posted December 04, 2018 09:42 PM            

For your question I got:

4 of wands (rev)
sun (rev)
moon (rev)
8 of coins
3 of wands (rev)
queen of cups (rev)
clarifiers: 8 of wands, justice, ace of cups

Looks like something will come up before you were looking to leave and you'll end up cancelling your plans. There is a little deception surrounding all of this--someone taking advantage of you?

You learn quickly and will do well in your studies. If someone offers you their assistance, beware of their help as their advice may not be good--not sure how this will apply to your situation--something related to working? There also may be someone around you that isn't honest or reliable.

The clarifiers are showing that things will change quickly--maybe you decide to just do it and go and what follows is things working out for the best and you being happy and fulfilled in your life.

My question is: Have I already met my future husband? If you don't do yes or no questions, my question is: What will my relationship be like with my future husband?

Thank you,

posted December 05, 2018 01:48 PM            

I used the Magical mermaids and Dolphins oracle deck, and got:

Ready, Set, Go: now is the perfect moment to dive in and embrace your hearts desires.
Self-employment: you’re a born entrepreneur, and your business is supported by magical opportunities.
Explore your options: it’s time to look at other possibilities. It’s a good time to make changes.

All upright to so that’s a relief!!!

For me, a relationship with your future husband indicates growth after a period of maybe stagnation, self-doubt ,and insecurity in yourself and your abilities. Your union heralds a deep connection; a karmic one in fact, with you basically learning how to step beyond your rigidness and into something more light-hearted and capricious. These cards to me indicate that you are rather methodical, or there is an element of control and calculation pertaining to your future, and your future husband is going to defy all stereotypes and prior notions about yourself and what your future looks like when married. He will be playful with you, pushing you to be more independent and self-assured; self confident. Not to call him a cheerleader, but he is going to push you to stop relying on social media and how society defines success, and you two will be more “off the grid”, and self-serving(like we can do it together, we don’t need any couple goals or books to tell us how to build each other up)Your relationship will be incredibly positive in terms of being supportive of one another, encouraging each other to try new things without the fears associated with switching things up. Of course, he will be quite different than your standard, as it suggests you have a type, and it’s good because from there, you’ll learn to genuinely let your hair down and go with who FEELS right versus who LOOKS right.

I don’t get that you’re superficial at all, but rather that you like pretty packages, or things that conventionally make sense, and he will provide none of that for you. I like these cards together-they appear to show the romantic nature of your relationship, as well as evolution of you.

As far as the entrepreneur card, I think versus literal business, it’s speaking about you being an advocate for yourself in this relationship versus working towards feeding the machine or maintaining appearances. he will encourage you to be your own cheerleader, and fight in instances you otherwise wouldn’t, never overstepping his boundaries but rather validating your confidence in yourself.

posted December 05, 2018 10:35 PM            

The relationship description is interesting--can't wait. A lot of what you wrote makes sense as well and fits.

Sure on another exchange. How will things go with my home projects during the next couple of months? I'm hoping to have everything done by the end of this month or the first couple of weeks in January. Thank you!

Let me know your q.

posted December 06, 2018 08:51 AM            

I really really hope you’re right about the health farce, but people in my family circle have been leaving here left and right, so I’m actually hoping that it won’t be like that.

In terms of productivity, It seems that you are trying to be realistic in terms of plans and timelines, so you are assigning yourself micro tasks within the overall tasks you very well know you can accomplish for the sake of getting them done, in order to say you actively working on it. This is a good idea, but you aren’t thinking broad enough as far as your capabilities, and it’s in a way limiting your CREATIVE potential.(bad side is you’re cheating because you are technically making progress but not really because some of the micro tasks are so easy, a caveman could do it) You’re playing it safe maybe, and it’s not enough to really achieve some really great results. Not standard I got it done, ok check. Basically, things would maybe go a lot faster if you took a leap of faith, instead of a move of analytics and premeditated calculation. You’ll accomplish your goals absolutely, but I challenge you to literally play with concepts and research interesting and unconventional ways to accomplish them versus say setting a peg, and walking a straight line to it. Have a little fun with your process, and let your imagination help you on these endeavours for once. It seems like honestly these are realistically very mundane tasks you could easily do, but you are bored of the routine it takes to carry them out, and therefore you become completely unmotivated.

I hope this resonates. Step outside yourself. Have fun You can and will get it done!!! I’m rooting for you.

My question Is: how will I receive the funding necessary to pay for living expenses while abroad for school if I go? What will my overall experience be like?

posted December 06, 2018 03:23 PM            

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Originally posted by ReeseC:
Hi SpringFlower,

I really really hope you’re right about the health farce, but people in my family circle have been leaving here left and right, so I’m actually hoping that it won’t be like that.

In terms of productivity, It seems that you are trying to be realistic in terms of plans and timelines, so you are assigning yourself micro tasks within the overall tasks you very well know you can accomplish for the sake of getting them done, in order to say you actively working on it. This is a good idea, but you aren’t thinking broad enough as far as your capabilities, and it’s in a way limiting your CREATIVE potential.(bad side is you’re cheating because you are technically making progress but not really because some of the micro tasks are so easy, a caveman could do it) You’re playing it safe maybe, and it’s not enough to really achieve some really great results. Not standard I got it done, ok check. Basically, things would maybe go a lot faster if you took a leap of faith, instead of a move of analytics and premeditated calculation. You’ll accomplish your goals absolutely, but I challenge you to literally play with concepts and research interesting and unconventional ways to accomplish them versus say setting a peg, and walking a straight line to it. Have a little fun with your process, and let your imagination help you on these endeavours for once. It seems like honestly these are realistically very mundane tasks you could easily do, but you are bored of the routine it takes to carry them out, and therefore you become completely unmotivated.

I hope this resonates. Step outside yourself. Have fun You can and will get it done!!! I’m rooting for you.

My question Is: how will I receive the funding necessary to pay for living expenses while abroad for school if I go? What will my overall experience be like?

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Hi ReeseC!

Which continent do you live on? Maybe your relatives feel like they will loose the support they have (if everyone leaves), but you do need to follow your dreams and not sacrifice them (if it isn't necessary).

Thank you! I should have been more specific on my question. I've been making Winter survival kits for low income senior citizens. I have boxes, tins, bags, etc. that I decided to do something nice with instead of just recycling them (part of it is also me cleaning out and probably the bright colored packages you saw as they are very festive) .

Another part is that what I thought my life would be like over the years wasn't what it turned out to be--no kids, etc., so this stuff isn't needed anymore.

On my question: I was looking at how doing this project would affect me--I have been feeling stress lately because of the deadline and being able to finish as I'm making around 200 of them and will bake cookies as well. Trying also to conserve money and the stress I know is coming from what I experienced before (now trying to get my health back) work wise--high pressure, locating scarce parts, aggravations from agency/dept approvals, etc. Normally something like this wouldn't bother me, but how my health was affected has made it harder for me to weather any stress, but I'm getting better, though.

I'll be back later with your questions. Need to check on my mom and exercise the dog.

posted December 06, 2018 06:57 PM            

Knight of wands
queen of cups (rev)
8 of wands
magician (rev)
knight of coins (rev)
3 of wands (rev)
clarifiers: 8 of cups (rev), 6 of cups (rev)

The cards are showing you wanting to take this trip, but also showing you going back and forth on whether to go, but then you just decide to go--quick decision. It looks like you may try to find a job in the place where you are studying--just be careful in your choice of jobs. Make sure you have a clear sense of direction and determination as to what you want to do while there. There will be people around you that have ulterior motives for helping you. You'll keep working at it, though, until you've achieved the success you want--or the class work that's completed. You will have opportunities ahead that will help you future wise after you finish your studies.

posted December 06, 2018 07:18 PM            

death
6 of coins
5 of swords
9 of coins (rev)
judgment (rev)
queen of wands (rev)

These cards are showing that you really haven't made up your mind to go and that you may find out that what you get out of it wasn't what you thought it would amount to (your studies). The cards are showing generosity on your part (holidays?) You will, however, put the others thoughts, comments, etc. behind you. The cards are still showing the worries, etc. of the others and indecision on your part. Take care that you don't alienate your family members. The last card is showing jealousy on the part of the others.

I pulled more cards as clarifiers and got:

wheel (rev)
justice (rev)
ace of wands
page of cups
star

looks like you'll have some interference in some way, but keep trying. Not sure if this relates to your work, but then there will be some unfairness on the part of someone--a friend? Then it looks like you will take off and go abroad and get help from someone--a male, water sign and loyal to you. The last card is showing that you will be successful and be inspired, happy, fulfilled, optimistic and satisfied by all that you experience.

posted December 07, 2018 12:39 PM            

In regards to you’re health and loneliness, I feel like both will lessen when you start interacting with other people more, which will be soon. Your stress levels will go down once you honestly assess the situation for what it is, and understand that things will be honestly what they will be. Have compassion for the bill collectors and send them positivity. Have compassion on yourself because you are trying your best, and despite the stress, you’re making it(so many people give up). Face the stress and and be honest about your situation and what you can do to change it; it’s the best you can do and it’s ok.

In regards to my reading, I have a 70 year old grandma and 95 year old great grandma that live together that I was greatly responsible for since 2015. I’ve loved being there for both my grandmas, especially since my GG’s home health and workers keep quitting leaving my Grandma with most the work. Because of that, I have stepped up as a great grand moreso than some of her own grown children(aside from my grandma) and my grandma is considering paying me to help versus a home health aid. I don’t genuinely want to do this, because I’d take care of my grandma for free, but I want to be able to follow my dreams......maybe that’s what you’ve picked up on. Some of My family members are jealous of my recent travels, and my own grandma can be so mean about my aspirations so it’s streasful. I’m determined to do this though, and pray and use LOA to make this happen Lord willing.

posted December 07, 2018 06:46 PM            

You're welcome. Thank you for the suggestions. I'm keeping a tight reign on the funds at the moment, so hopefully I'll hear from the publishers soon. They should have an update next month as the genre that I'm writing in has been closed till next year, so I'm hoping they are getting everything they anticipated for this year actually done.

Thank you also for the readings. A lot of what you wrote resonates, but I still have a ways to go before having to worry about not being able to pay for the things I need.

Hope things go well with your family and your dream. My mom fell last night and when I went over there earlier, it was so hard to look at her face. What's even harder is I started to think about the dream I had over a year ago...she kept falling and then two people, I had never seen before, came and got her and then they went through a door. I felt helpless in the dream--feeling like I couldn't do anything to help her.

I've seen the same reactions as you have had with your family when I tried to do things as well. My mom wasn't in favor of me going to college. When I traveled for work and took my mom to Europe, other family members were jealous.

Take care,