posted August 17, 2018 03:03 PM            

what the F is up with my chart,
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posted August 17, 2018 04:20 PM            

it was a not a punishment, but you immersed yourself in difficult circumstances to enhance your soul growth and also to give you radial experience that would help you one day connect to others who have been through similar **** .

it is absolutely not easy, but one thing I know is that when we incarnate into families where we cannot have the traditional family bonds, it is for a reason... and usually it is because you are not meant to have those traditional family bonds because as nice as they are they can be limiting because you learn to be so bonded and loving only towards a select few vs learning that really anyone can be your family.

My initial intuition is that you are here to be a guiding light to many other and to help them. of course, the first step in this is you helping yourself so that you can lead people who have been through similar situations.

you are coming across as a very empathic and sensitive person, which really shows your true strength having been through something like this. I know its very painful but you will find your strength through giving back to others and guiding others.

im a pisces sun/ virgo moon so I know what it can be like with the sun and moon on that axis. I also have abused drugs when I was younger and even heroin too. im a bit older now and can honestly say that I wouldn't change all those ****** things that happened to me bc it made me who I am today.

try to take little steps to better yourself. like it can be something as simple as taking a shower and getting dressed for the day if you don't usually do that, or going on a walk or eating a nice meal.

posted August 17, 2018 07:34 PM            

Hugssss.

Do you or have you ever thought of working in the healthcare field. I think you would do well working in a hospital setting in some capacity. With your natal Sun in your 6th, I can see you working in a leadership capacity there as well.

Right now you have transiting Neptune conjuncting your Moon and it will be close by until late January, 2020. Since you have your Moon right on the 12th house cusp I'm surprised you haven't had any psychic visions or interesting dreams. It can make you self-less and if you're not used to being that way, it may make you feel out of control. That same transit of Neptune is also trining your natal Mars in your 4th house--good time to get your emotions out on paper like poetry, dancing, art or something where you can use imagination.

Transiting Pluto is also opposing your natal Mars, which can make you feel like your pulled in two opposing directions--home and career. Maybe find an outlet to get that energy out--cleaning your place, helping someone else do the same, sports. It may be that you aren't getting that energy out and are feeling the frustration of it all bottled up. As transiting Uranus in Taurus gets closer to your ascendant/rising sign, you will feel a stronger need for freedom.

Always believe in you and don't let others get you down.