posted April 14, 2019 01:29 AM            

-i bought my first car

-im still a pharmacy technician trainee i wont test/become licensed until may but I was offered the position of inventory specialist...im going to save money to go to an extended college just to become certified and then in 2021 apply to work in a hospital bc i'd like the best pay i can get. and then I figured i could move out & maybe look for another career if i wanted it. I chose this path after high school bc i kept getting denied for financial aid and my mom and i dont have a good relationship nor does she help me v much financially and my dad lives in spain and im not v attached to him anymore. So, Im on my own I'd rather save as much as I can and then keep pushing forward. I'm pretty happy with this so far&very very grateful I dont have to pay to be a trainee. I was also asked if i'd be interested in becoming a supervisor in the future.

-& its funny u mentioned crown chakra bc the truth is idk how i feel about being an intuitive at times and that’s our most important chakra as a messenger. I had 2 really big dreams in a row 1 was rlly insane and it was connected to a past life. the second was a warning. I was told to "ask for tommy" and i saw my new car in flames. and i heard knocking on my closet the whole night....i woke up and googled "tommy and knock" and ofc got the tommy knocker song which shouldve been obvious i just didnt connect it lmfao. I felt exhausted and i didnt want to dream anymore that past life dream made me realize im a very old soul. and lately ive been trying not to read/connect. At the same time I wish I could tell everybody about what I saw (if you want i can email u about it..it's honestly eye opening)

- it's probably yuri....i almost dated his friend daniel. similar features btw (as in they both fit your description). this is the second time ive been told this sort of..."triangle." idc about him that much i just miss the intimacy. And to tell u the truth its sort of the other way ive been quite mean to him, but he holds on in his own way and idk if it's spite,love,mental state, or ego. (same for me shamefully) he is still in italy. & even when . we didnt speak for months he'd pop up once in a while in my dreams and id turn away. & when i try to tell him to stay away the more he pushes himself towards me & i think that's his game. I've blocked him multiple times without saying bye to him and somehow we end up speaking again....we've been fighting a lot too so I wonder if this time I push him away he'll stay away only thing i'd be worried about is him slandering me through people but ahh whatever hes in italy and ppl where we met think he's a liar