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Originally posted by todd:
hi Maylene1852you have amazing psychic and astral abilities.
with the mercury/sun/moon stellium on the ascendant and exactly opposed to Uranus and square to the node, to have strong telepathic abilities and you have vivid /astral dreams that can be prophetic.
this pattern is also responsible for your adhd.
this patterns gives you a very quick mind and shows you are extremely intelligent with genius potential.
you have eros conjunct to Venus and square to psyche which shows you are intensely romantic and idealistic in your love interests.
you have Saturn square to neptune and the midpoint is opposed to Sedna.
this shows you are very complex personality and you like your privacy.
with the Uranus pattern ,you are very expressive and emotive. so others can thing you are a open book but very emotional response is reasoned out and no one really knows what you are feeling unless you let them in.
the Saturn/Neptune square gives you a very sensitive personality. this aspect helps your psychic abilities because you do not block or reject possibilities out of hand.
you are attracted to unusual situations and people.usually the square shows that animals and young children and babies are attracted to you, whether he feelings are mutual.
but though you are open to others, you also have a keen sense of truth. that is you will go along with even some outlandish conversations or claims but you immediately can sense when you are being lied to or the other person is misrepresenting themselves.
as Sedna is conjunct to pysche and square the eros/venus conjunction, though you are extremely passionate and romantic.... you also demand truth in relationships. any falsity and you will break off relationships.
Sappho is conjunct to chiron and opposed to ixion which shows though you can seemed to be very malleable in affair, you are cualk very critical,analytical and inquisitive. in relationships you desire to know the other inside and out... what makes them tick.. and why the response as they do. this makes for a very intimate and cogent understanding of each other... but with ixion,opposed to Sappho..when you see hypocrisy or lies..when you feel you are being betrayed.. you break off.. sometimes violently. breakups can be very devastating because you know your partners strength and weakness so any ill word always cut to the quick .
but as a rule you, you only fall in love with persons with whom you sense a potential for a truly loving and committed relationships . with venus sextile to mars and Jupiter and the midpoint of these conjunct to juno. you usually are concerned with the long term potential as as i mentioned you gravitate to fidelity.
you do have a very strong sexual nature as the eris/mars midpoint is conjunct you named asteroid, may.. which is opposed to neptune.
this shows that sometimes you re not as discrimination emotionally/sexually as you like to be, as thsi pattern shows that sometimes your extremely sexual passion will get you into affairs that might not end as you thought or wished..
this aspect can indicate that alcohol or other substance may be part of what i characterize as.. therapeutic sexual /emotional encounters.
i notice that eris is square to nessus and opposed to Pluto with pluto conjunct to lilth.
this implies that sometimes your "rash" sexual nature brings out or is attracted to darker,unconscious emotional dynamics . this could be evidence of repressed..possibly abusive experiences in your child hood.
i know you are a gay woman,and it is very difficult to see the etiology of ones sexual preference... but your chart has a strong heterosexual orientation. if i may speculate... i think that your lesbian orientation might be partially because of abuse heterosexual encounters in your life.
the Saturn/pluto midpoint is square to eros which could symbolizes a abusive father figure or some other males in your life.
as Sappho is conjunct to chiron and opposed to ixion, it seems to me that your gay relationships tend to be contentious at some point.
your Saturn/sun,saturn/moon,mercury/Saturn midpoints are square to lilth and the vertex.
this can show that you spontaneous insecurities at times, alternating with deep desire for totally secure committed relationships.
with this very strong Saturn impulse and your very dynamic Uranus impulse, think i would have to characterize you with some form of bi polar syndrome, though one element is conscious while the other component is unconscious.
todd