posted January 12, 2021 03:44 PM            

 Things have been loco here. They wanted access to our home and weren't clear about the reason.  Our management company has too
many arms. The main area has no idea who wrote my husband.  What a day.

  4OC has likely been triggered (1/11 your msg) ~ the rage.

 The jigsaw puzzle,  an awesome idea. That helps in finding resolve in situations.  I find it calming as well fitting pieces together is problem solving. Although indirectly,  it does work.

posted January 12, 2021 04:03 PM            

  Good idea  holding your mail. Especially if you're working on your manuscript.  You don't need the extra worry. 4-O-C shouldn't be able to tamper with mail. Frustrating I'm sure.

  I'm sorry about your brother. My mother's friend did too, she went to test. They haven't seen eachother in a couple years but this lady was not positive for the CV. She only had sniffles.  You get the astro aspects so well,  I am behind on them but your brother will hopefully find some calm before long - although the jigsaw puzzles are good at taking problems to a lesser degree. Does your brother enjoy them too?
You could suggest he get into one?

 I'm okay. Thank you..  For the next cpl days my catch is here but my Tr Mars has rubbed upon my Saturn. My structure is under a new plan. I'm okay. This has been a weird year already is all. lol

  Sending you and your Mom virtual *hugs*

posted January 12, 2021 04:14 PM            

 Yes, I poured more than was needed into the genealogy  one. Sorry.

Been catching upband hope with the coming New Moon I might be busy with creative projects. Regarding music.

4-O-C   Might be off beyond their normal by the 20th but the 28th could be much wilder.
 Do you suppose that mail incident was them trying to do a gaslight? To throw scare at you? It seems to me hijinks might be the ploy. When you don't react you are simply boring to them. They feed on reaction.  Unfun in the real world but what a character,  huh?

  How's your manuscript coming along?

  Be well, happy and creative. Things will soon be light years in  difference from this bizarre timeline.

posted January 14, 2021 11:20 AM            

Thought my response on this thread went through...connections are kind of crazy right now..noticed it more with the messenger app.

Sounds like you have a lot on your plate. I'm trying to focus on the manuscript now. The puzzle helped me to focus more as the 4 O C now has the transiting sun in Cap squaring their natal pluto in Libra...might makes right, but at the same time the sun transit is squaring their natal saturn in the early degrees of Scorpio. The moon, mars, uranus conjunction in taurus will square their mars in leo on the 20th, too. Thanks for the heads up on the 28th and how that will affect them as transiting mars will square their natal Venus around that time, too.

As long as things are manageable energy wise, I can write/edit the manuscript quickly. Had at least one or two rough nights over the last few days.

I'll let you know on the genealogy as your past history is similar to mine. I also have checked out DNA detectives and Virginia genealogy both on FB.

When transiting Saturn finishes its square to my natal Sun later this month, that should help to improve my energy level.

posted January 14, 2021 12:51 PM            

Edit

I've been working on the manuscript for a while now and just need to get more done on it--feel so much better when I get some done--at least a little. Will do some now and re-read your messages and add more later.

posted January 15, 2021 12:38 AM            

I've been taking a break from the exchanges right now. I saw that you asked on the other thread.

@Moon

Just some random thoughts. I think the balance with the 4 O C is about what we do to others.. when I picked up recently someone asking her what she did to me, I think what is happening now is the pay back someone read for what they did to me..in the reading they couldn't tell me what it was.. and when I drew cards over the past months, it showed false accusations and untruths being made about me..which makes sense with the isolation it has kind of created for me where I live..

I also looked up info on some of my asteroid placements and have Vesta in my 4th...staying at home for long periods would make me tired... I am noticing that this makes sense.. with my energy levels.. also need more time in the Sun

Hope things aren't too loco crazy right now for you. Keep up the good works in spreading the cheer and support. What ever you would like things to be for you, you got this Moon!

posted January 15, 2021 02:10 AM            

 I'm sorry at this time I can't, my cards got put away for the night. My catch up is slow and sleep is on my next priority.  If you'd like to leave me a Q I'll try to get it tomorrow. (Friday).

Spring,
 
   The boredom of these lockdowns might have the mirror effect in the works for the 4OC. So anything seen, is potentially a projected effect.
How long have you lived nearby this person? Perhaps you also serve as a surrogate for an alike person in their world  -that the seperation c19/period has removed from them.

 Good thinking regarding the Sun. I'll  check my Vesta out too. My sleepiness has been most pronounced in my chart. Neptune has fingerprints with my 12th. Not too loco. My gpa settled down. He wanted me to see his truth that noone else cared to learn.
I'm going to work further on that - Just not for a another week. He did bring more details but nothing I'll add.

Hope you're well, get that Sun.

posted January 15, 2021 02:31 AM            

Ok, yes.....

posted January 15, 2021 09:01 AM            

After giving much thought to some of the t

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I'm learning to say no and to value others' time more as well as dealing with the energies my intuition seems to pick up. If I've intruded on your time, my apologies. For example, on LL, if someone requests a reading because they are having a tough time or need help in learning, I'm all for helping, but I'm now less inclined to help if someone is just playing the field with prospective partners (not sure why they would want the info--hopefully it isn't used to manipulate the other person) or needing a reading for entertainment purposes. I've watched good readers come and go..some I'm sure wanted to improve their skills and earn money doing it, and I'm happy for them, but others may have gotten burned out because of the volume of people needing their help.

It's great when everyone pitches in to help, but it can be overwhelming for just a few. Again, thank you for sharing your gift with us here at LL.

posted January 15, 2021 09:34 AM            

@ Spring, revised: I'm going to get back to you soon. Sprained a finger. slowing me down.

posted January 15, 2021 12:26 PM            

Spring, I'll get a response soon to your freshest msg

Take care,

posted January 15, 2021 08:31 PM            

I hope your finger gets better soon. Is transiting mars making a challenging aspect to your natal Mercury?

You may have picked up the dark energy from the 4 O C's late last night as my room was dark again--no lights and then a few minutes later it got better--I usually have light coming in from the street light outside as well as a night light--so strange. You are right about them not being nice as I pick up their energy as an uneasy feeling and heavy.

Transiting pluto is squaring their natal pluto. My natal Saturn squares their natal pluto. The pluto transit conjunct my natal saturn won't be over until around Nov according to Graham.

The 4 O C's natal Saturn conjuncts my natal Sun and the activation was most likely the transit of saturn in Aquarius squaring my natal Sun, which finishes for me later this month. The 4 O C's mother is similar to her, but maybe wiser in some ways.

I enjoy our communication, too, and have learned a lot from you. Thank you for letting me know as I don't always know how people truly feel.

Wow! Sounds like a true calling for you doing tarot. So true what you said about everyone suffering in some way. Thank you for sharing.

I think the guys knees on my chest and a feeling of being strangled, even if only in a dream, would have scared me. I'm hesitant to follow or develop my natal Sun conjunct Neptune as I don't have a good grasp on how to clear other's energies let alone what else may be in the other dimensions.

I looked at one of the other forums here and noticed you posted something on starseeds. A girl I used to social with, I was told, was one along with another classmate from school. While having lunch with the two of them one time, spirit let me hear them talk in their starseed language. It wasn't until I had a reading later did that info surface nor did I also realize that there are more people here on Earth that are not from Earth.

I've been told that doing card readings will also help someone to develop their intuitive abilities more.

I think and have also been told in a reading that when my mom passes, the emotions that come out..it will take me around two weeks to get through this part of my grief, that the scattered energy guy will be gone. I'm also thinking that my health and energy will return fully as well. When I had surgery five years ago and was in recovery, my vitals were all normal, so the scattered energy, which I'm told is karmic, didn't like the feeling of being unconscious, so they disconnected. Not long after, they reconnected. I also think my dog has seen his energy cords connect to me twice...each time she went to hide under the table in our dining area.

Thank you for all the positive energy Moon!

Take care,
Spring

posted January 16, 2021 03:45 AM            

  Thank you. I think I must have bumped it or pinched a nerve. It's painful but still useable. So probably not a sprain.

That is strange, does light fade away with 4OC? That is peculiar.  The Pluto square is upheavel. It just hit me, could this person be a big video gamer?  Their reality may be so skewed, 4OC sees those uninvolved in their lives as NPCs. This person is treating you, probably others as background furnishings.  You're not real to this person.
That gen has been completely submerged into gaming, role playing etc, however not all of them - but 4OC seems like this.

( edited )
 
 You're welcome Even better both are learning.  Growth wisdom never quits. 

Has your hematite  (I think that's  the one you bought) gemstone helped? I found a lavender jade pendant that luckily wasn't thrown away. My Pluto (tower) time, I really cleaned those drawers.
Do you have an additional gem to use with your ? Amethyst is one often used too. Jet stone and as well fire agate.

That is fascinating about your classmates speaking starseed language.  You understood.  Maybe you'rea starseed? Our gens they refer to as Blu rays ~ uncertain of spelling.  May be Reys.  My name at birth was almost Rey. A weird thing I suppose.  lol 
I've learned many facets regarding that too. I'm not sure how much to believe,  I try to be in the middle in the outside Earth but we humans are mighty arrogant  if we humans believe we are all there is.  It's  like someone jumping in  the ocean, disbelieving fish exist. Have you ever wondered which planet you may have come from, were you to be from elsewhere? 

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 I've  meant to ask, How has your  Mom doing with her walker?  The scatter energy guy is attached to her?
The gemstones may purify that from your energy field.
My boys (furbabes) see my energies coming through my forehead. It is rather special. They watch me and come up and kiss my forehead.  The mesmerizing looks on their faces when my visits of Spirits occur. Because they react, I realise this is not something made up in my own imagination.  It's incredible the connection I've with them too. My Sons. I feel as though I'm near pet telepathy. Your  sweet dog would benefit with a tiger's eye. No joking.
It brings courage and my boys took mine. They sleep with them. Can you smudge your home? White sage incense removes toxic energies, beings.

posted January 16, 2021 08:02 PM            

The darkened room just seems to go away and everything else goes away when the 4 O C's focus is elsewhere. Think they may have some form of depression or something.

I remember the 4 O C's daughter telling her something while outside one day and at the same time making a motion with her hands and then looking in my direction--so the 4 O C's has some talent..metaphysical..her moon is in virgo and trine to a late degree neptune in sag.

Before the 4 O C's had the brightly lit room you saw, it was a more subdued, but noticeable blue light. I don't know what those video screens for gaming look like. I've played a playstation game for maybe 5 minutes a few years ago and before that it was Pac Man.

The Star card being healing came up in a reading I did for myself recently..so I'm happy for that...maybe it means peace, too.

The transit of Pluto to my natal Saturn, as Graham stated, might be something that I'm more sensitive to than others and could be this energy until the other planets move out of Cap or the devil as you call them. Tomorrow the transit of the sun will end it's square to the 4 O C's natal Pluto, so maybe that's when things fizzle as you saw it.

I didn't know people take emotions with them after they commit S. So Sad! Sorry to hear about your friends and cousin. One of my mom's neighbors (down the street) did that after his wife was diagnosed with cancer again. They were older and in their 70's I think.

When my Starseed classmates were speaking, I didn't understand what they were saying and asked an intuitive in a reading what it was. To me it sounded like a cross between Mickey Mouse and R2D2 from Star Wars and doubt it was made up. While they were speaking, the two of them were looking at each other as if I wasn't there with them. Later, after other things happened and I questioned our friendship (the one of the two classmates that I knew the longest..the other one had just reappeared around that time), I got a face to face reading with a tarot reader and the devil card came up..think reversed...the reader said that she wasn't my friend and I doubt the other one was either.

My dog gets closer to me during the times when the energies around me are gone, so that makes sense with them being a lower vibration like you said. My dog can read someone's mind and when someone wants her to be their dog or doesn't have good intentions, she will come over to me and stay until they are gone. My dog has also picked up the scattered energy. Don't know if my mom has picked up any of it. Her legs have atrophied and that's where her wobbly stuff comes from. I read that sitting a lot can cause this, too, as we need our muscles to stand straight up and keep our balance. The transit of Uranus to her moon/Neptune conjunction is the rebellion I see--her not wanting to use her walker. I have also picked up her energy--it makes me feel like I don't want to do anything or just really tired.

I need to remember the hematite. I do have some amethyst as well and should also meditate with them. I love rocks...maybe that's an earth sign rising thing. I also have some dried white sage, but it only lasts (protection) so long. I'm hoping to work with all of this more in the coming days.

posted January 17, 2021 11:55 AM            

  Interesting regarding her metaphysical abilities.
Possibly her Virgo is the magi in qualities. Mercury does favor her possibly.  There are a lot of new interesting lighings and the video ganpmes to create glows of different hues too.
Oh how I loved PacMan but my favorite,  no joking was Asteroids.

 That is a beautiful card to see for heling, the Star C.

Oh, regarding my calling it the Devil, it is the time period,  not the people who are carrying Cap energy. Otherwise I'm a big devil too. in Sidereal I'm cappy. lol However the Capricorn energy has been on it's lower vibe for the mass consciousness.  I've  nothing against ant sign. We'll be in Aqua very soon.  Those  Cap for negative reasons will be fading off soon. The intensity.  These are my feelings and facets read from elsewhere.  Also Regarding to those I mentioned who leave sad, stay sad. That may not be factual.  I had heard a psychic say it once and asked Divine if that was true, my instincts said it was but I never know - as I've  not knowingly ever left that way before (personally).
I just find it sad if it were to be true.
Thank you for your care in terms of those that left from my world.
Thinking back,  none of these lovely people would have been strong in this time now. Perhaps those of us here are starseeds and still here to assist eachother and possibly  some that may not been s-seeds.
Idk, it's a mystery to me.

That's terrible about your classmates.  Maybe they had walk ins?
I experienced a lot of mean girls in my school days. Maybe they were those or just other personas within them.

I deleted some of my msg, as the possible ones that might study, as to protect my energy.

Your dog is protective of you and these dark energies the veil is open to like to scare those loving brings we adore.
I am so sorry about your mother's legs. Can she use frequency healing, rife energy? These can heal massively bad health troubles.

Rocks are pretty and fun. So many qualities in them.

Have a wonderful day Spring,

posted January 17, 2021 08:26 PM            

Thank you. I had a nice day today! Took my mom and dog for a road trip. It helps to break up their day and I can relax as long as the traffic isn't too bad.

Galaxy or something like that was my favorite--it was a space ship that shot extrestials or some creatures. I saw that a lot of these games became popular again during the stay at homes. Asteroids was cool, too. I think all of what we had back then weren't as realistic as some of the ones that are out now. Yikes!

I'm hesitant about alternative treatments for my mom's legs as I saw a lot of stuff out there with me trying to help myself with my health that is caused by stress and then because of that you eat poorly. I found there are many out there that will help you..even Chinese medicine, but you still take what they give you--herbs instead of meds. Some of what she also struggles with is her energy level--getting tired and that adds to her balancing dilemna. Her legs, though, have become stiff..she has trouble sometimes in getting into or out of the car...I've learned, though, that you shouldn't sit a lot and it's important to move around and do stretches. My mom has other things that could have been taken care of, but had no interest in doing something to help herself--hearing is a big one..no aid for that. I just try to take care of her the best I can.

As far as the Cap energy, I agree with you. I had transiting Neptune in my intercepted 1st house for a long time and did not see people clearly even though there were clues. Who knows..

My grandmother wasn't forthcoming with all the family history I would have liked, but I think back in those days there was more pressure put on them to behave a certain way and also to just support themselves (not sure how long the child support thing has been around), so when something went wrong or wasn't planned, it became a bigger challenge than what most people experience now.

I agree, too, on the msg editing.

I also hope you have a wonderful day! Don't know what time zone you are on, but I'm on EST.

posted January 18, 2021 01:04 AM            

 That sounds beautiful,  that road trip you had with your Mom and dog.

 Rife frequencies are sound therapies.  I understand your hesitation.  You might read up on it sometime,  it is beneficial and on yt it is free.

  I understand that in my family too. Wars had made the mothers need to be the mom and dad too. In fact illness trickled down because of those wars. Mother's shouldered a lot in those days. Your grandmother may have thought she was protecting someone too. My g grandmother did something protective of that nature but once learned, it hurt a few others to save the rest.
 
I'm on the West Coast Spring.

Stay safe too. Enjoy some more sun. As well may you have a favorable + successful week!

posted January 18, 2021 02:35 PM            

Thank you. I hadn't heard of the Rife energies...was thinking you meant Reiki, but will check into it.

Hope you can get caught up on the rest you need (maybe that's why you were sleepy) and that helps your finger heal.

They seem to enjoy the trips, so I don't mind. Right now I feel more like resting anyway.

posted January 22, 2021 11:02 AM            

Hello Spring 🌸
Thank you. My finger was fine after a while but I pinched it afterwards in a tv tray. Those merciless Mars/Uranus oppositions. lol It's better - Now - I'm much more aware of everything my fingers are in contact with. 😂

I hope you got a couple more trips in. Such lovely weather in some places. Fresh air is wonderful too. Bet your doggy loves the window in the car.

posted January 23, 2021 02:42 AM            

I have the uranus opp my natal mars coming soon..already cut one finger and burned another one.

It's good that you got some rest. I've been trying to do the same. I know things will get busy again, so I've been working on bringing projects to completion. I was sleeping well until tonight.

My dog has trans Saturn squaring her moon right now along with trans uranus opposing it. It's interesting because she craves others attention/social because of the Saturn square, but then she gets bored--the uranus transit opposing her moon.

I'm hoping to get a few more projects done before doing anymore reading. The book is coming along..getting to the end of the editing and need to add more..

My mom has transiting uranus and now mars squaring her moon and then trans saturn is opp her moon, so I know she is bored..everything she wants to do puts her at risk for falling and the safe stuff she isn't interested in.

Hope your family and fur kids are doing okay as well.

posted January 24, 2021 03:32 PM            

You were right that things would get busier... my mom fell and broke her hip today. I won't be on here much for a while.

posted January 24, 2021 07:49 PM            

I'll be checking on her tomorrow morning and will know more about what they can do for her then.

posted January 25, 2021 11:50 AM            

Update.. My mom made it through the surgery and is now in recovery. Thank you again for the prayers. Have a great day!