12:17 AM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
I'll be back after this one... I have to take a nap.

1)
Yes, he hasn't had therapy for it yet but in the past he did stop because his dad knows about it and he disapproves. It used to be really bad back in some years ago. I see he's started to get back on it.
Yeah there's struggle of course, he feels guilty about it but uses it to get him through his work and his life.

Yes his official partner knows about it but is left out of his decisions. Of course, she's left out of everything... I should ask about her next tbh.

2)
Well, O has cheated on C multiple times but C stays with him regardless. Same thing with B and his girlfriend. It's all really annoying and complacent..
O is actually physically and emotionally abusive to C, which is why I hope she leaves him. He ruins her.

Yes, he's moody and easily jealous, and pretty impulsive tbh, and C does bring drama everywhere lol.
Why is C suffering from her own affair though?

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posted February 04, 2018 12:17 AM            

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Yeah, I don't know why the Man keeps showing up either. It fits in the context but it doesn't have a meaning relating to your current situation right now.
yes, absolutely.

I will have to sleep now. I'm tired which is why my readings were probably crap. For some reason I have been constantly tired...

posted February 04, 2018 12:18 AM            

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Originally posted by Eva4:
No problem. Definitely understand about the rest. I am glad the readings resonated, but not glad at what they reveal. As for C suffering from the affair, I get the feeling at times she isn't proud of herself for the mess she's made of her love life. I do think she is lost. Not knowing what will happen is enough to keep most people up at night in an affair. It mainly could be that she would rather be official with B but that decision is out of her hands (control). However, I sense it could be a lot of other things, too. Like you mentioned, O's abuse, for one.

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Yeah, that makes sense. That makes a lot of sense actually.
I see.
I just wonder how this is gonna all blow over. It's gonna be such a mess, man.

posted February 04, 2018 12:28 AM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
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Oh, I see! Then that is interesting.
Yes, I saw that kind of combination from the cards. Usually women who sleep with other women's boyfriends have a inferiority complex, and thought of themselves as unattractive (were bullied for it, and use it to get up on the women who are prettier than them so to speak. This is sad.

2)
Yeah, I don't know why the Man keeps showing up either. It fits in the context but it doesn't have a meaning relating to your current situation right now.
yes, absolutely.

I will have to sleep now. I'm tired which is why my readings were probably crap. For some reason I have been constantly tired...

How long will you be up?

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posted February 04, 2018 01:28 AM            

Do I still cross M's mind these days and if so, what about?

posted February 04, 2018 01:38 AM            

My question is,

posted February 04, 2018 01:50 AM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
Thanks!

My question is,

[b]What does C(the ex girlfriend of B, not the same C I've been talking about) and B feel towards each other?[/B]

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Knight of Cups - Wheel of Fortune - Page of Swords - [6 of Cups]

So B and C (the ex-girlfriend) share a mutual nostalgia about one another. It may not be wanting to get back together, but more like when one remembers their childhood. It was a sweet part of life that passed, had to pass, and ended too soon. I get the feeling that one of them is trying to avoid getting stuck there in the past, in that particular relationship. I do believe it may be C, the ex-girlfriend. I see B is more of the romantic here, yet C is aware of the fact that B doesn't know which end is up and easily gets overwhelmed. For some reason, C views B as having to watch himself, lest he upset her/the relationship in some way. So, things were delicate between them. At least, C is aware of this. B feels he might have done all he could with trying to please C, leading most of the time, especially when trying to make peace or make up for an otherwise tense relationship. I get he was "always the romantic." Yet, C may have felt that he was blindly trying to soothe her and really was not in touch with the reality of their problems.

posted February 04, 2018 01:54 AM            

No. R has a lot, a LOT more things on their mind to think about anything else but that. They are so consumed in whatever is plaguing their mind that it's literally taking over their life.
This person is even distancing themselves off from friends. What they're suffering from is a private issue, it's clear, but they're also suffering with entanglements with bad and deceitful influence of friends. They're in a really rough patch of life right now.
They're a pretty emotional and moody person, but right now they're closing themselves off and basically just shutting down.