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Topic: Do you think its a curse if you were born with higher level of consciousness??
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Loveher
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posted January 23, 2019 02:17 PM
  
I don't know where to post this I just need to vent. Since I was a kid I can tell if there is something not right. When I was in first grade I knew my teacher was not a nice person even though nobody told me. Since I was young ppl come to me for advice and say you are wiser than your age. I tried to be normal but somehow life always throw me into places that have issues and unfairness and I find myself defending others and speaking up. The last four year I was kinda soul searching and I find myself drifting away from others like pointless convs dont make me happy shallow ppl don't excite me, I struggle a lot with having friends. Now I have no friends to hang out with. I feel alone on the same time when I go out and hear ppl convs I feel bad for them for being shallow. I realized that i became a different person and cant settle. At work if someone is fake or self absorbed i just lose respect for them easily. I find it hard to be around ppl at work i feel like they dont share my values they dont have the same soul as me. I dont know if i am cursed for being aware. Sometimes i wish i was like the others you know like okay when its the next party or lets go and drink or talk about love and crushes 24/7 i just cant. I read in many places that this is part of spiritual awakening but i still dont get it why only some ppl go through this whats the point. Sometimes i feel like i meant to help ppl thats why i am so different. Also i feel like i am tired of always being the one who speaks up and tries to change things. Sometimes i wish i was normal.IP: Logged |
implosions
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posted January 23, 2019 04:57 PM
I relate quite a bit to this post.I've been through a lot of what you're describing- it comes and goes. Usually people are transient in this life, as we're all out here learning different paths. I find those of us who are 'awake', as it were, tend to almost prefer solitude in the long run. Not forever- we need to be social just as much as the next person, but we end up preferring it because of how we experience the world. (I find I need a lot of 'recharge' time after being out). I do know however, that when I really want someone in my life that understands even a little bit, I ask the universe to send me someone. And usually soon after, someone shows up or I run into someone and we make a connection in some way. Sometimes though, part of building strength to the awareness, is being okay just on our own. (Maybe that's my Aqua NN talking, but I kind of like the idea of being a little apart from most everyone else.) IP: Logged |
athenegoddess
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posted January 24, 2019 12:36 PM
For me it is. I had an awakening at age 22 and now im 30 and demons are trying to take my life. The worst part is Jesus and Mother Mary are making them do it because they are jealous of me and what I will achieve if they leave me alone. My life is hell now and I think I'm going to die soon. IP: Logged |
mirage29
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posted January 24, 2019 06:54 PM
Loveher.. *hug*
To say that you want to be "normal" is to curse your own Gift.
You are NOT like everybody else.
Like a certain astrologer says, Be Yourself, because everyone else is taken!   I "DO" know the frustration of not being able to find other people on my 'own' level. Heh heh. I've been soooo deprived!!! *drama* *laughing* It's almost like living a hermit's life, or walking the caverns of life like a Stranger in a Strange Land. No... Your gifts are like jewels. You yearn for something more. More than *they* are. And...… There are Higher places in awakening that people have not fathomed. In regular life too-- We grow, and our tastes in people change. Hopefully, to those more refined in character. Greetings Implosions! *smile*
 For Athenegoddess.
Athenegoddess .. **Deep Peace**
If you feel you're going to die??, you know what that could be??
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these demons are SCARED that you are getting closer to the Truth... You said
Jesus and Mother Mary are making *the demons* want 'you' to leave Jesus and Mary "alone???"
That's a CLUE.
That's a Very POSITIVE Clue...that Jesus and Mary ARE "WITH" you already! Otherwise, the devils wouldn't have said "IF". haha. The IF-factor!!! 
That's the same old "trick" (from scripture, in the garden), Athene.
Always so twisted and cruel to make you "DOUBT" what you Already Have, what is Already YOURS... .
Scripture says that you can NOT be "separated" from the Love they represent (symbolically) in your life, and to the World at Large.
Jesus and Mother Mary ARE SAFE--- and there for you.
Stay Strong. .. You're doing a Good Job! In some prophetic books of the Bible,
Christ is due to make a Return. That's a MASSIVE Awakening Experience.
The Veils of Consciousness will come down.
Everyone will 'see' together.
We will 'see' with an Inner-awakening-- The dark has been getting even darker?
But it is always gets 'darkest before Dawn'.
Even when you think of our Sun dipping below the horizon, then again, in the hours closest to Rising.
There are MORE Benefic Forces assigned to work FOR us, than those that are here and set-against. Let me assure you, Jesus and Mother Mary are among the Greatest Benefic Hearts that have ever walked this planet earth. BECAUSE you are extra-psychic to it, the demons wanted you to believe the curse, the lie. BE at Peace. You are Covered under the umbrella of Love.
So, Loveher. Thanks for starting this thread!
You were born, 'just as you are' for 'just a time as this'.
(music) Reach Out in The Darkness  (Friend & Lover) [3:07] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqLRd4neGGE IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted January 27, 2019 10:57 AM
My my mirage ( Hiiii!!  *waves* ) , that last line ppumpedd mee uppp, Aye Capitaaainnnn!!!!!!IP: Logged |
mirage29
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posted January 27, 2019 12:12 PM
haha, My Friend, Anonymidarkness Dude!!!!   IP: Logged |
Loveher
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posted January 31, 2019 09:53 PM
I found this helpfulhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IDZUbhh0ztU IP: Logged |
mirage29
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posted February 01, 2019 02:40 PM
[QUOTE]Originally posted by Loveher:
I found this helpful
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IDZUbhh0ztU {energized your url by removing 's' from http.  }
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furrybunny
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posted February 01, 2019 03:21 PM
I believe everyone has the gift and not just a select few. people just need to practice and open up to it but it does come with consequences . I do not think anyone is special nor do they have special abilities... its just in all of us. some are better at clairaudience , clairsentience , clairvoyance etc. tbh I think life is what u make it. if u have no friends go find some or ask the universe to bring someone to you that is good for you. dont be stuck in negativity and just move on from past hurts, traumas bad relationships etc. IP: Logged |
Loveher
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posted February 01, 2019 05:25 PM
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Originally posted by furrybunny:
I believe everyone has the gift and not just a select few. people just need to practice and open up to it but it does come with consequences . I do not think anyone is special nor do they have special abilities... its just in all of us. some are better at clairaudience , clairsentience , clairvoyance etc. tbh I think life is what u make it. if u have no friends go find some or ask the universe to bring someone to you that is good for you. dont be stuck in negativity and just move on from past hurts, traumas bad relationships etc.
I dont agree with you, if people are the same we would not have people who are making a difference like light workers and earth angels. If you watch the vedio I posted it will show you that losing friends is a part of a spiritual awakening. Ofc you can make friends but do you really want to change who you are and lower your standards just because you want friends. Part of the spiritual awakening is thag you seek alone time and your vibration is too high for shallow and lower vibration people so you wont seek them and your relationship with them will fall apart. So no people are not thesame and being special or different or have spiritual journey is real
Is not about negativity and its not the same to everyone IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted February 01, 2019 06:01 PM
^ Someone with higher consciousness would be able to accept 'the ones in lower vibration' IP: Logged |
Loveher
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posted February 01, 2019 07:11 PM
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Originally posted by anonymidarkness:
^ Someone with higher consciousness would be able to accept 'the ones in lower vibration'
They try but their relationship will fall apart because they are not part of their reality anymore
Please watch the video IP: Logged |
furrybunny
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posted February 01, 2019 09:25 PM
I think u misunderstood me . I think maybe look up different sources and not Jsut rely on one video to tell u what life is Everyone I know has lost friends it’s not really an indication of light workers or earth angels nor do I think if u are gifted special etc that u have to be alone in this world ... u literally just ask universe to bring u people who can make u a better person and it’ll happen . If u want to be alone that’s fine too but it doesn’t have to be that way. I literally made friends and lost friends as I started developing spritually but I’m never lonely or hate the world. I think accepting people have different paths comes with the territory. Soemtimes strangers show up and teach u lesssons to make u a better person .... Life is what u make of it . I think living and appreciating everything even bad friends or bad situations changes ur perspective and raises ur vibrations . IP: Logged |
Loveher
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posted February 01, 2019 11:29 PM
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Originally posted by furrybunny:
I think u misunderstood me . I think maybe look up different sources and not Jsut rely on one video to tell u what life is Everyone I know has lost friends it’s not really an indication of light workers or earth angels nor do I think if u are gifted special etc that u have to be alone in this world ... u literally just ask universe to bring u people who can make u a better person and it’ll happen . If u want to be alone that’s fine too but it doesn’t have to be that way. I literally made friends and lost friends as I started developing spritually but I’m never lonely or hate the world. I think accepting people have different paths comes with the territory. Soemtimes strangers show up and teach u lesssons to make u a better person .... Life is what u make of it . I think living and appreciating everything even bad friends or bad situations changes ur perspective and raises ur vibrations .
I never said that this vedio told me what life its. I know what life its. if you have a normal life without any spirtual awakening you cant come to people and tell them that they dont know WAHT life its and make fun of them like they based their lives on one vedio just because you never been in a similar experince. Maybe ppl who posted first who are struggling as me are meant to be in a spirtiaul path. does that mean everybody on here should feel the same no but on the same time if you never experinced what we are going thrugh then please dont make comments to make us look like negative people who are crazy and want attention because we DO KNOW WHAT LIFE IS and we are jsut meant to be to experince it in another level
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