posted March 31, 2018 08:21 PM            

What is KM (mentor/old potential romantic interest) feeling for me right now?

And is JMR made at me?

posted March 31, 2018 10:36 PM            

Knight of Cups, 10 of Cups, Empress

Wow! He must be completely over the outburst he had last night. Maybe he had a really bad day and accidentally took it out on you? With the Knight of Cups we can see a variety of things: a sweet message, a potential apology, fantasizing about you in a sweet romantic way. With the 10 of Cups, we're seeing a completion of the anger he felt last night and a clearing of stormy skies. You must have acted with complete tact and grace because it really bolstered his opinion of you as a partner and as a woman. You really know how to make him feel like he has a safe space to vent and you won't hold a grudge against him later and he adores that about you. Tbh I would say that he sees you as his Queen, his natural partner right now! Maybe he needed to purge whatever negativity he felt and it was some kind of catharsis for him, and now he sees things more clearly between the two of you (in a good way)?

Does M want to cut contact?

Fool, Knight of Swords, Three of Cups

Noooooo, not at all. It seems like a new beginning for you guys for sure. With the Fool, we're seeing a blank slate with you guys - he feels giddily in love with you, and desperately wants to let you know something. I have a very strong feeling he's going to apologize, as usually the Knight of Swords is the most "messenger"-y knight in my deck With the Three of Cups, perhaps he's going to offer an invite to a party in the near future and you guys will practically debut as a couple again? Definitely seems the darkness of yesterday has passed!

You absolutely do not have to redo my readings, if the cards are negative then that's what they are and I respect the current energy of them! With KM.. God that's such a complicated situation. We haven't talked in months but his birthday is coming up and I'm having dreams about him again - usually we have a history of sharing dreams together. Energetically I can feel him thinking of me. So it's interesting that you can paint a picture of his thoughts for me, even if they're not rainbows and sunshine lol

With JMR.. hmmmm, my coworker has a crush on him and I've pulled back on my affectionate side because I don't want her to think I'm stepping on her toes. She's temperamental and I'm just trying to keep peace in the environment between all three of us, but I think JMR is taking it personally. Wish I could explain this to him but I think it would just be bizarre, you know?

posted March 31, 2018 11:11 PM            

Sure! I don’t have any questions right now, but I’m more than happy to answer more of yours?

posted March 31, 2018 11:50 PM            

I do have an Aries Venus and my Sun is in a fire house so the wands cards make sense I always see KM as the King of Wands so it makes sense that that's the lone wolf missing in those courts!

posted April 10, 2018 12:30 AM            

I've attached my chart too since it might help idk haha

posted April 10, 2018 10:07 AM            

Even though your Moon is trine Neptune, it would probably be best to avoid Piscean-style jobs given that Pisces is your SN. Like if you were to do tarot/astrology/divination full time, even though you're excellent at it it would always make you feel as if you were holding back on your potential to do so much "more", and your emotional life is saying to stay away from such pursuits. I'm an Aqua Moon conjunct NN so whenever I stay away from Leo-esque things (like performing, acting, being the leader in big group things) I feel as if I'm on the right track spiritually.

Your chart ruler is Venus in the 10th and loosely conjunct the Mc which is a beautiful alignment. Venus is a massive charmer here, and your MC has such a powerful boost with Mercury and supporting trines from your Moon.

This actually makes me think you would make an excellent writer or anything having to do with aesthetics - like interior design, architecture, makeup, fashion.. things of that nature. Have you considered touring a private art school and looking at these kinds of majors? Maybe they would inspire you in a big way! My school offers interior design and it's such an awesome major, I always enjoy seeing what those folks come up with for their term projects.

The reason why you may be feeling a bit lost is the fact your Saturn is in detriment in Aries and your Mars is in its fall in Libra - basically your Mars and Saturn opposite are in mutual reception with one another. This probably makes it very difficult to BEGIN something, let alone stick around with it once it a goal actually takes off. The perk is that Pluto is trine your Saturn and sextile your Mars.. so when the pressure is on and you're back into a corner, action will happen on your part.

So with that being said, maybe the medical field would be your best bet - there is always pressure in that environment and pain is always afoot, so they're looking for calm, collected people - an Aquarius Sun and Virgo Moon is nothing but grace and chill personified. (I have to say I love your placements, you know I'm a Taurus Sun/Virgo Rising/Aqua Moon!)

The upper half of your chart is SO activated - this usually means that your life purpose is to deal with other people (rather than the lower half which deals with the self) and I think Pluto in the 7th reinforces that point. You definitely seem like you're meant to change the lives of others in some significant way. I'm sure when Saturn and Pluto are done with their stint in Capricorn, you'll have a much more fleshed out idea regarding what you love/what you don't and what you genuinely feel you're good at versus what you think you can't bullsh*t your way around

Transiting Pluto is currently conjunct your Venus right now, and transiting Uranus will be opposite your Chiron in a few months, so I can understand this sense of urgency and to figure everything out.. but no matter how put together someone looks, they rarely have their sh*t figured out at 21. Usually at 25 is when an individual begins to really understand themselves and give things their all.

Can you considered medical coding too? I hear that's really big in Canada and the pay starts off in the six figure range. There are personalized schools (not a university but not a community college) that will help you get your foot in the door. My friend does this in Vancouver and she loves it!