posted February 26, 2020 05:40 PM            

You've been undergoing the transit of Pluto conjunct your natal Moon for a while, but it is nearly over. There will be one last phase, July through the end of the year.

Pluto conjunct natal Moon is a transit of emotional, internal reform that may play out rather dramatically in your domestic life. You've been seeing where your emotional security and maturity really is, what things get your goat, what control issues you have, etc. Pluto's transit to the natal Moon intensifies desires of all kinds, the sense of your right to what you want or need. It also brings to the surface what lies in the subconscious or unconscious -- those things you suppressed in order to mature in the external sense, but may now need to acknowledge. Those things may actually have little or nothing to do with the people in your current life circumstances, because we usually project onto them what we are feeling from a different, earlier life context.

It can be very difficult to maintain psychological balance during this transit, but part of that is it is requiring you to learn a new internal balancing point. The old one is gone now.

Growing during this transit and becoming more self aware works best when not judging the goodness or badness of the feelings themselves, but looking for the causes and consequences. In other words, soul searching.

Blaming others or building resentments only worsen the stress and prolong it well past the duration of the transit. A destructive choice you'll want to avoid (because it is destructive to you).

Pluto conjunct natal Moon in your chart has been one transit following on the heels of a number of others Pluto made (conjunct South Lunar Node, square natal Mars, opposite natal Sun, square natal Saturn) that has meant upheaval, difficulties, conflicts -- probably the most difficult period of your life. It will be coming to and end at the end of this year.

Then with Pluto's major transit being only its square to its natal position, you've got the chance to rebuild, rejuvenate your sense of self, your empowerment as it nears its square to natal Jupiter. There will still be work to be done internally (Pluto's transit square natal Pluto), but if you understand it is about you with you, then there are fewer problems.

posted February 28, 2020 03:52 PM            

When I first was getting into astrology, I hadn't realized that SOME transits take YEARS. I remember the first-time I realized that Neptune in Pisces was going to "square my Sun.. for ev-errrrr!!" I had a melt-down. I even called up the astrologer who had done my chart, taking a fit at HOW LONG it was taking for NEPTUNE to MOVE!!!! *smile*

So. You're just newly "realizing" that you have this in your chart.
Nope, you're not DOOMED!! *hug*
You've had this in operation for a long while now. If you have kept any kind of journals, you could go back to see the kinds of things that have happened.

Your Mercury and Venus in Gemini have multiple trines. Mercury in Gemini has a quick bright mind-- which can also tend to nervousness.... and a good sense of humor?

I had taken an Eclipse class a long time ago with an astrologer who was born DURING Full Moon Eclipse. Name is Christine Arens.

If I'm recalling correctly, she said that life events may be 'more spectacular'. Kind of unpredictably-so, at times.

Keep and Celebrate your specialness, AprylDawn.

posted April 01, 2020 12:23 AM            

Did a search on your name---
Is this some of your work? !!

traditional Irish tune to classic hymn
(music) I Am A Soldier (Isaac Watts, perf & arr by Apryl Dawn, lyrics) [4:03] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VA_9yRlyQnw