posted July 10, 2019 12:06 AM            

When I asked him if there was a chance at reconciliation he hesitated and said maybe later on, but I don't know if I believe him. He unfortunately won't return my texts and calls and blocked me on Facebook . I TRULY believe in my heart and soul that this guy could be "the one" and I NEVER EVER said that about any of my other exes. It's just a different feeling I get when I'm with him then I did with my exes, but I guess since he said he fell out of love with me, that loving feeling is gone... gone... gone... at least for right now. I suppose I hold onto hope because my dad broke up with my mom and then like 7 months later called her up out of the blue and apologized for breaking up with her and very unromantically proposed to her over the phone and then they married three months later!

Btw, the solar eclipse on July 2nd was conjunct my natal Ascendant while the July 16th lunar eclipse will conjunct his natal Sun, our composite north node and also his solar return ascendant! CLEARLY this month something would definitely happen regarding our relationship.

Composite Chart

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posted July 11, 2019 10:46 PM            

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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
The composite shows the man is very evolved emotionally and has love for you but it shows the woman is too possessive and not as evolved as he is. This is shown by the Moon in Scorpio square Mars/Saturn and Jupiter. I don't think it would work out long term. Especially because the Sun is in the 12th house it means he wants to be left alone. But he does have feelings for you.

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The thing is, I’m not 100% sure on his birth time so the Sun in the 12th might need to be taken with a grain of salt as should the other house positions >.<. I suppose that changes some things, but based on aspects alone and not taking house positions into account I would agree with you. I’m definitely possessive and I’m working on overcoming that with my therapist. I have always been the type to want to work relationship problems out, but he wouldn’t.

posted July 14, 2019 04:31 PM            

the obvious aspect that would explain this relationship is that the mars/Neptune and Saturn/Neptune midpoints are conjunct the node. and the eros/psyche midpoint is square to the node.

this shows that he is a player, and even though there was a ultra romantic connection between you, he had no long term intentions. he was interested in sex and gave the romantic words needed to achieve his aims.

I added a few symbols bd these show that eris is conjunct to ceres and opposed to nessus.
eris is extremely sexual but it is not respect love. that is the relationship is a game of sexual conquest. with ceres conjunct to eris, there were feelings of intimacy and devotion but these feelings were not greater than his need to sexually "victimize" you. this is shown with nessus opposed to eris. nessus adds a cold and indifferent emotional side that is only concerned with his desires and needs and does not care if he has to hurt you emotionally to achieve his conquest.

with the vertex axis on the descendant/ascendant axis, the relationship did bring a other worldly feeling. a feeling of destiny. but the vertex energies usually do not stabilize relationship if there are no underlying aspects of love and union. here, it is a all sexual games.

the venus/sun conjunction does show a real attraction and affection but the conjunction is in the 12th house which means it is a relationship in the back ground. or as I call it a back door relationship. it was a shadow relationship that he did not want others to know about.

with sedan sextile to the sun and venus and Uranus sextile to sun and Venus there was a very "enlightened" aura around the relationship. by that I mean you both were committed to honesty and truth toward each other.
but the Uranus/Neptune conjunction square to eris and nessus underscores the fact that this was all about sexuality and the never seriously wanted anything other than a hot sexual encounter. Uranus/Eris does show a amazing=sexual compatibility but with nessus opposed to eris,there was never any sincere desire to form a truly loving relationship.
Neptune square to eris shows you were played...that is he said and became what you wanted him to be. he clouded his real desires.

I don't think there is any chance he will get back with you
todd