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LibraGirl92
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posted December 09, 2020 04:31 PM
  
Not sure if tarot can ask this but:
What secret(s) are/is J hiding from me?
Does J really miss and want me back in my life to be with me or just to have me around for his convenience?
Some reason lately I just feel hot/cold for the situation one minute I think this the other that and can't really explain honestly <3
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yes. Bb in awhile but the reading is ok. I'll be reading a cpl just before but I will, Pls leave your Q for when I get Bk.Currently I am white sage-ing as well placing healthy frequencies in here for good energy. 💞🙂
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MoonMystic
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posted December 09, 2020 07:02 PM
LibraGirl92 -
Q ~ "What secret(s) are/is J hiding from me?"
Page of Pentacles
Something new is in his life, it could be as simple as a hobby but it takes abundat energy. You'd need to
adjust to seeing him with this new part of him.
Advice is to be realistic about anything new about him. He might be involved with a special group, project or just now learning a skill.
Q ~ " Does J really miss and want me back in my life to" .. I didn't include the convenience part. Ge hasn't given you reason to worry that far/way. Let's go positive direction. 
Your card 8 of swords
This might bpnot be as clear a decision for J as it may seem., He feels hesitant due to fearing a failure.
Clarification The Moon
His hesitancy is either he fears you'll lead him astray or his certainty might worry him at fhis point. As his life may currently be in flux. 
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LibraGirl92
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posted December 09, 2020 07:20 PM
Thank you for the readings <3 I just feel its best if I take a step back from him it makes sense he feels that way towards me due to the damage and hurt I caused Plus he feels I would play with his heart again as I did in 2013 well more so lead him on but its sort kinda the same I didn't mean to I was just in a bad place.
I feel what is best for me is to take him out of my memory for a while if he comes back around when I am home cool if not that is fine.
So lately I have been playing my online video game and met this guy and we started talking but somehow it is as though I can easily just pour myself out to him and he listens. He is a bit reserved and he is funny but he lives all the way in FL but we are just talking but sounds crazy but I find myself unintentionally flirting with him and highly doubt it would go anywhere as he lives in Florida and I am going back to Illinois but when talking to him I find myself slowly getting over my feelings for J he kinda gave me some good advice: Move forward and not backwards with your ex J because I told him about going home and wanting to try and reconcile with J IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted December 09, 2020 07:43 PM
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LibraGirl92
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posted December 09, 2020 07:47 PM
Exactly and its strange finding someone you play a game with that can help in a way I guess the universe has their ways :-) IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted December 09, 2020 10:32 PM
Indeed. Spirit has ways  and if you are ok now and ready to put everything in the past - you've healed from that now. ⚘IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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posted December 09, 2020 10:37 PM
I’m kinda wondering though could this person potentially be something more in the future not looking for anything right now of course as I am currently focusing on me at the moment but you never know his name is Erik and he is 33 from Florida I’m just a bit curious 😊IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted December 09, 2020 11:33 PM
Enjoy life ☆ ⚘ ☆
Try to lay your swords down and gently go forward. You have a beautiful life to look fwd to. No matter who you share it with, you're always there! So remember to always love Jess 1st.IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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posted December 10, 2020 12:33 AM
Thank you so much hun and I’m feeling like I slowly am it’s a long journey but I’m slowly getting there day by day❤️IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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posted December 10, 2020 05:27 PM
Just wanted to drop a quick like and say that I will still write the letter and send to my uncle and will update when I have sent it and then we can go from there
update: Ticket is officially booked and will be home on the 21 January <3IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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posted December 11, 2020 10:41 PM
So I kinda forgot to ask about this question but i kinda need to know in order if I want to pursue things with J if he wants to give us another go . Since it has been years since we have had contact with one another an have been out of each other’s lives I’m just wondering if J has a kid(s) or if there is one on the way if by chance? I ask this as the relationship I was after J I ended up being a step mom at 18 as he had 2 children one lived with his mother in Oregon and the other with his baby mama in AZ who I was in his life for 5 years. I kinda promised myself that after that whole relationship that I wouldn’t be with someone who has children as I don’t think step mom is the role for me having to deal with bio mom drama and getting caught in the middle type stuff so I am wondering if it is okay and possible to ask that when your ready as I know you have done so much for everyone on this site❤️IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted December 12, 2020 02:33 AM
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Originally posted by LibraGirl92:
So I kinda forgot to ask about this question but i kinda need to know in order if I want to pursue things with J if he wants to give us another go . Since it has been years since we have had contact with one another an have been out of each other’s lives I’m just wondering if J has a kid(s) or if there is one on the way if by chance? I ask this as the relationship I was after J I ended up being a step mom at 18 as he had 2 children one lived with his mother in Oregon and the other with his baby mama in AZ who I was in his life for 5 years. I kinda promised myself that after that whole relationship that I wouldn’t be with someone who has children as I don’t think step mom is the role for me having to deal with bio mom drama and getting caught in the middle type stuff so I am wondering if it is okay and possible to ask that when your ready as I know you have done so much for everyone on this site❤️
LibraGirl92, I'm confused if you want to still write to him?
You have mentioned moving away from J, after speaking with your gaming friend. Even were curious about him. So I'm not certain your aim now?
Awesome news on your flight Are you excited or apprehensive?
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(Your 2nd msg)
In ref to weeks before, You don't seem 'as' solid about J. You even seemed to change your direction recently.
I am curious if you have been working on you to find your true heart desires?  Maybe you need to mediate more and ask your heart?
I'm trying to understand, the second relationship with the dad, was the one you went with when J and you ended? Because it didn't work, you are worried now being a (possible) Stepmom wouldn't work?
because You are older, these are differnt times people and experiences. (if yiu were to try that again).
With reading, I can't just yet ~ because my energy lately is increased with incoming downloads. It might blur the intentions in the interpretation or the cards themselves. I don't want my energy to effect my readings .. there are wonderful ones reading now btw. Sailee and harmonicvibes. I don't think I've done much for anyone on LL? I actually have received much from the community and readers and very much appreciate everyone. I'm just a another member. .☆ ... ... ... ... ☆ ... ... ... ... ☆.
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LibraGirl92
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posted December 12, 2020 03:33 AM
the gaming friend turned out to be nothing he stopped talking to me and removed me from his friends list. This was all him and honestly was a jerk move he never said a word just ghosted
Yes the dad relationship was after J and it’s just I guess the being the step mom so young effected me and yes I know I’m older but the memory is still there.
I’m excited to see family members but anxious about the trip which causes my brain to into overdrive overthinking
What I meant by the statement was how much helped people with reading advice etc was on my phone when typing and on my phone while typing
It’s been a long busy tiring day for me so apologies with my wording
I went to counselling yesterday and in a way given a bit of an excercise on what I want/value in a relationship
I’ll go ahead do my best to meditate as honestly I’m starting to feel a bit overworked atm and mediate on my hearts desire about J❤️
Thanks for the tip about the others will see if one is available to give me reading regarding my second message as You need to recharge your energy 😊❤️IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted December 12, 2020 03:55 AM
I'm sorry about that guy. 😔Oh no, there was nothing bad of your wording. Didn't mean to seem so. My communication has been off. Your new exercise to workout your feelings for J, has that helped? Do you still use your rose quartz? I feel after what happened before when there was a 3of hearts with You+J, this round you'll really need to be firm in you conviction to be with him - if this is what you decide. ❤️ Re reading, I'll try to - if you need me to still, in a cpl days. My vibrations and ear ringing is getting better. Running water helps. This coming Eclipse has been part of it I believe.
I'm excited to read - just apprehensive.
Oh about your coming home. I feel you're coming into a new life coming home.
A new start. Try and remove yourself from the Jess you were, release yourself of that version from before. You're Now
a new woman. Really work to manifest this new you that you wish to be and wish J to see you as. 🌸💕🌸 IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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posted December 12, 2020 04:17 AM
Thank you hun I haven’t gotten the chance to start the excercise as I’ve been working but tomorrow after work I’ll get into a relaxing state and give a go. My rose quartz I have it next to me on bedside table but when I’m that state (relaxing) I’ll be holding especially to my heart turn on some frequencies and rest it against my chest. It’s okay with communication being off I kinda feel it too.
This new me I know it’s slowly there and I’ve noticed at times it goes back into hiding but I keep doing my best to permanently bring the new me out fully.❤️IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted December 13, 2020 01:10 PM
hey there hun.
Hope you're doing well.
I haven't read details but saw you got some advice from Saille. It looks good? I'll be reading today a bit. I have 2 people to read for and I'll be using RW and oracle cards too. Let me know if you'll need me. ♡ If you don't,
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LibraGirl92
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posted December 13, 2020 04:52 PM
hiya, hun, she was not 100% sure if he had a child or had one on the way. It could possibly be a love that he may keep to himself or me and that he may be in a relationship. Also that I am on his mind but wasn't sure if it was romantically related.
I understand that I have a written my rough draft of my letter that contains my apology and feelings and I kinda feel stuck on what to do: write the final draft of the apology message and send it or leave it?
Is J in a relationship and may have a child or a child on the way?
I just won't be that woman that interferes in a relationship if he is because I won't let that me be again <3IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted December 13, 2020 05:09 PM
 I'm sorry. I can't decide for you but if you meditate you might have your answer re your letter. to send/not send All I can say is tarot is not always one hundred percent. No mstter who reads them, or interprets them. Especially if Divine has plans. The Divine sent us for lessons and we don't get prequels to those lessons.
Maybe this is Your test. It could as well be yours and you are the activator switch to his test. He probably has at some point been in a relationship. He might even be a guy who is not with his kid but pays child support. It definitely could change the dynamics between you. Your uncle knows nothing about him? Do you want me to ask those Qs? IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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posted December 13, 2020 05:12 PM
yes please <3 From what I think is that they don't really talk to one another my uncle knows him but from work possibly J keeps to himself. I do remember he was in a relationship with a woman and they started dating in Jan 2014 after we ended contact in November 2013 and I'm not sure if they are still together as there is a photo of her and him on his Facebook page that he hasn't updated since 2018 so I'm not sure if they are still a couple or not. I showed my mum my friend and my "detective" cousin as I call him said that she resembled me in the face and with her glasses which I found a bit funny/odd <3
With the divine, I will re-read what I have written and try the meditation to see if I should send or not send.IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted December 13, 2020 05:15 PM
ok .. bb *refresh this msg in a bit.
Pls also, reread my msg ^ .. re the Divine.
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MoonMystic
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posted December 13, 2020 05:46 PM
Relationship Q ~ 2 of pentacles
With child Q ~ 3 of Pentacles
they were shuffled. I'm adding clarifying card ~
He's very busy, juggling m maybe working 2 jobs. stressed out too. this card is a No card, no relationship atm according to this.
I just don't see the 3 of P as having a baby.
Queen of Pentacles as your clarifying card. He might be material minded now? Nurturing is a portion of this card but more in terms of wealth or he could as I mentioned, be paying CS while he is taking on extra workloads unless there's the possibility he could have become wealthy?
or just making a huge nestegg to carry himself fwd.
Maybe her read caught the past when he had the child previously, if this happened? IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted December 13, 2020 05:50 PM
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LibraGirl92
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posted December 13, 2020 05:54 PM
I'm not sure if he ever had a child in the past as I haven't heard from him since 2013 and in 2009-2010 he didn't have any because we were both 16/17 so I am going to assume he doesn't have any children but maybe down the line he would funny how that reading I got was in a way explicit and said I would be carrying his son so maybe I'm the one I would he would be having a child with. but with times like these would not surprise me that he would be working two jobs and that def can cause a ton of stress and in a way be hard to maintain a relationship if someone was working two jobs you wouldn't see them all the time and or possibly if he didn't have a child in the past and has to pay child support that could be a reason he is working two jobs but like I said I think I'm gonna go the route that he doesn't have a child
I don't mind if you use my name <3
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Relationship Q ~ 2 of pentacles
With child Q ~ 3 of Pentacles
they were shuffled. I'm adding clarifying card ~
He's very busy, juggling m maybe working 2 jobs. stressed out too. this card is a No card, no relationship atm according to this.
I just don't see the 3 of P as having a baby.
Queen of Pentacles as your clarifying card. He might be material minded now? Nurturing is a portion of this card but more in terms of wealth or he could as I mentioned, be paying CS while he is taking on extra workloads unless there's the possibility he could have become wealthy?
or just making a huge nestegg to carry himself fwd.
Maybe her read caught the past when he had the child previously, if this happened?
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MoonMystic
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posted December 13, 2020 06:20 PM
Q ~ J's possible secret RW deck
Sun fell out kind of sideways.
. Pulled 10 of wands
He was under some serious oppresive energy, his job may have not been enough. Pressure built on him so he could have taken on a new job to clear debt, and or pay for a child. Ace of wands
He feels more inspired now but maybe embarrassed to share that he took on this other job, or the feelings of burdens from his first job. He doesn't want loved ones (any others) to realize how troubling his life has been. All this is fire. (wands) Last yr in Dec would be Saggy season. You could ask around in the interpersonal board for info if the 5th house and Sun or other aspects could indicate time of a man having a child? Similar to wmn but for the guy. I imagine, Sun, Mars, Jupiter. Todd may know? Did Saille have any thoughts when a birth may have been/be? Taking the Ace+10 is 11 (months).
Unless could he have kept from you on your second try that he already had a child. 11 years old by now?
Idk about the Sun, it could be burnout or pride, or yes, he has a child. He burdens himself to keep from you knowing. I can't pick up on hour lookalike lady.
Unless he leaves her up on fb but left fb despite that pic.
Some people can't return or get Facebook jail?
could he had got in trouble?
The Sun does come after the Moon ~ Secrets.
maybe she (bio mom) kept him from knowing, it came out and caused him a fear + burdens. He might have felt powerless and took a second job. Decided to not talk to you because he figured you wouldn't wish to be in his life under his circumstances.
The reads I've he's usually appearing busy. Stressed iir ..
I feel an echo.
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LibraGirl92
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posted December 13, 2020 06:53 PM
Very interesting I think when we last had contact he knew about chad who had a child and I'm not sure if I remember correctly but I may have told him that I would never date someone that already had kids I'm not 100% if I told him that it has been so long.
I have heard of women doing that keeping the child a secret and then eventually it gets revealed. If the child would be 11 then he would of have the child when he was 17 that kinda doesn't make any sense but possibly an 11-month-old could make more sense.
Sallie didn't have any thoughts when the birth may have occurred.
I wonder if he burdens himself from me knowing possibly because he may have wished it could have been with me if he had this child?
I just get the feeling he may be burnt out but he puts on a face because of his pride
I just can't picture him with a child unless he was married and wanted a family just my thoughts.
Makes me wonder if he truly wants us to talk it all out and see where it goes because in away I would tell him face to face that we let everything out and keep nothing from one another as there was deception in our first time around and we need to be clear/honest with one another and that we are almost 30 and I don't want to play games because I have changed and if he adheres to it then I can't be with someone who I felt hasn't/won't change.
I'm guessing you hear an echo as in he is always busy.
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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
Q ~ J's possible secret RW deck
Sun fell out kind of sideways.
. Pulled 10 of wands
He was under some serious oppresive energy, his job may have not been enough. Pressure built on him so he could have taken on a new job to clear debt, and or pay for a child. Ace of wands
He feels more inspired now but maybe embarrassed to share that he took on this other job, or the feelings of burdens from his first job. He doesn't want loved ones (any others) to realize how troubling his life has been. All this is fire. (wands) Last yr in Dec would be Saggy season. You could ask around in the interpersonal board for info if the 5th house and Sun or other aspects could indicate time of a man having a child? Similar to wmn but for the guy. I imagine, Sun, Mars, Jupiter. Todd may know? Did Saille have any thoughts when a birth may have been/be? Taking the Ace+10 is 11 (months).
Unless could he have kept from you on your second try that he already had a child. 11 years old by now?
Idk about the Sun, it could be burnout or pride, or yes, he has a child. He burdens himself to keep from you knowing. I can't pick up on hour lookalike lady.
Unless he leaves her up on fb but left fb despite that pic.
Some people can't return or get Facebook jail?
could he had got in trouble?
The Sun does come after the Moon ~ Secrets.
maybe she (bio mom) kept him from knowing, it came out and caused him a fear + burdens. He might have felt powerless and took a second job. Decided to not talk to you because he figured you wouldn't wish to be in his life under his circumstances.
The reads I've he's usually appearing busy. Stressed iir ..
I feel an echo.
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